toxic relations

my single “go away” is out on all streaming platforms 🎧🩵🦋

mijabella - go away (prod. tykun)

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

We’re just complex trees

We take in and we release 

Mastered by @kind <3

Prod & Mix by @acidsodaa <3

Co prod - @itsrilo <3

℗Melodrama Records <3

©vamptize <3

lyrics//

Got to many problems in my head 
Inhale exhale, I take a breath 
My intentions are innocent, 
Believe in me we're just extremely complex trees 

Today doesn’t feel real my eye sight is uneven 
Sitting in my memories as I receive them  
I’m weighed down uncomfortably
It’s how I perceive them 
Inhale exhale, I hope I can fix it 
The faults all mine 
I have a problem of trippin 
I’m not lost, I’m gone 

My arms feel weak 
My tremors grow worse by the second 
I only have one thing 
So I’m about’a send it 

It started with the cusp of rain and sun 
Abrasive attachment, a blemish taking over 
Its All over 
Now I’m nothing to you 
Just one of many trees in your lawn 
Overgrown and decaying 
Neglected and pathetic 
Sitting on the curb looking at this compass 
Words rush through my brain what should I say 

Got to many problems in head 
Inhale exhale, I take a breath 
My intentions are innocent, 
Believe in me we're just extremely complex trees 
Got to many problems in head 
I’m unprepared for everything
Every start of this loop I struggle to be happy 
Will I see this end 
Got to many problems in head 
Inhale exhale, I take a breath 
Nothing make sense, sense
We're just extremely complex

melodrama

complex trees {p. acidsoda + rilo}

soblue [dead spyro]

SWing (pyctur)

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: everestdidthis
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=943237
Art by: 降島ツカサ
Art discovered by: ShuOuma
Art Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Everybody wants to change 
But they can't even break the chains
That bind them that bind them to their past 
& I'm no different 
No matter what I try
I still feel the inner despair 

[Bridge]
I just want some peace
I just want somebody to be
Here with me 
(Despair)
It never goes away
(Away) 

[Verse 2]
I'm not perfect I know that much
Even if you're not the best
Just know I'll do my best for you 
Because I love you
Breathing in & out slowly
Trying to calm down from anxiety 
That's what reminded me of our past
Raining in my town
EVEN IN MY TOWN
Even in the winter 
Maybe it was all meant to be

[Outro]
Swift exit is all they say 
But I'm happy it ended this way
Disc's playing movies as Iay in bed 
Reflection of myself made of lead
Metal blaring through the headphones 
& death still haunting the victims
Left in his wake
(Left in his wake)

Despair (Prod. everestdidthis)

produced by Fony Wallace
engineered by @JoshIGuess
featuring Mello TooTuff

Lyrics:
D34D-
walk around the block wit them big boy glocks
in my jeans
told her gimme top
she suckin cock up in the streets
make em belly flop
they got shot, 5 a piece
i cant get a crease in my J's
when im steppin for my homies

Mello-
ay
im like okay its been a minute
i been on my grind stay tryna shine
aint dropped a song inna minute
i been on my mind ima take my time
aint gonna lie bout what i did
ima make that call ima shoot my shot
aint gonna lie i been on my shit

D34D-
had to get broski out tha jail cell
he aint feelin well no more
im livin my life and to be honest
i aint feel this well before
if you aint got money ready for my fuckin product
im sendin you out the door
if you keep that mouth runnin n gun clutchin 
ill put you on the fucking floor

D34D-
walk around the block wit them big boy glocks
in my jeans
told her gimme top
she suckin cock up in the streets
make em belly flop
they got shot, 5 a piece
i cant get a crease in my J's
when im steppin for my homies

Mello-
ay
im like okay its been a minute
i been on my grind stay tryna shine
aint dropped a song inna minute
i been on my mind ima take my time
aint gonna lie bout what i did
ima make that call ima shoot my shot
aint gonna lie i been on my shit

GLOCKS IN MY JEANS! ft. Mello TooTuff

bitch i got no clique i just be staying on my own
they be thinking i can't do this shit bitch i do it all
i can crush this shit easy like a waffle cone 
and as soon as i go up all them bitches gonna fall cus

i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one bitch
i'm the only one!
and all these people hating yea you're a fucking bum yeah
they're a fucking bum yea
they're a fucking bum!

TELL EM SHUT UP YUH
GO GET YOUR BUCKS UP
ALL THESE PUSSIES TALKING LIKE THEY GOT SOMETHING SHOVED UP
AND IM A FUCK UP MOTHERFUCKER
BUT UNLIKE JOE I DON'T COMPARE MY SHIT TO OTHERS

i'm me bitch if you don't like it fuck off
and i got a mean bitch and she like to suck it off
and i just told your girl glove on or glove off
she a lil freak bitch yea she wanna do it raw

then she gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone
GONE GONE GONE GONNNNEEEEE
cus i'm the only one bitch!

ONLY ONE [RVYMVND]

freaks og (feat. 6arelyhuman, joshiguess, d34d, ian starr, skinnyboy2k)

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