Stream/download the song here: https://fanlink.to/ijustwannafeelalive

Lyrics: 
I can't stop thinking 'bout the past
Everything that I miss
You left me with memories that I can't seem to forget

Spending all my time now
Alone all by myself now
Wishing I had somebody here with me

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna feel fine

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
But I think about it all the time

I don't really care much anyways
Nothing really means too much these days
It's always just the same shit lately

What I miss is what I used to hate
Why is everything so complicated
Sick of always waiting for change

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna feel fine

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
But I think about it all the time

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i just wanna feel alive

stuck in a bad dream - juli <3

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

prod by Rnla @rnlaofficialdemo

lyrics: 
I have trust issues
But I trusted you
Now I wish I didn’t
Crying all night
While you’re all fine
I thought you were different
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
You swore you’d
Tell the truth
But I can’t believe a word you say
You’d stay forever
I hope I never
Have to feel this way again
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
Did I mean anything to you?
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
Did I mean anything to you?

trust issues - julia alexa

i'll take care of u - juli

Lyrics:

I can feel it
Day by day you're drifting farther
I can see it
In your eyes, you've lost the spark
I'm falling apart
Terrified of where your heart is
I hope it's not far
'Cause you're everything to me
Don't go, don't leave
I need you here right next to me
Don't go, I plead
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go, baby
Don't leave me here in misery
Tell me the cost
Blood and tears, my flesh and bone
I'd give it all
Just say the word I know you won't, so
I'm falling apart
Terrified of where your heart is
I hope it's not far
'Cause you're everything to me
Don't go (don't go), don't leave (don't leave)
I need you here right next to me
Don't go (don't go), I plead (I plead)
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go (don't go), baby (baby)
Don't leave me here in misery
Drown my heart in kerosene
Grab me by the heel, take what you need, 'cause
I need your light to guide my feet
Without you by my side, I'm left wandering, so
Drown my heart in kerosene
Grab me by the heel, take what you need, 'cause
I need your light to guide my feet
Without you by my side, I'm left wandering
Don't go, don't leave
I need you here right next to me
Don't go, I plead
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go (don't go), baby (baby)
Don't leave me here in misery
Don't leave me here in misery
Don't leave me here in misery

Don’t Go, Don’t Leave

Don't Go, Don't Leave

bathroom floor - Julia Alexa

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

side effects

i'm sry i love u

self destructive

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
@lonelymusic18
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trust issues - julia alexa

☆Julia Alexa☆