@xxkintsugi kaiizu

you’ll never take me alive because i’m already dead
think you’re sucking me dry, but there’s nothing left
you say it’s a lie, but there’s scars on my neck
i just keep it inside, my final line of defense
maybe some part’s alive
but i’m leaving tonight
i can barely survive
i need stars in my sky

can’t quit my job and i can’t get fired
can’t get a new one and can’t get hired
there’s no future and i can’t retire
i’m so, i’m so, i’m so tired
i just wanna go home, i just wanna sleep
i don’t wanna do my dishes from the past 3 weeks
ate maybe one thing this weekend
i’m diving in the deep end
tryna keep my breath in
baby are you counting
i can break my record and anybody else’s
i feel like im deckard, i’m questioning my self image

you’ll never take me alive because i’m already dead
think you’re sucking me dry, but there’s nothing left
you say it’s a lie, but there’s scars on my neck
i just keep it inside, my final line of defense
maybe some part’s alive
but i’m leaving tonight
i can barely survive
i need stars in my sky

too many broken VSTs on my computer
i been dyin in the city and i know that im a loser
im a freak up in my tower
i’m a beggar not a chooser
i’m returning to the tavern with the fireplace and pewter
now i look at my ancestor
guess i kinda see it through her
i’m not really a princess or id be able to impress her
i sit in fetal position, blocking out my vision
so many bad decisions, i just can’t resist em
never mind the tavern, we know how to party
underwater cavern, they’re lookin for the body

i need stars in my sky (kintsugi+kaiizu)

joysick