prod @kojowav @sshinju

fühl mich leer, warum schon wieder?
Ja, wird alles viel zu viel grad
du hast das nicht verdient nah

glaub mir ich will mich doch ändern
Aber manchmal bin ich machtlos 
manchmal bin ich sprachlos 
Weil ich mich nicht erkennen kann 

Zahlen in meinem Kopf ich hab genug
Geld on my mind ich bin verflucht 
Ich hör wie mich die leere ruft 

Die Tür ist schon sehr lange zu
Doch ich steh immer noch davor 
Ja ich bin immer noch verloren 

Pust Rauch aus dem Fenster 
Es wird immer kälter 
Bin nicht erster sondern letzter 
Glaub mir ich kann’s besser
Glaub ich seh Gespenster 
Meine Tränen brennbar 

Ich hab Angst vor einer Zukunft ohne dich,
Ich hab Angst vor einer Zukunft ohne dich 
Ich seh mich an und erkenn nicht mein Gesicht 
So wies jetzt ist ja so wollt ich das doch nicht

rain check (kojo shinju)

hey guys i recorded and produced this song in the middle of my ex’s house party lying on the couch with the mic on my chest. things r going super epic in my life right now and im not dat sad anymore but i just thought of how it sucks that i never released this one 

@blue_hell

we're smokin a hundred ten decibels
girl i think ur so incredible, baby
ya, i just took another edible
can we go back to my place maybe?
if you feel up to it, if you feel comfortable
this place gives me the creeps
are you okay baby?
i know that this is so hard for you
i just want you to feel safe
can we just take the train tonight
i don’t want us to get in an accident
or get stopped by the cops
i don’t want us to hurt somebody

we’re smokin a hundred ten decibels
3 mL of E, that’s a decimal, baby
i can’t get it all in my needle
there’s too much- there’s too much bubbles, can you help me
i’m sorry i cried cause it came off
unscrewed by mistake n i screwed myself
forgot to take pills n i screwed my health
sorry baby
im so argumentative, moody
we argue when we pause the movie

i love you 2 much baby sue me
im just trying to help baby
can’t i think you’re groovy?
you sent me to voicemail 
i just want you to be happy
i’m being so real why u laughing??

we’re smokin a hundred ten decibels
i got your text but it’s illegible, baby
ya i’m making friends with a chemical
this hole in my heart, is it mendable? maybe…
i don’t think im up to it, i don’t feel anything
i just wanna lie in your bed tonight
at least i think that i could fall asleep
are you okay baby?
i know that this is so hard for you
i just want you to feel safe
cant we just stay in tonight
i don’t want us to get in an argument
or have everyone over
i just wanna stare in your eyes tonight

everything’s gonna be okay

110🔊 (prod. joysick)

need a break from worrying
must be great to never hesitate
deep inside im still curious
could I meet ur standards even tho its fate
need a break from worrying
must be great to never hesitate
deep inside im still curious
could I meet ur standards even tho its fate
yea I kno ur rebellious huh
(same)
know u wanted to cry cuz u hate to see change
but we never get envious
but u know my ways fragile ego that I hate

break down the causes of it
my prescense adds to nothing
I wait and I wait for success
but for now I hold on to what u left

break down the causes of it
my prescense adds to nothing
I wait and I wait for success
but for now I hold on to what u left

got it off my chest so quick
take a step but b careful u don't wanna slip
take a piece and put it where u see fit
I would never lie just read my lips
its okay to be saved 
I see the signs
losing faith
I been trapped for some time
in my my mind
what im destined to face

need a break from worrying
must be great to never hesitate
deep inside im still curious
could I meet ur standards even tho its fate
yea I kno ur rebellious huh
(same)
know u wanted to cry cuz u hate to see change
but we never get envious
but u know my ways fragile ego that I hate

must b great [with3r]

Security (prod. methboiswag)

If You Can't Tell

prod @with3rx

leave me here to cry bb i know why
i know why u push me to the side bb i know why
i could give u all i hav but its not enough
the only thing i give baby is giving up
i give it up
i give u love
i give u time
its not enough

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u leave baby u see the issue
its scary baby i dont wanna diss u but i think i could fix u
yea i rly wanna kiss u

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u stay baby u'll see the issues
time goes on u see me at my worst, then dont think itll work
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt
it wont be the first
it wont be the first
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt

fix you prod with3r

drux - maybe this time prod liv

lil track! s/o @jaseybounded 
Lyrics

I don’t wanna talk/ 
get these thoughts up out my head/
Give me mental block/
thinking bout what you said/ 
Going to the top/
I can’t fall off like the rest/
I’ll do this shit my own way/
I’ll say it with my chest/

I see they way she lookin, she like the way I dress/ 
Smoke another ounce, man that shit jus have me stressed/ 
did this shit for years bruh I feel jus like a vet/
They say they really tough, bitch let’s put it to the test/ 

They always talkin down, man I swear they just sum pests/
I’m feeling like an outcast, I might jus be depressed/
I always keep it real bruh, don’t have to get so pressed/
I always fuck it up but, I really try my best/

Outcast (Prod. Jasey)

3am in the back seat of my head 
I won’t tell u if u asked me 
Smoke a spliff in the morning 
Girl u only call me when ur lonely 
Yea 
Yea 
Yea I rlly miss the old me 
Lately I been feeling cold like November
Thinking too much till my head hurts 

I wanna drive until the sunset 
With u beside me 
I know that truth hurts so lie to me 
Go ahead and lie to me 

Don’t know what to say what u haven’t heard before 
Father forgive me ima end up hurting more 
I know u been working hard 
I’m still going hard 

Spending money all on u girl 
She said I like that 
Spending money all on u girl 
She goes I like that

like that (with3r)

i dont see the glass half full i see it frosty
i bet u wish that u never came across me
i know u once had faith but u lost me
and i know that its cheap but im sorry
when i said u saved my life girl i meant it
and i know that we got codependent
we agreed it was best that we end it
but i still can dream of our friendship
neptunes rings on my wrist
but it means nothing without u close to me
blue paint nails at the func but ur not there
im not where im sposed to be
seashell clip in my hair but i feel empty
without her laugh in my ear
and when u need me
wish upon a moon’s tear
yeah
and ill be right here, ooh

gently row upstream, water from starlight
passing off to a dream, over now, twilight
time is gone off in sunbeams and thats alright
so do i, u proceed, here is to new life
gentle waves carry me up unto light shores
from the depths where i fell, let me live to fight more
take me from bluest hell, shed no more ichor
give me strength, diamond eyes, let us now right wrongs
gently row upstream, water from starlight
passing off to a dream, over now, twilight
time is gone off in sunbeams and thats alright
so do i, u proceed, here is to new life

ichor (prod. irby & jolst)

prod @rubbishrubbish

lyrics:
aye im so fucked aye
she draw blood aye
nother bad day
let it roll aye
i like gettin paid
geeked up outer space
dont een know my name
make it go away

we aint on broadway
we on broad aye
we in philly aye
i dont be okay
i be lonely
shawty bad tho
scene like boxxy

molly roxy 
geeked up out my body
walkin round the toy store off a fuckin oxy
crawling thru the dark web do it thru a proxy
funny how they hate me but they never block me

rollin like a trolley
nobody can stop me
suddenly im popping
yea the fans they stop me
i stay hella sleepy
i jus love the feeling
shawty wanna keep me
she a cute lil scene queen

i be feelin bad yuh
i be sad yuh
u so mad yuh
im so back yuh
cut me slack yuh
get on track yuh
fuck up bad yuh
im so last yuh

blowin gas yuh
got some rax yuh
goin fast yuh
she so bad yuh
im a fag yuh
gettin cash yuh
u get passed yuh
u so trash yuh