hey guys i recorded and produced this song in the middle of my ex’s house party lying on the couch with the mic on my chest. things r going super epic in my life right now and im not dat sad anymore but i just thought of how it sucks that i never released this one 

@blue_hell

we're smokin a hundred ten decibels
girl i think ur so incredible, baby
ya, i just took another edible
can we go back to my place maybe?
if you feel up to it, if you feel comfortable
this place gives me the creeps
are you okay baby?
i know that this is so hard for you
i just want you to feel safe
can we just take the train tonight
i don’t want us to get in an accident
or get stopped by the cops
i don’t want us to hurt somebody

we’re smokin a hundred ten decibels
3 mL of E, that’s a decimal, baby
i can’t get it all in my needle
there’s too much- there’s too much bubbles, can you help me
i’m sorry i cried cause it came off
unscrewed by mistake n i screwed myself
forgot to take pills n i screwed my health
sorry baby
im so argumentative, moody
we argue when we pause the movie

i love you 2 much baby sue me
im just trying to help baby
can’t i think you’re groovy?
you sent me to voicemail 
i just want you to be happy
i’m being so real why u laughing??

we’re smokin a hundred ten decibels
i got your text but it’s illegible, baby
ya i’m making friends with a chemical
this hole in my heart, is it mendable? maybe…
i don’t think im up to it, i don’t feel anything
i just wanna lie in your bed tonight
at least i think that i could fall asleep
are you okay baby?
i know that this is so hard for you
i just want you to feel safe
cant we just stay in tonight
i don’t want us to get in an argument
or have everyone over
i just wanna stare in your eyes tonight

everything’s gonna be okay

110🔊 (prod. joysick)

Security (prod. methboiswag)

@joysick64

didnt know ur name
but i like your face
if i ask you out
will you laugh at me

and the pain falls off of your face
and you ruin me with your eyes
pick a side pick i side
take a knee and pray that its mine

im gonna have everything you want from me
im gonna make your life a living day dream if it kills me
all bark yeah i got to bite when you hold me
i just wanna get money for my shorty

you can have anything dont u ask twice
u dont gotta twist my arm if you ask nice
girl when you gon learn that its all you
rest of my life was determined when i saw you

didnt know your name
and now here we are
told you im gon blow up
n get you that car

mine prod. joysick

lil song in french, prod by @51five goat

tout les jours la meme
rien n'est different
seul face a la porte
jme sens mort vivant
pour y aller il faut du mordant
jamais je reste pres du bord
jsais qu'ils ont voulu m'tester
de coté jviendrais les baiser

jrecommencerais 100 fois si il faut
c'est des faux sans foi et sans niveau
jmet de coté l'ego
sans efforts j'entend les échos
longtemps que j'ai appris a compter
5 ans que j'ai fermer les rideaux

jme suis mis hors ligne
si ca marche pas nique jfais un all in
qu'est ce que je suis sensé faire
si c'est pas ma doctrine
pourquoi a chaque fois que je marche
j'ai le corps plein d'épines

et la haut j'hisserais mon drapeau
jvois tes yeux meme quand jsuis solo
jresterais jusqu'a la fin

mordant (51five)

this is my cover for mannequin by @jxxyy & @bydion 

lyrics:

treat me like a mannequin  
body pause off an ativan  
texting me, she's so adamant  
baby, i'm busy, i'm vanishing
star-studded like i'm on the tv  
no praise, i'm just a nobody  
no pictures when i'm in the lobby  
no face, i have no id  
i'm hella drunk, i just pissed on my prada  
blinded off a pill that i got from my doctor  
sip the sky straight, this not water  
cologne on me remind shawty of her father  
her blood taste like cranberry vodka  
that's what i bought her right  
before i blocked her  
mask back on like a robber  
i should feel awkward, i don't feel nada  
you never seen clothing like this  
never seen self-loathing like this  
i can flex my pain like diamonds  
i dropped a hundred razors on my wrist  
treat me like a mannequin  
body pause off an ativan  
texting me, she's so adamant  
baby, i'm busy, i'm vanishing  
star-studded like i'm on the tv  
no praise, i'm just a nobody  
no pictures when i'm in the lobby  
no face, i have no id  
don't take it personally  
you're not the person for me  
i don't care if it's free  
it's just not worth it to me  
i'm a mannequin for you, do anything to me  
pull apart, dress me up  
make me fall to my knees 
i've died to live  
i don't know what trying is  
if you see me smiling  
i must've been off the vitamins  
i've seen the real you  
don't think you could be mine  
i've seen what the peak's like  
think it's time i decline  
i've hit the recline  
i don't think i'll be fine  
she asked for my star sign  
but i didn't give mine  
now she's saying that i don't  
match with my trait's i'll be honest  
i don't think i even match my face yeah..

mannequin cover (prod vinso)

waitin 4 the best of all
i swear the days are all the same
differences ill replace
memories get turnt to rain
thats how u felttt
i nevrr knew
where im going i dont think cld c it thru

im standing back
fall out of touch
i break the glass its all i done
its nevrr enufff
nd bb do u feel the luvvvv
in the rain i cant find u
i guess im the 1 to blame :/
girl u kno im scared to die2
wait 4 me ill b gone :/

dnt wait 4me i been wrong
nd i apologize
1 too manytimes
y?
took so many lies
yyy?
1 more chance is all i ask 4u
let me hold ur heart ill bring it back
im new 2 this 
doing some of the stupidest
i heard u lost ur heart ill bring it back2u


i love u :D

im scared to die2

Forgot who prod this :(

Lyrics

And there be nothing left to gain if things keep going the way they are/ 
I’m falling closer, to the end and I’m being torn apart/ 
you know I’ll never leave your side cus that’s just not who we are/ 
not who we are/ 
and Im fallin apart/

Fall apart fall apart/
Fall apart fall apart/
Fall apart fall apart/
Fall apart fall apart/

x2

Apart

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

We carry on the corpse, even that sounds like a joke
Though the comedy is slow, this is still a funny show
The depravities I've reached tryna feel some type of thing
Tryna let somebody in, I don't even wanna win
I don't want all the attention but the liar does their best
When they've given all their truth and this is all they've got left
I could tell you I don't want it, but then in the same breath
I'm still telling you about it, one of life's greatest jests

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

I see the crescent in the distance, but I'm waiting on the shore
You could tell me all about it, if you wanted tell me more
Another chapter gets written, but who am I writing for?
Another day losing my mind, but who is even keeping score?
In the rivers that we float, all our lives have been led
Everything's already happened, in a way I've been dead
Looking at the brighter side but I'm a pessimist at heart
If these are the best years of life then you can see why it looks dark

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

Just keep on thinking about things that doesn't matter anymore
I wanna dance, I wanna live the life I've heard of once before
The comedy is ever endless and the stage is fully set
There is no love that's not worth dying over I cannot forget
I have separated separation now I just exist
I don't wanna feel your lips if there's no passion in your kiss
My life and the way I've led it hasn't changed much from the start
But letting go of what had never been has been the hardest part
Maybe I have troubles getting close to me
Or maybe I have troubles getting close to you
All I really know is I don't know a thing
And maybe that's all that I ever knew
Clear, clear skies I see the smile
I am who I am and that's vile
I saw what you said and it's true to me
I am who I am it's nothing new to me

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea
Dance, let the light take its fee
Let the love take from me everything that you need
There's conviction and then there's what's left of me
How far can the sun make its way down the sea

110🔊 (prod. joysick)

joysick

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