songs i'll always love

Sad songs 2 cry 2

Sac Ramp Set (5/1/21)

ft @fountainhead777
mastered by me
mixed by me + fountainhead + me adding effects to fountainheads vox
Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Will it meet my expectations
Last year was so frustrating
I thought it would be my year
But I was left in tears
I can't be a disappointment
But at least I'm not to myself
And I know I may have failed
Thats ok I'm doing well
And those past feelings that were felt
Cuz I don't need em now
And you only hear the sound
Of succeeding with my patience
It may take some time 
But I know that eventually everything will be fine
I know that there are some days that I'll be feeling off
But that's okay cuz I know you all do that a lot



I just robbed a cop 
I'm faded while you're not 
I know that you're an opp
Snuff you out like a moth
In truth I'm always fucked up 
I have faith in my mind's eye (don't care)
She ask me if I'm high 
She can't tell the fucking difference

Shawty causing dissonance 
And I've been having visions of 
Some people causing friction 
Benediction through my prison
I just got her call
they don't want you known
leave you alone
Tell you what I'm on

Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Spotify!

2021! / Shawty In My Dms (Roko Tensei, Silo)

prod. @ohhellonokia

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

This time i wanna do this right
This time, i don’t wanna fight
This time, i won’t say goodbye
This time, ill be alright,

I never wanted it to end up this way
so i gotta go ahead and take a detour
but i didn’t expect for it to stay
so im staying all alone like i am eeyore

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time

this time w/ nokia2k

Shrek Remix

gym class (prod. brobak)

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

Buns

Produced by ENRA

LYRICS:

Dont fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Don't fall asleep yet
Promise me you’ll stay here
Are my pictures on you wall still like last year

Don't fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Its been a long time
Miss u around me
When I dream about u r u dreaming bout me


Verse

Dont fall asleep
Im wide awake
I hope that we
Have brighter days
U still have my heart
So don’t let it break
I want u all mine forever
I’ll put my heart on a projector
I wish we settled all the struggles we got into
The best part of my life was with you

Rap

Think about u too much
Trynna fall asleep 
But my eyes won’t shut
Said u need a break
And thats ok
But when u feel alone
Always got my place
Life throws curves
Sorry for your loss
Praying for your peace
When the night feels long
Writing songs for you with my guitar
Leave if u want but please don’t go far

SPOTIFY

don't fall asleep yet

THIS ALBUM CRAZY. WANK BANK MADE BY SWEDISH GANGSTER  DASVVAMP. ITS VERY SWAG AND GOOD. SWAG MASTER DABAGHETTO DID ALSO DO SOMETHING TO THIS Album.

BIGGIE CHEESE

beat by @angelsit :)
i cant feel a thing,
i cant see thru my two eyelids, at least i enjoy the silence,
rooms covered black and pink,
i think imma need some guidance, i dont know how to describe this,
soon ill press delete,
on all of your stupid files, haven't seen em in a while,
say who is she,
drifting apart hella miles, i just wanna see you smile

turn you on but theres no signal, revert back to being single,
staring at my google pixel, wasnt real was artificial, abandoned 
hansel and gretel, fall apart just like a petal, i continue i try to pedal,
thru this life so i can settle, back to where im feeling special, screw
acting so sentimental, this was not so accidental, just gave you a little
speckle, turn up like the bass and treble, like the show we're at was metal,
tolerating all my mental, why is life coincidental,

live performance <3

Drifting Apart (AngelsIt)

Nutting in my sock

Nutting in my socks 3

lyrics:

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

i just gotta let you know
im not here to take u home
woke up two calls on my phone
wish that they would leave me alone
but they never do
they never do that
i wish i
i could do that
i just cant let you go
hop out the sewer and take u home

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

pines break through the memories
late nights were her remedy
cold words thru her sharpened teeth
create deep wounds you imbed in me  
throwing heads in the wishing well
when shes this mad she could boil hell
i thought we would go together
but i guess i could go fuck myself
theres a time and a place
but she has no problem doing it here
he has his hands on top her waist
in the photos she cant share
and its truly a shame
i thought we could make it through the year at least
but this game you been playing is killing me
and im too low on energy

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

one time for old times ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

i watch the sunrise, out in the sunlight, this doesn't feel right, watching it all fall away,

and im shining, a diamond, tears upon your eyelids, ima dry em off, while we stare in silence, you like this, well i like this,
can't believe we gotta wait until the time ticks back to the past and back to the future, what is the path that i will not be a loser to them,
ahem, may i speak up please, i can only do so in song, so will i ever get along, with the people that i know



im really nervous, what is this purpose, in my own living, its got me tripping, 


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oh shoot a genre switch, let me not just trust a bitch who manipulates, her state to be something i can't situate, hate me hate me, then why you wanna 
date me, so suddenly once im already with the, person of my life, who will become my wife, its been really nice, but sometimes i gotta try to stay away 
from people that i need to, but i dont want to

fall away (lil waifu)

heart locked chain, no longer feel the pain, sweet like candy cane, i hopped inside this train, of the memories, of the enemies, and blasted it off into 
pieces, been spending money on me since i've been buying these leases, dropped so hard that my breathe cant continue
breathing still never understood why im nervous
in speeches, but when i be performing the people are speechless, calm down, turn around, i cannot just make a sound, it will be embarassing, but who cares just
embarass me, it gives me attention right, is it good or bad to have a mindset just like that or should i just react to what is coming to me

sorcery i craft, how do i relapse, i cannot relax, with this loudness in the feedback, feed that to my soul, so i won't feel alone, even if its half
and half, just not tokyo ghoul, type fashion, action, back into this fraction, habits habits, need to stop interaction, settle with this adaption to life,
but im sitting here just wasting time

wasting my time (sir leo)

this song was made after my friend responded w the title of the song to the original photo of this and i was like fuck it ima make it a song

pull up to the crib pick her up in my seggsy ride
drop her off at her home but she telling me to come inside
 what kind is she referring to but either way its suicide
 but i know in my mind that it is just thinking to do or die,

been riding in my corvette ever since i was a baby
 if i still had my long hair all these peeps would wanna date me
 i remember back then all those bitches used to hate me
 now i look at messages and they tryna say hey
 she tryna flirt with me but  told her dont want the cake
 please  i know you gon complain and say that these lyrics basic 
but it'll be stuck in your head, and your mind won't be erasing
 while you're in your bed tonight your mind will just be saying 

pull up to the crib pick her up in my seggsy ride
drop her off at her home but she telling me to come inside
 what kind is she referring to but either way its suicide
 but i know in my mind that it is just thinking to do or die,

i pulled up to the skate park, they saying i'm a cutie
saw i brought a fucking scooter now they won't even approach me
swear these girls just tryna find the one to skate with
dont really wanna be in those type of situations

pull up to the crib pick her up in my seggsy ride
drop her off at her home but she telling me to come inside
 what kind is she referring to but either way its suicide
 but i know in my mind that it is just thinking to do or die

stream

seggsy rdie! (scruff)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

seggsy rdie! (scruff)

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