The Upload

remake of: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/crying-in-the-club

^w^
now im crying in the club
tears they wont shut up
cry in the club
and i wont shut up
im a little baby kd
and i need a head rub
cant look back to 2020
cause i 2021
im a dog im a kitty
and im givin u my love
ur an angel
always floatin in my dreams tho
ur a rainbow
pink blue red and purple
its late though
not too late to make a change though
now ur on a different page owo
(u know im cool with that yea)
crying in the club
and my tears are made of love
cried enough to fill my cup
and ill serve it at the pub
crying in the club
and my tears are made of love
i don't even need a cup for all this
radiating trust oh
ran out of the club doors cause i don't need it
i'm thinking that all the angels know we succeeded
we're not stopping this any time soon
cause i opened my eyes to the heart and the moon oh
i can't be outdated
cause the knives in my mind are serrated
done with crying in the club but i still wont shut up
cause i know that the whole world deserves it

crying in the club (remastered)

Shapeshifter

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast  
Found the internet way too young a scar that would last 
And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn’t hurt so bad 
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad 
And if I went back in time to see six year old me
Id say this shit does not get better this is who you’re meant to be and

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending that you love me
And I’ll believe you although you never show it to me

“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
Don’t call me an old soul when I’m just unhappy 
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
 You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or I knew that’s how you felt
I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help 
I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
You didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid 
I am still a little kid 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
And I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
I’ll believe you but you’ll never show it to me

Pretend You Love Me

stream on spotify, apple music, etc: https://fanlink.to/rosetints
prod. @nbmusic098, featuring @kittydoggo

[Intro: Joshua Lanuarii]
I just got a message it told me too much
Roses on my mind I just can't get enough
The words I try to think of just get withered n such
But If I just

[Verse 1: Joshua Lanuarii]
Get this feeling, talk too much and bomb it all
I know you feel it
I don't wanna get involved
My phone is ringing
It's just what we wanna call I'm always dealing
So just hear me breathing
I'm just on the other side of paradise
The places that we take each other, wanna ride
Yeah

[Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
I see you through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Yea, you got me through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Babe, I see you through rose tints
yea, yea, yea

[Verse 2: Kittydog]
I'm always looking through these rose tinted windowpanes
They say its unrealistic, I say its not worth the pain
You're too damn beautiful to see the world as pessimistic
Give it a try baby just put on all my heart shape glasses
I'm just tryna hold up my wilted bouquet
I miss the beautiful garden I was in every day
Yea you wipe off my rose tears
And I thought they were broken
But I never had to leave them

[Chorus: Joshua Lanuarii]
I see you through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Yea, you got me through rose tints
Yea, you said I would need it
Babe, I see you through rose tints
Yea, yea, yea

spotify !

rose tints (w/ kittydog)

Crop Circles

matt watson's cover of space song. 
originally posted on youtube - https://youtu.be/u2aRvmigQ64

space song - matt watson (cover)

gravity (k's song) demo

hehe, im a little silly! :3
awawawawawa~
nya!

someone who is a little silly :3
colon3ing is my job so are u fluffing with me
ill fuckin do it again
til im bleeding blue and red
10 years still 10/10
lets shoot for forever next

hey
i can be a little silly
(Frick)
come on wag ur tail and jus be super silly with me
u can do the fluff shaker
u can make the world better
look into my eyes and see the :3 within me

im obliterating
destroying and raging
and it feels amazing
have i been here before
can't hear what im saying
just want to keep playing
but it might be too much for

someone who is a little silly :3
colon3ing is my job so are u fluffing with me
ill fuckin do it again
til im bleeding blue and red
10 years still 10/10
lets shoot for forever next

2013 to 2023
i was
passionate about the kd
now i
still am but with maturity
every day til i die
i am cringe and im free

a little silly :3

Kittydog - No Inbetween

Lyrics:

(kittydoggo!)

One touch can branch out eternally like a time bomb! (Time bomb!)
I'm reaching double infinity like it's my fault! (My fault!)
Just look into my soul endlessly with the lights on! (Lights on!)
You'll keep returning to visit me when im long gone! (Long gone!)

One touch, I think I remember it all my life now! (One touch, I think I remember it all my life now!)
Don't stop remembering, keep me up in your likes, wow! (Don't stop remembering, keep me up in your likes, wow!)
At this point, it doesn't matter the reason why or how... (At this point, it doesn't matter the reason why or how...)
The result, is all you need! (The result, is all you need!)
The journey, is dead to me!! (The journey, is dead to me!!)

DEAD AS I TALK!
DISLOCATE MY JAWS!
WHEN WILL ANY WORDS-
CONVEY ANY THOUGHTS?!
I WOULD CLEAR MY MIND! (I WOULD CLEAR MY MIND!)
BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP! (BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP!)
I DID EVERYTHING- (I DID EVERYTHING-)
NOW YOUR LIFE'S MY FAULT!! (NOW YOUR LIFE'S MY FAULT!!)

Count all your losses!
Know I did for a double decade,
Can you see when the evil tеmpts me?
Sweet revengе is the blood i'm tasting....
all my friends know the flavor greatly, (all my friends know the flavor greatly,)
even after the line's incorrectly drawn! (even after the line's incorrectly drawn!)
I still love it so much! (I still love it so much!)
That's why i'm writing this song!! 💞 (That's why I'm writing this song!!)

One touch, my memory wiped- Wow!!- Don't matter to me...
One touch, my memory wiped- Wow!!- Don't matter to me...
One touch, my memory wiped- Wow!!- Don't matter to me... (One touch, I think I remember it all my life now!)
One touch, my memory wiped- Wow!!- Don't matter to me... (One touch, I think I remember it all my life now!)

kittydog- one touch (autotune)

feat. @kittydoggo
prod. @vincent-the-black-rabbit

[verse]
Tear me out my face
And tell me I won't talk about
All the things and all the lies how you surround yourself
I'm the poison, I'm the person, I'm the one in you
Baby, tell me everything you love unless it's true
And I
Just got
To know
All the love and all the pride in me
Just why
You got
To go
All the time I can't leave, oh why

[Pre-Chorus]
wait a moment, feel ur sharp teeth
piercing through me, so consume me

[Chorus]
Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me
Baby, Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me

[Verse 2]
teeth and claws, im fighting for all your love
don't tell me ive had enough, im biting through all ur trust
u close ur eyes, next moment ur coughing blood
im seeing into ur mind, u want me to give it up??
and i
can't let
u go
or at least i don't want to
and it's
so hard
to know
what my purpose is without u

[Pre-Chorus]
wait a moment, feel ur sharp teeth
piercing through me, so consume me

[Chorus] x2
Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me
Baby, Bare your fangs for me
Your fangs for me
Tell me I'm the one for you
You'll die for me

BEAR YOUR FANGS (w/ kittydog)

SOOO IN CELEBRATION OF NEARLY 1.5k LISTENS ON DERSERVE THIS HATE YALL GET AN DESERVE THIS HATE REMIX

this is inspired by kds song win win win

 they are praying on my downfall
wishing ever second
that ill fail or that ill die
get furries off the planet
they view me as the animals
i draw on screen
they dont care
if it hurts me
count up the loses for me

YOU ARE SUCH A STUPID BITCH
THINKING I COULD GIVE A SHIT
ABOUT HOW YOU TALK TO ME
DISRESPECTFULLY
YOUR NEGATIVE ENERGY
YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING FAKE
LEAVE ME FOR ANOTHER DAY
YOUR A FAN OF ME TODAY
NOT A FAN FOR ME TOMMOROW

i deserve this hate
i deserve this hate 
i deserve to be caged
and i deserve these chains

YOU DONT KNOW ME AT ALL
( error to my life line )
AND I PANIC WHILE I FAIL TO TRUST
( defenses activated  )
CAN I TAKE JUST ONE A PUFF OF LOVE
( my systems overiden )
WILL I BE BETRADED AND FALL APART
( my mind is activated )

I DESERVE THE LOVE
I DESERVE THE LOVE 
I DESERVE THE LOVE
I DESERVE THE LOVE
X2

I FEEL AMAZING 
BEING LOVED IN EVERY WAY
THIS KINDA LOVE ITS INTOXICATING
RADIANTING
GIMMIE A MINUTE CAUSE IM PROCESSING THE HAPPINESS
SO IM CRYING FLOWING TEARS OF EUPHORIA
I NEED TO MEMORIZE THE MUSIC STUCK INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL PUT ON REPEAT FOREVER SO I DONT FORGET IT
NOW IM VIBRATING FEELING JITTERS IN MY CORE
I KNOW I DESERVE THE LOVE

YOU ARE SUCH A STUPID BITCH
THINKING I COULD GIVE A SHIT

I DESERVE THE LOVE
I DESERVE THE LOVE 
I DESERVE THE LOVE

YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING FAKE
LEAVE ME FOR ANOTHER DAY

i deserve this hate
i deserve this hate 
i deserve this hate

I DESERVE THE LOVE

haunted by the memories
of things that you did

DOWN LOW x4

youve fucked up for years
i cant tell you what you wanna hear

DOWN LOW x4

BREAK DOWN
LIGHT SHOW IN MY HEAD NOW
CRYING ALL THESE TEARS [ WOW ]
I CANT EVEN HEAR [ NOW ]

DOWN LOW

FEELINGS ARE BURIED
I CANT EXPRESS THEM TOO YOU
I WANNA MOVE ON BUT 
NOTHING IS WORKING
SOMETHING IS WORRIED
MY BRAIN IS SO BROKEN
THE THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN BURRIED FOR YEARS NO
WONT TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR NO
IM FEELING COMFY SO IM STAYING HERE
GIVE MY MIND TIME TO PROCESS YEARS
[ PROCESS YEARS ]

DOWN LOW

ALL I'M MISSING (prod. metlast)

Apocalypse Kiss

im m  proud of this,,,,   :)
animation: 

lyrics:

COPE!

dreams become reality but not in the right way
motive in my heart to create something that i crave
if its not straightforward then ill curve to make it straight 
its a paranormal parasocial selfish masquerade 

I AM JUST AN ANIMAL I BELONG IN YOUR CAGE
I COULD BE YOUR SERVANT I DESERVE IT ANYWAY
TAKE BACK FROM THE BROKEN PIECES REWRITE WHAT I GAVE
IM A TWISTED NARCISSISTIC BASTARD LIVING IN FAER BRAIN

COPE!

dreams become insanity 
fiction is my reality
flopp a way from my imminent fatality

dreaming of another world
where they took my morality
if it was real
the blacklight would be pointed at me

dont have to be scared you see
my visions aren't misery
555
change is what the angel's telling me

coping with our history
i wake up and i go to sleep
but next time ill make sure
we'll wake up in another dream

COPE! [prod. kittydoggo]

NOBODY CAN SEE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF
musician + creator

rose tints (w/ kittydog)

joshua lanuarii

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