R E C O ⚡⚡ E C T

Jn (Compilation Album)

'NUMB'
Written by Julian Deans and Wolfgang Pander
Produced by Wolfgang Pander
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
Why should I get used to this, now?
And why you always say,
I need to broaden my horizons?
Why aren't you enough?
Let's speak a second about my trust level.

PRECHORUS
Hmmm I won't touch,
don't wanna fuck with strangers,
(Ooh yeh yeh)
Don't love,
at least it won't hurt you.
(Ooh yeh yeh)

CHORUS
You know you got me thinking I've been sleeping on my heart,
is it just me or is it cold under these covers?
Even when I'm in these sheets can't feel only feel numb,
(And it feels wrong.)
Can't do it like I do when I feel dangerously in love,
spread it to my brain so that I won't have to try hard,
Keep trying only feel I'm standing naked in winter,
God I'm so fucking numb.

Am I used to it now? nah,
sure I'll figure this out yeh,
I need to open up my mind I gotta find something,
somewhere,
at least acknowledge that you have everything.

PRECHORUS
Hmmm I won't touch,
don't wanna fuck with strangers,
(Ooh yeh yeh)
Don't love,
(Don't love no no.)
at least it won't hurt you.
(Ooh yeh yeh, ooh yeh yeh)

CHORUS
You know you got me thinking I've been sleeping on my heart,
is it just me or is it cold under these covers?
Even when I'm in these sheets can't feel only feel numb.
(I feel numb and it feels wrong.)
Can't do it like I do when I feel dangerously in love,
spread it to my brain so that I won't have to try hard,
Keep trying only feel I'm standing naked in winter,
God I'm so fucking numb.

Anxiety Dreams

Numb

Numb 🥶

'WINDOW SHOPPING'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

Lyrics:
(Yeh, uh, Window Shopping)

Love how it feels wiya,
Unreal until,
I started catching feelings,
Oh no, oh no, oh no?!
I just don't have the time to do that,
I only got the time to do ya (right),
and I know that we're healing still.

PRECHORUS
We can window shop,
'Cause it isn't love,
and I don't want what's inside,
window shop,
come inside, I'll...

CHORUS
Go get it from the back,
'cause that's where I keep my freak at,
(freaky, freaky, yeh, yeh)
What you want more?
Gonna see what's in store for you baby, yeh
I can show you in the front,
window shopping for my body.
If you like it you can take it, take it, take it,
But I won't be catching feelings for you any time,
(Soon).

Don't I look good on ya,
Give you great deals,
that I won't hold you down now,
Oh no, oh no, oh no,
So don't expect commitment darling,
I only give you time to do this (right),
Please don't think we're exclusive,
(Nah nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah nah).

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

BRIDGE
Time the store is closing up,
Expecting nothing much,
You know I don't sell love,
Only wanna fuck.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Window Shopping

Window Shopping 👀

'NO RETURNS'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2023

LYRICS:
La la la la la la la la(uh)

You got a lotta nerve returning here,
you can break down the door,
fuck it why don't you just go rent a bulldozer?
'Cause you destroyed this place already,
destroyed this place,
and boy it leaves my heart so heavy,
we won't reinstate.

CHORUS
This store don't do returns though,
No returns y'all witnessed all the damage though,
No returns ho,
This boy don't do returns oh,
No returns oh,
Don't even care about your phoney receipts so....

Do you think I haven't heard?
Should approach with fear,
Try to break down these walls,
Fuck it why don't you just go buy a detonator?
But you destroyed this place already,
destroyed this place,
and boy it leaves my heart so heavy,
we won't reinstate.

CHORUS

La la la la la la la la(uh)
La la la la la la la la
(Yeh you)
You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.
(No, --urn- no, no returns)
You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.
La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

CHORUS

You got a lotta nerve returning here,
you can break down the door,
fuck it why don't you just go rent a bulldozer,
fuck it why don't you just go buy a detonator.

You just want to beg and plead to give me your apology,
You just want my body on ya and live your fantasy,
Excuse me while I party and forget 'bout what you done to me.

Yehhh, no returns.

No Returns

No Returns ❌

'STILL GOT TIME (ON MY SIDE)'
Written by Julian Deans & Mantra
Produced by Mantra & Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
Hah-ah!

Why you gotta be so slow?
(Why you gotta do that?)
to come back,
Why you gotta be so cruel,
(Stoop low)
in come backs. (Yeh!).
Don't lie to me, yuhhh

PRECHORUS
There's still chemistry yeh.
I got burnt initially,
let's renew our history tonight.

CHORUS
and I want it tonight,
can we deal with it sooner?
gonna get you back on my side,
I'll fight until the morning light,
(Uh-uh!)
and let me apologise,
I'm sorry bout the times I lied, yeh
and all the time we wasted fighting
(uh-uh!)
gonna get back on my side,
I'm hoping that I still got time.

oh, I hope you know,
that if you wanna go slow,
then I'll be okay,
just drag out the pain,
let's stop playing games again.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Ha!

Still Got Time (On My Side)

Still Got Time (On My Side) 🕒

'BETTER ON MY OWN'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Produced by RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
I've been waiting all night for you to apologise yeh, yeh,
but then I ain't the one who's been breaking our promise yeh.
And I should face it!

CHORUS
now I know
I'll be alone,
I'll be much better on my own,
better on my, better on my,
(baby, better on my)
And I don't need to see your face,
again, again.

Night after night,
lie after lie,
don't even try it,
you cry and you cry,
but I know that you're lying again,
(again)
this is what you wanted.

I guess that it's true that our love has been fading,
(Oh oh oh)
why should I stick around 'cause I'm tired of waiting,
(why?)
and you should face it!

CHORUS

Anything at all just to escape your ego,
back to the warm,
'cause my heart has grown cold,
let it be told that I know,
that i'll be better yeh I'll be better.

CHORUS x2

Better On My Own

Better On My Own 🚶‍♂️

'NO CHANCE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by RDY
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
No chance.

Keep on throwing all your words in my direction,
they say people shouldn't bite the hand that feeds em,
Can't seem to get a hold on your emotions,
You think I've got what it takes to fix ya.

Uh uh uh uh, you should be worried,
uh uh uh uh, it's getting nowhere.

Are you expecting me to find you a solution,
I have to say that I admire your conviction,
Made a promise, wouldn't fall for your delusion,
This whole situation,
It's just manipulation.

Uh uh uh uh, yeh, you should be worried,
uh uh uh, it's getting nowhere.
Uh huh.

CHORUS
So what part of never getting me back,
don't you understand? uh
Not gonna let your words in my head,
You better find a new plan,
uhuhuhuh
No point for you to get upset,
to stand there looking like that,
Live like no regrets,
uhuhuh
So what part of never getting me back,
don't you understand,
that there's no chance?
No chance,
uh huh uh,
no chance.

Knowing that I can do much better makes you bitter,
What you say will go in one ear out the other,
Can't seem to get a grip on what has happened,
too late to realise that I complete ya.

Uh uh uh uh, you should be worried,
uh uh uh uh, it's getting nowhere.

'Cause I've been living so much better now that you're gone,
Clearly you still think of me when you're alone,
you twisted (alone),
twisted,
this whole situation,
it's just manipulation.
(Yeh-eh)

CHORUS

Don't bother,
'cause you got, 'cause you got,
no chance, no,
Don't bother,
there's no chance.

CHORUS x2

R E C O NN E C T

No Chance

No Chance  🎰

'UHNEEDJU (ON ME)'
Written by Julian Deans & Tatao
Produced by Tatao
Co-Produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:

PRECHORUS
Regretting what I said now,
Wishing I could take it back some how.

CHORUS
'Cause I need to feel your body,
(I need you on me)
Didn't mean to stop this party so soon,
(I need you)
need to hear that you'll come back here,
promise you it won't go badly.
(I need you, I need you.)
I need you.

Ain't it funny how you're the one lying
and I'm the one here on my knees,
ain't it funny how you're the one laughing,
we flipped round 180 degrees eh.
and I'm still here...
(and I)

PRECHORUS 

(and I-i-i)
I know you will come around
(and I-i-i)
I'll tell you what it's all about yeh.

CHORUS

Stop pretending that I'm the one begging,
I see I'm right there in your head,
stop pretending you feel no emotion,
Was it me that said our "passion is dead" huh?

It's clear to me, that you're feeling something for me,
you're feeling something for me,
that you're feeling something for me.
(I need ya)

(I-i-i)
I know you will come around
(and I-i-i)
I'll tell you what it's all about yeh.

'Cause I need to!
CHORUS

(I need you here.)

Uhneedju

Uhneedju (On Me) 🔥

'LOST CAUSE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
CHORUS
I don't care where you've gone,
I just know that I'm content,
and I forgive myself for the time that I wasted on ya,
You (w)hooo, da da da da,
I don't care that you know,
I'm happy now I'm moving on,
and there's too little life to be chasing 'round a lost cause like you.
Baby you're a lost cause.

You think it's  funny that ya,
vandalize my heart,
I think it's scary,
that I feel myself falling for ya
head first into the dark.

You gotta be crazy to think,
I'd ever run back to you,
need to have your head looked at.

CHORUS x2

I think it's so sad that ya,
let us drift apart like this,
I think it's crazy,
that I spent my time fighting for ya,
now I'm begging for us to stop.

Feel myself falling for you head first into the dark,
Spent my time fighting for ya,
now I'm begging for us to stop,
Feel myself falling for you head first into the dark,
Spent my time fighting for ya,
now I'm begging for us to stop,
You need to have your head looked at.

CHORUS x2

Lost Cause

Lost Cause 🗺️

'FIGHT!'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
Uh uh.

Nah I didn't come to ruin this party,
Ain't going nowhere 'cause it just started,
but you're pushing me and i'm losing it now,
Nahhh nahh ahhh
Feeling funny bout this situation,
Not ready for no altercation,
but you're pushing me and i'm losing it now,
Nahhh nahh ahhh.

CHORUS
So do you wanna fight with me or
you can spend all night with me uh uh,
you're getting quite rough with me uh uh,
but it's turning me on,
I love it when we fight,
love it when we fight, fight,
but don't get me wrong,
I love it when it's right,
love it when it's right, right,
I know you're the one.
(Uh uh)

POSTCHORUS
La la la la la la la,
(All night we've been fighting.)
La la la la la la la.
Nahh nahh ahh..

I'm about to take your filthy ass out,
don't even care just shut your fucking mouth now,
'cause you're losing it and I'm over this now.
The taste of blood has never left my tounge,
so come and get it we can do this all wrong,
'cause I'm losing it and I'm over this now.
Like we did before.

CHORUS

I'm over this fighting,
Come rock with my body,
is it 'cause you really want me?
Yeh.

CHORUS

FIGHT!

FIGHT! 🥊

'THOUGHT THAT I KNEW YA' 
Written by Julian Deans & Matthias Niedermayr
Produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I thought that I knew ya baby,
I thought that I knew ya,
Hmmm nahah,
nanadadada.

Ya get me get me get me get me get me like that,
So ya do me do me do me do me do me like that,
huh uh uh.

So tell me,
what you missing?
There's something,
are ya angry?
'Cause you now give me give me give me that face you make,

PRECHORUS
Can't explain this behaviour,
this is not in your nature,
can't work out what will save us,
Pass me the calculator,
or I'll go I'll see ya later.
Later.

CHORUS
I thought that I knew ya baby,
I thought that I knew ya,
I thought that I knew ya,
Cannot work it out now,
can you work it out?
Or I'm out.

Tell me what will your choice be,
'cause I'm not waiting,
and you can't keep doing this to us.
thought you got me got me got me,
yet you're dragging me through the mud.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

They say people don't change,
do they?
Well it sure seems that way,
well I don't recognize these expressions on your face,
and I...

CHORUS x2

I thought that I knew ya baby.

R E C O ⚡⚡ E C T / / I N C O M P A T I B L E

Thought That I Knew Ya

Thought That I Knew Ya 🤷‍♂️

LYRICIST/SONGWRITER from Suffolk, UK
Dabble in production
Party too much
Feel too much
Have lots of fun
POP, R&B, SYNTHPOP, ELECTORNIC POP, INDIE & DANCE MUSIC

Better On My Own 🚶‍♂️

Julian Nial