all produced by @jxsiebeats
feature on track "ace" by @hoeplessboy
mixed by me

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forgotten memory

https://soundcloud.com/joshigues/vacation-nightcore-jxsie-beats

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She only love me when on anti-depressants
When she's off of them I can't get her attention
Her minds been going in every direction
But you know I can't follow directions
Cause anywhere I go
Can't make it back home
To the place I used to call
Everything and all

Feeling like I'm Autumn now, faded into fall
And I'm feeling like I'm Casperrr, now that I'm a ghost
And I'm feeling like Eternal
Cause I want you to say hello

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She thinks I'm falling out of love, but I'm just falling out of trust
She thinks it's falling into dust, I wish you knew I give a fuck
Ex-friends coming up to me I know they always fuss
Wanna turn 'em into goldfish, so I can name 'em Hush
Maybe then that'll be the time that they could shut up
I just know I had enough, and know that you have had enough
We can never get enough
In this thing called love

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

visualizer

vacation (jxsie beats)

Dedicated to @akiradoves

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Clouds that I face
Feeling small like a dace
Wishing I could embrace
Tie me up like a lace
Never winning in this race
While you're picking up the pace
Knowing days feel like a waste
Content locked like EA

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Konami to cheat on me
Take you to Shinigamis
The death gods in Japanese
Now you beg back for me, please

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self
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waste (jxsie beats)

Arrow through my heart, and I'm wondering where to start
I wish we could back to times we played Mario Kart
You used to know everything like you were my Nardwuar 
But the best you ever did was you contribute to my art

You were my superstar, like you're Kirby
When I was with you I had no worries
But I couldn't see, my future was blurry
Didn't know it'd end in such a hurry

Arrow through my heart, and I'm wondering where to start
I wish we could back to times we played Mario Kart
You used to know everything like you were my Nardwuar 
But the best you ever did was you contribute to my art

You made me feel slightly unworthy
But realized that she did me dirty
And all these girls they keep on flirting
Some of them are too perverted

I forgot what we about
I still be singing in my doubt
Even when I cry and pout
I'll just let myself drown
But that's okay, we'll set myself new goals

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mario kart (jxsie beats)

Dedicated to @spacemannick

I still can't find her in this world (can't find no love)
I'll call her a ghost girl (depressed as fuck)
I'm inside the dream world (and I'm cruising)
You're singing right next to me (a song from a movie)
You're bringing yourself to me (those eyes are cursed )
She comes in leaning (she won't reverse)
Then the dream comes to an ending (like it was purge)
My mind was transcending (I'm leaving earth)

I fell down on the ground
The TV making sounds
Then from the bed I bounced
Inside I felt these frowns

Feel like I'm in a spaceship (I'm flying high)
Ans I'm hoping that I make it (and i don't die)
Back into the station (on a safe flight)
Before it's outdated (honestly might)
But I know you can go girl (I know you'll try)
This life will never be fair (least i comply)

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a space dream (jxsie beats)

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

You've been walking round with tired eyes
Make yourself chastise
Wish we compromised
You never show you're always in disguise
No I won't survive
Wish I was still your guy
Take me back to '04 in July
So I can revise
And restart my life
I feel like a puddle when it dries
Cuz I feel dead inside
I know it's my demise

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Remember days you spent at all these parks
Now you've lost your spark
Feels like a broken heart
I remember when I left my mark
Now she's at the bar
Well my bar is low
Feels like it's going slow
Like I'm low battery
My life is congested like it's fucking allergies
 At least I still got that light that i will always believe
 And I know that many lost it and they started smoking trees

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

july (jxsie beats)

I'm leaving her on hold
She's out of control
Wish I would've told
Her before I'm old
I'm just never bold
She would always fold
She won't take the blame
She should be riding that pole

Fuck being with her
She should be a stripper
And she goes downhill like the giant dipper
She'll rant bout me on private twitter
All her words just sound like careless whispers
She'll grow like a plant but then she'll wither
And I wish she'd see the bigger picture
And you know this hurts to you should consider,
But you won't care that's what I figure

Fading
Decaying
Waiting
For escaping

I'm leaving her on hold
She's out of control
Wish I would've told
Her before I'm old
I'm just never bold
She would always fold
She won't take the blame
She should be riding that pole

This shit's not good for my own mental
We fit like we're coke and mentos
Feels like loves just on a rental
Well I'll move out that shit is settled
Staring at the moon feels like the sun
The way I'm blinded by your love
She spit bars too, but just thru puffs
My hands surrounded by these cuffs
Mint condition, just a few scuffs
Sometimes I have had it rough
But I'm still here I'm proven tough
You tear my heart easy as fluff

Fading
Decaying
Waiting
For escaping

I'm leaving her on hold
She's out of control
Wish I would've told
Her before I'm old

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stream

coke & mentos (jxsie beats)

prod @jxsiebeats
featuring @hoeplessboy
I've been writing bout my feelings I've been writing bout my pain
Shoutout to jherz couldn't describe in other ways
I'm looking at my friends and I'm hoping they will stay
But they always keep on leaving i hope for another wave
They just wanna rid of me I always feel betrayed
And the only people staying are ones that want you to pay
Wish I could rid of time I spent in 2020 May
But I guess my life's a timeline the beginning of a maze

Feeling like you switched the tracks where I was going on a train
And I'm wondering if I will ever feel like I'm okay
I can be going great but I've seen better days
24/7 surrounded by these fakes
Can't ever live in peace advantage they will take
Then they doing all these shows never invite me to their space
Even though you wouldn't know if I was never in your place
But enjoy your life with people playing card defined as ace

2022 I'm hopefully on tour
but the struggle with the money has just felt like such a chore
Doing all this music is just making me want more
Is this industry for me yeah I'm not really sure

I've been writing bout my feelings I've been writing bout my pain
Shoutout to jherz couldn't describe in other ways
I'm looking at my friends and I'm hoping they will stay
But they always keep on leaving i hope for another wave
They just wanna rid of me I always feel betrayed
And the only people staying are ones that want you to pay
Wish I could rid of time I spent in 2020 May
But I guess my life's a timeline the beginning of a maze

Yeah and I don't hate you
Maybe I should date you
Yeah and I don't hate you
Maybe I should date you

ace w/ hoepless (jxsie beats)

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d, Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

This can be over any time, I make the most of it
I really don't just on my laptop in my house and sit
Maybe I should go out even just for little bits
But it sucks when you can't even go to see more live music

Wish I felt free 
Maybe in 2023

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

Only feel alive when I'm on the stage
She fills the air with scent of sage
Me and you on the same page
But we're in a different paragraph
Different places on the map
Will you ever fill that gap
I feel like I'll just extract
More from my life and that's a fact
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rip (jxsie beats)

Happy New Year from JoshIGuess
Glad for y'all to be here
Thank you for everything that you've done for me

Happy New Years
Yeah Happy New Years Josh
Happy New Year
Happy New Year
Happy New Year
Happy New Years
Happy New Year JoshIGuess What's Good
Happy New Year
Happy New Years
Yo Josh, Happy New Years Bro
Happy New Year Bro, Peace
Happy New Years
Happy New Year
Um, damn it's already been a whole year that's crazy
But (happy new year woo) you were here since like the first new years
That's actually crazy but yeah Happy New Years
Happy New Years 
Don't let anyone stop you from following your dreams
From dedbrat
Moncler in the fucking building man
Happy New Year everyone (Moncler)
Yo, happy new years dog 
This is kind of late or whatever but
Happy New Years, bro
Happy New Years Josh
And Happy New Years to all of the JoshIGuess streamers


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Listen it's a new year I don't got a resolution
I just want to be able to see through this illusion
Even with last year when it's coming to conclusion
Got to stay positive yeah you know how I do it

Every January someone always wants me ruined
From my own life and I got to stay excluded 
From this negativity replace with substitution
And I always got 'em by my side
And its proven, yeah 

I love y'all for life
Even if u left me 
You made me grow
So thank you
And I go

(hopefully you have a good year next year my friend, and i love you brudda)
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all guest appearances in order
@joshiguess
@travvyhs
@ohmgkarma
@iluvkirbyy
@ilyhoni
@abbieformoso
@jaxroymusic
@glitchbabe
@minny-uppercut
@imactuallyd34d
@windyboi
@sdproductions57
@sia-narayan
@ch1ka.xx
@mwucus
@dedbrat
@monclerhearttear
@komelytt
@user-669883802
@akiradoves

new years outro (jxsie beats)

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