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The Upload

2020

IT TAKE TIME

shes my crush not my type bitch

Mixed by @iofmusic

twitter/ ig
@wheresgoonie
@prodbyiof

crush

spotify

crush [prod. vaegud x HXRXKILLER]

I BRING TO YOU... MIXED EMOTION BY YOUNGMIXEDMUTT

MIXED EMOTION

1/11/19

TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

painful memories really get to me 
rumination's got the best of me
desolation's got the rest of me
I'll let the vultures take what's left of me
self-destruction by my own design 
I can't keep living life on borrowed time
I'm typing this out quick cause soon my phone will die
then not long after, so will I
so why don't you go and cross that bridge
while I go jumping off of it
what we had was never pure 
signing this forever yours
body numb from alcohol and ativan
soul worn out and ragged like these tattered vans
but in spite of everything
I don't hope that this haunts you
my ghost is better off alone
alone
and although I'm still sad
every once and a while
some memory of us will still make me smile
every single one I cherish 
yet I still knew
that if our love shall perish
then I will too
and it might not be the most righteous move
but what's right for me may not be right for you
but I'd still like to think that after I depart
you'll still carry with you a small piece of my heart
I guess this is where the story ends
put me in the crematorium
and after my body's burned
place my ashes in this shoddy urn
then bury it in my backyard
where we used to watch the stars
while listening to silverstein
but will you come and visit me?

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but we really loved each other, didn't we?

check out the bros::
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn
lyrics 

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

snow on her dress watch us fade yea,
snow on her chest heart break yea,
she told me we should take break yea,
im lookin at my phone
dumb, stressed out, and i feel all alone,
don’t
try to use yo dome,
if i break out i jus hope i go home,
stressed out in the back so im sippin on crone.

lil skele:
I took a lil too much 
I be moving slow shawty I ain’t in a rush 
yeah black out in the backseat
I’m a lil too fucked if u ask me 
yeah
it’s like bury me in Louis v 
I been hella faded my eyes getting hazy 
Ion love that bitch she crazy 
ion ever leave the house chill by my lonely 
i fw anybody don’t pick my phone up when it’s ringing 
bumping dg and I got wrist on icy 
feel like guitarboi sipping on peace tea
I been steady stacking bands I got the money

yung axstn:
The nicotine helps me get over 
I’m not your friend you’re never sober 
my girl yeah she wants me over 
i feel the same just wish you were closer
now if you don’t mind I’ll be back in a bit
Cause the shit in my head it makes me wanna quit
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there 
and I know that you want me right there
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there
you miss me all the time I just wish I was right there

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

it's getting harder to sleep now (w/lil skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

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it's getting harder to sleep now. (w/skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

Chemically Imbalanced Feat. Safehold & Sleye (Prod. Dee B)

Produced by Jay Vee
Mixed by Brody

Thank you to Captain Sad himself for the amazing verse. I love you brother.

Patience

Patience (Ft. Yesterday)

Instagram: Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
Twitter: twitter.com/yungworry

Lyrics

You don’t think about me much do you lady?
And I don’t think about you just the same 
Can you imagine if we stayed together and had a baby?
Can you imagine if we had chosen a different lane?

I think that I still love you 
I know that you love me too 
Can we be together again

I think that I still hate you 
I know that you hate me too
Can we get together one day

[Mastered by @forevrboy]

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imagine

VISUALS: 
https://youtu.be/nOPnwawM0ow

ARTISTS:
https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/darkblu10314

BITEKI COLLECTIVE - JAPANESE GIRLS (FT. YUNG VAN)

like an angel from the sky (p. loopy!)

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

Leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

When u look at me it all stops
It’s quicker than an a detox
All the beating in my heart drops
Grown colder than an icebox

Just leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

I’ll never cross your mind, but you’ll always be on mine
Always try to run away, but I can’t escape the time
Through life I’ll find, how to see behind
But with every waking day my heart grows confined

I know you need space
The thoughts I can’t erase
We’re in another place
I won’t forget your face if you

Leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

Everybody knows
I don’t wanna go
I have to be home, I have to be home

Each and every toll
Keeps taking some more
I can’t lose control, I can’t lose control

Leave me on the floor
I’ll be knocking at your door
No place I’d rather know
Than your soul, my only home

youtube

only home (prod. mantra)

[PROD. NATIVE] @nativeb3atz
LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS - @iamcjcarter

Lyrics:
[FRVR]
I can feel her eyes on me 
Looking through me, please consume me
The way youd always make me bleed
What did you to do me
The way you used me

where is she
I cant see
I been fucked up so completely 
Say you hate me yeah say you need me
She only loves me when shes dreamin

I dont wanna do this anymore
I didnt wanna lose you 
Everything is way worse then before 
I fucking did everything i could do
For you 

[EVOL]
& everytime i wake i start to shake
freezing cold while burning up i need a break
i dont wanna do this anymore
wake up w my face against the floor, again
i can’t pretend
that im fine because im not
is this is real or in my head?
all of these intrusive thoughts

[FRVR]
I can feel her eyes on me 
Looking through me, please consume me
The way youd always make me bleed
What did you to do me
The way you used me

where is she
I cant see
I been fucked up so completely 
Say you hate me yeah say you need me
She only loves me when shes dreamin

I dont wanna do this anymore
I didnt wanna lose you 
Everything is way worse then before 
I fucking did everything i could do
For you

DREAMING [FRVR X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS]

@joshuasageart
(Josh hook)
I been searching for the lights
I’ve been running all my life
And before it is my time
Ima make the sacrifice
Is this a dream or is this how reality seems
Far away from escapes that I need
I wrote these songs in my sleep
I have no time for rest I’m not weak
But the crystals of the future gleem
And the house on the hills at the peak 
That’s exactly where I wanna be
That’s exactly how I always dream
(Josh verse)
Tell me you need me
Tell me you want me
Tell me you need me now
Wait move fast, there’s a mission to be dealt with gotta
Zoom past competition to the stars I got the
Truth yeah, everybody wanna see the way I choose paths
Choose paths choose paths, keyblade make you get back
Riding on a warpstar like I’m Kirby know you hate that
And I got that mastersword, swordsman like my name is roy
Your girl hit my phone ima play her I don’t talk to toys
(Josh hook loop)

✯ within a dream ✯ [+ Yago Beats]

💖 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝓅𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 💖
💫 @iamstarinthesky
💫 https://www.instagram.com/wyastar/
-- lyrics --
Your love was my drug...
(Yea, yea, yea)

Your love was my drug
Caught myself overdosing
Withdrawals keep me cold
And I can't keep my eyes from closing...
I'm mostly mad at myself
But you played your part and you know it
Why don't you show it
Now you look at me and you just can't control it
Like you tried to steal my big dream
But that's mine you can‘t own it
U were my most unlikely opponent
But u didn't win my heart u actually stole it

Fingerprints left on my heart stiletto scuffs on the tile
Right after I taught u all u know about ur style
I got you cuz I wanted to always did it with a smile
Poppin tags on Gucci bags and Louis shoes up on Mag Mile
In chicago, oh but why tho?
I gave u everything now where my'd time go
I'm getting older, more jaded and lonely
Spending money only thing that consoles me...

Your love was my drug
Caught myself overdosing
Withdrawals keep me cold
And I can't keep my eyes from closing...
I'm mostly mad at myself
But you played your part and you know it
Why don't you show it
Now you look at me and you just can't control it
Like you tried to steal my big dream
But that's mine you can‘t own it
U were my most unlikely opponent
But u didn't win my heart u actually stole it

It's not that I don't wish you well
But I recall it felt like hell
7 layers still I fell
I guess ur right oh well oh well
Shoot ur shots load more shells
Put this story on the shelf
Gather dust if it must
Don't think there's much more left to tell	
Ok i'll be the bad guy
Bae bae u can keep ur bad vibes
Those days, always kissed u goodnight
These days, u can fuckin kiss it goodbye

Your love was my drug
Caught myself overdosing
Withdrawals keep me cold
And I can't keep my eyes from closing...
I'm mostly mad at myself
But you played your part and you know it
Why don't you show it
Now you look at me and you just can't control it
Like you tried to steal my big dream
But that's mine you can‘t own it
U were my most unlikely opponent
But u didn't win my heart u actually stole it

I showed u the finer things...
Cant believe I let u try on Cartier rings...
it's like when I rap my heart still sings...
Cut! that's a wrap.. on to better things....
--
Related Tracks by STARINTHESKY:
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/i-gotchu-prod-luciid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/why-prod-nextlane
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/go-hard-prod-silo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/thief-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/give-u-my-world-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/1-of-a-kind
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/4reign-luv-prod-spencertyto
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/ride-with-me-prod-magickid

thief

Spotify 🌟

thief (prod. mvgic)

SHINIGAMI - ROBITUSSIN [PROD. VAGUE002] **LEAK**

lock shock & barrel ft. Keshore & Savage Ga$p prod. dariuswe

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

✯ within a dream ✯ [+ Yago Beats]

JoshuaSageArt