prod by Rnla @rnlaofficialdemo

lyrics: 
I have trust issues
But I trusted you
Now I wish I didn’t
Crying all night
While you’re all fine
I thought you were different
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
You swore you’d
Tell the truth
But I can’t believe a word you say
You’d stay forever
I hope I never
Have to feel this way again
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
Did I mean anything to you?
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
Did I mean anything to you?

trust issues - julia alexa

it's over (prod idly blare)

ASYLUM - Julia Alexa

the pain of things being too good

the first time we met - Julia Alexa

i don't wanna be saved - Julia Alexa

too used to being sad...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgwYdPzYFFKWu_7tCAAGQZw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Written by: Thomas Reid
Produced by: boyfifty

Lyrics:
i’m not good at being happy
i’m too used to being sad
now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing
always cancel all my plans

cause i can’t take these conversations
when i’m afraid of what they mean
i’d rather check out all my friend’s lives
cause life looks better from a screen

i’ll make my home my castle,
my bed my prison
now my neck’s bent over,
my soul needs living

cause i’m locked inside
not inside my room
but inside my head
i hope i’ll break out soon

now i’m starving to death
i need dopamine
someone to pull to me out
someone to make me see

look outside myself
look outside a screen
or outside my room
it wasn’t meant to be

i’m not good at being happy
i’m too used to being sad
now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing
always cancel all my plans

cause i can’t take these conversations
i’m too afraid of what they mean
i’d rather check out all my friend’s lives
cause life looks better from a screen

im not good at being happy (prod. boyfifty)

https://open.spotify.com/track/05xAHGcHKylBTeMzxgaM8t?si=1eb407ed10b146b8

No Apologies

That'll Be the Day

you don't love her anymore

STREAM/SPOTIFY

Rxseboy, Snøw & Skinny Atlas - you don't love her anymore

Much love to the fam @rxseboy and @ivrii for creating this with me <33

Lyrics:

Ivri:
I want your eyes
on a silver plate
And your lungs
Don't hesitate to breathe
I will absorb you
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
I only adore you
I will absorb you

Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
I'm sorry
I think so violently

Thomas Reid:
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me

Now I’m falling falling
But I’m never calling
Even though I want to
You were my home to run to
But this home is broken
God, wish I could focus
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air

Rxseboy:
Turned to a mockery
What do you want from me?
Body on top of me
Can you get off of me
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
And I hate my reflection I was I was somebody else
You look at me like I'm something you need
I think that you're into making me bleed
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
Fell the pain while you torturing
Gouge out my dreams

I don't get intimate
Vibe getting sinister
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
All these subliminals go to my conscience
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
(Yes)
Is this what you wanted?
Memories haunt me
That's why I'm cautious
I let my gaurd down
You took advantage
Evil inside you I don't understand it.

Despise Me

Spotify

Thomas Reid x Rxseboy x Ivri - Despise Me

summer nights

hi, i write & sing <3
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the first time we met - Julia Alexa

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