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'FIND US'
Written by Julian Deans & Matthias Niedermayr
Produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

PRECHORUS
Long and bendy road,
(Yehh)
It all took one turn.

Then you were gone atleast to me.
(You can, you can...)

CHORUS
You can help me find us again,
(again, again)
You should know that I'll try it to death,
yeh I said to death,
said you can help me find us.
Find us (uh yeh)
Find us (uh yeh)
I've been fighting through these grapevines,
all the whispers and the white lies,
know I'll only give you 3 strikes,
you're fucking up trying to find my love,
out of the game I'll never let you find us,
find us.

Doesn't matter how the time is ticking,
(uh uh)
It'll take some time to learn,
that trust we crashed and burned,
but we musn't rush 'cause it could end in disaster,
again yeh.

PRECHORUS

We crashed and burned.
(uh oh yeh.)

CHORUS

Doesn't matter how the time is ticking,
ticking, ticking,
time is ticking.

CHORUS

Find Us

Find Us 🔍

Couldn't resist another collab with Terry Fox-Koor and yet again, it's magic!

'BACK 2 U'
Written by Julian Deans & Terry Fox-Koor
Produced by Terry Fox-Koor
Mastered by by Terry Fox-Koor
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
Don't think that I'll keep running back,
'cause you know I've run out of ways to react to you,
Yeh you proved me right,
'cause you're so selfish that you'd just assume that I'll keep on running back to you,
(back back back to you).

PRECHORUS
Oh oh,
I'm on the road to a better place,
Oh oh,
Memories of you are erased from my mind, so,

CHORUS
You can't keep thinking that I'll come running back back back to you,
yeh you keep on dreaming but this is the last time I wanna say that we're through,
and it's too soon to forgive you,
You keep on trying and trying but now I'm sure that,
I'd rather forget you,
Instead of running back back back to you.
Back to you,
Instead of running back back back to you,
You can't keep thinking that I'll come running,
back to you,
yeh you keep on dreaming,
back back back to you.

Okay you broke my heart ,
but infact my head still remains intact oh,
and I won't fight it no,
'cause you're so stupid that you'd just assume that I'll keep on running back to you,
Back to you.

PRECHORUS
Oh oh,
I'm on the road to a better place,
Oh oh,
Memories of you are erased from my mind, so,

CHORUS

Back 2 U

Back 2 U 🔙

'STILL GOT TIME (ON MY SIDE)'
Written by Julian Deans & Mantra
Produced by Mantra & Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
Hah-ah!

Why you gotta be so slow?
(Why you gotta do that?)
to come back,
Why you gotta be so cruel,
(Stoop low)
in come backs. (Yeh!).
Don't lie to me, yuhhh

PRECHORUS
There's still chemistry yeh.
I got burnt initially,
let's renew our history tonight.

CHORUS
and I want it tonight,
can we deal with it sooner?
gonna get you back on my side,
I'll fight until the morning light,
(Uh-uh!)
and let me apologise,
I'm sorry bout the times I lied, yeh
and all the time we wasted fighting
(uh-uh!)
gonna get back on my side,
I'm hoping that I still got time.

oh, I hope you know,
that if you wanna go slow,
then I'll be okay,
just drag out the pain,
let's stop playing games again.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Ha!

Still Got Time (On My Side)

Still Got Time (On My Side) 🕒

'BETTER ON MY OWN'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Produced by RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
I've been waiting all night for you to apologise yeh, yeh,
but then I ain't the one who's been breaking our promise yeh.
And I should face it!

CHORUS
now I know
I'll be alone,
I'll be much better on my own,
better on my, better on my,
(baby, better on my)
And I don't need to see your face,
again, again.

Night after night,
lie after lie,
don't even try it,
you cry and you cry,
but I know that you're lying again,
(again)
this is what you wanted.

I guess that it's true that our love has been fading,
(Oh oh oh)
why should I stick around 'cause I'm tired of waiting,
(why?)
and you should face it!

CHORUS

Anything at all just to escape your ego,
back to the warm,
'cause my heart has grown cold,
let it be told that I know,
that i'll be better yeh I'll be better.

CHORUS x2

Better On My Own

Better On My Own 🚶‍♂️

'NO CHANCE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by RDY
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
No chance.

Keep on throwing all your words in my direction,
they say people shouldn't bite the hand that feeds em,
Can't seem to get a hold on your emotions,
You think I've got what it takes to fix ya.

Uh uh uh uh, you should be worried,
uh uh uh uh, it's getting nowhere.

Are you expecting me to find you a solution,
I have to say that I admire your conviction,
Made a promise, wouldn't fall for your delusion,
This whole situation,
It's just manipulation.

Uh uh uh uh, yeh, you should be worried,
uh uh uh, it's getting nowhere.
Uh huh.

CHORUS
So what part of never getting me back,
don't you understand? uh
Not gonna let your words in my head,
You better find a new plan,
uhuhuhuh
No point for you to get upset,
to stand there looking like that,
Live like no regrets,
uhuhuh
So what part of never getting me back,
don't you understand,
that there's no chance?
No chance,
uh huh uh,
no chance.

Knowing that I can do much better makes you bitter,
What you say will go in one ear out the other,
Can't seem to get a grip on what has happened,
too late to realise that I complete ya.

Uh uh uh uh, you should be worried,
uh uh uh uh, it's getting nowhere.

'Cause I've been living so much better now that you're gone,
Clearly you still think of me when you're alone,
you twisted (alone),
twisted,
this whole situation,
it's just manipulation.
(Yeh-eh)

CHORUS

Don't bother,
'cause you got, 'cause you got,
no chance, no,
Don't bother,
there's no chance.

CHORUS x2

R E C O NN E C T

No Chance

No Chance  🎰

'UHNEEDJU (ON ME)'
Written by Julian Deans & Tatao
Produced by Tatao
Co-Produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:

PRECHORUS
Regretting what I said now,
Wishing I could take it back some how.

CHORUS
'Cause I need to feel your body,
(I need you on me)
Didn't mean to stop this party so soon,
(I need you)
need to hear that you'll come back here,
promise you it won't go badly.
(I need you, I need you.)
I need you.

Ain't it funny how you're the one lying
and I'm the one here on my knees,
ain't it funny how you're the one laughing,
we flipped round 180 degrees eh.
and I'm still here...
(and I)

PRECHORUS 

(and I-i-i)
I know you will come around
(and I-i-i)
I'll tell you what it's all about yeh.

CHORUS

Stop pretending that I'm the one begging,
I see I'm right there in your head,
stop pretending you feel no emotion,
Was it me that said our "passion is dead" huh?

It's clear to me, that you're feeling something for me,
you're feeling something for me,
that you're feeling something for me.
(I need ya)

(I-i-i)
I know you will come around
(and I-i-i)
I'll tell you what it's all about yeh.

'Cause I need to!
CHORUS

(I need you here.)

Uhneedju

Uhneedju (On Me) 🔥

'RECONNECT'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

The title track from my 2021 album. 'Reconnect' was written by me and produced by Tatao. It samples nostalgic internet sounds from the late 90s/early 00s and inspired the album. The idea originally came about as a follow up/sequel to my song 'sLoPpy' from 'i am not a human', where technology is used as a metaphor for a relationship.

LYRICS:
Oh yeh, oh yeh
(Reconnect)
Oh yeh, oh yeh.

I don't wanna sound crazy,
but If we tried we'd get it right,
get it right, get it right,
you know, you know, you know,
we should reconnect or something,
reconnect,
let's get this started,
reconnect.

VERSE
It's been bugging me, lately,
the way that we, left things,
Yeh it's killing me softly,
seeing you  on my instagram feed.
Better remind myself,
it's only electricity,
oh yeh, oh yeh.

CHORUS
I don't wanna sound crazy,
but If we tried we'd get it right,
get it right, get it right,
you know, you know, you know,
we should reconnect or something,
reconnect,
reconnect.

POSTCHORUS
I know this could turn out to be a bad idea,
let's not end this with tears, again.
I don't wanna sound crazy,
but if we tried we'd get right.

BRIDGE
Can't work out,
where we went wrong,
can ya work it out?
can ya work it out?
can ya work it out how now?
Think we got lost in the fire,
oh yeh, oh yeh.

CHORUS
(Think we got lost in the fire)
POSTCHORUS

OUTRO
Reconnect, ya know,
reconnect, ya know.
(Think we got lost in the fire).

Reconnect

Reconnect 📶

'WHERE R U?'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
I'm coming for ya,
(yeh.)

CHORUS
Where are you?
Have you been hiding all this time away from me? Yeh,
Uh uh uh uh,
Where are you?
Cause you've been tied up in my mind in front of me yeh,
Uh uh uh uh,
Asking; Was it really that bad, was I really that bad, bad, bad?
Uh uh uh.

(But this time I'm gonna be.)

We were just speaking last night and it all went wrong, (yeh)
Uh uh uh uh, (yeh)
we were just speaking last night,
we were just,
and it ended with bruises.
CHORUS

Never gonna let you go,
no I'm never gonna let you,
uh uh uh,
Never gonna let you go,
no I'm never gonna letcha.

(I'm coming for ya.)

CHORUS

(Where are you?)

Where r u?

Where r u? 📍

'LOST CAUSE'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written and produced by Tatao
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
CHORUS
I don't care where you've gone,
I just know that I'm content,
and I forgive myself for the time that I wasted on ya,
You (w)hooo, da da da da,
I don't care that you know,
I'm happy now I'm moving on,
and there's too little life to be chasing 'round a lost cause like you.
Baby you're a lost cause.

You think it's  funny that ya,
vandalize my heart,
I think it's scary,
that I feel myself falling for ya
head first into the dark.

You gotta be crazy to think,
I'd ever run back to you,
need to have your head looked at.

CHORUS x2

I think it's so sad that ya,
let us drift apart like this,
I think it's crazy,
that I spent my time fighting for ya,
now I'm begging for us to stop.

Feel myself falling for you head first into the dark,
Spent my time fighting for ya,
now I'm begging for us to stop,
Feel myself falling for you head first into the dark,
Spent my time fighting for ya,
now I'm begging for us to stop,
You need to have your head looked at.

CHORUS x2

Lost Cause

Lost Cause 🗺️

'FIGHT!'
Written by Julian Deans & RDY
Co-produced by Julian Deans
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2020

LYRICS:
Uh uh.

Nah I didn't come to ruin this party,
Ain't going nowhere 'cause it just started,
but you're pushing me and i'm losing it now,
Nahhh nahh ahhh
Feeling funny bout this situation,
Not ready for no altercation,
but you're pushing me and i'm losing it now,
Nahhh nahh ahhh.

CHORUS
So do you wanna fight with me or
you can spend all night with me uh uh,
you're getting quite rough with me uh uh,
but it's turning me on,
I love it when we fight,
love it when we fight, fight,
but don't get me wrong,
I love it when it's right,
love it when it's right, right,
I know you're the one.
(Uh uh)

POSTCHORUS
La la la la la la la,
(All night we've been fighting.)
La la la la la la la.
Nahh nahh ahh..

I'm about to take your filthy ass out,
don't even care just shut your fucking mouth now,
'cause you're losing it and I'm over this now.
The taste of blood has never left my tounge,
so come and get it we can do this all wrong,
'cause I'm losing it and I'm over this now.
Like we did before.

CHORUS

I'm over this fighting,
Come rock with my body,
is it 'cause you really want me?
Yeh.

CHORUS

FIGHT!

FIGHT! 🥊

'CAN'T STOP'
Written by Julian Deans
Produced & Co-written by JS Sounds
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
(Huh!?)
(Why you do it like that?)
(I can't believe it.)

Did you believe me when I said wasn't coming back?
Didn't believe ya when you said that you could handle that, uh.

PRECHORUS
I can't stop,
dreaming of you baby,
(Why you do it like that?)
Hmmmmmm,
I can't stop,
picturing the two of us.
(Why you do it like that?)

CHORUS
Can't stop, baby you're so good,
tell me we're alright now,
This is how we heal,
(Why you do it like that?)
I know I messed up,
That's why I can't stop,
I know I messed up,
That's why ya can't stop,
fuck I love how this feels.
Uh uh.

(Why you do it like that?)
Why you do it like that huh?
(I can't believe it.)

I believed myself when I told you I was over it, uh
But now it hurts and I can't sleep at night,
No, 'cause I.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Since you been gone

This heart is on overdrive,
it's hard, I won't ride it out,
don't write me off,
This heart is on overdrive,
and I'm still in love,
but you wrote me off from the start.
This heart is on overdrive,
it's hard, I won't ride it out,
don't write me off,
This heart is on overdrive.
and I'm so in love,
but you wrote me off from the start.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

Can't Stop

Can't Stop 🚫

'THE NIGHT IT RAINED'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by JS Sounds
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS
(Yeh yeh
yeh yeh)

You know I want your love,
but I don't feel good enough for ya,
I knew it was meant to be,
'cause when I went to leave the heavens opened,
then you said.

CHORUS
You can come in from the rain my darling,
You should stay the night,
night, night.
You can come in from the rain my darling,
you know we'll get this right, yeh yeh,
I'm so glad I did it.

I know you tried love once,
like I know I should be gentle with ya,
I knew it was meant to be,
'cause everytime you speak it sounds like heaven open,
like when you said.

CHORUS x2

(You can come in from the rain)

Do you remember that it all started the night it rained,
the night it rained?
Was it really 8 years ago?
Do you remember that it all started the night it rained,
the night it rained?
The night it got physical.
the night it rained.
(Eh eh eh eh eh...)
the night it rained.
the night it rained.

CHORUS x2

The Night It Rained

The Night It Rained 🌧️

'THOUGHT THAT I KNEW YA' 
Written by Julian Deans & Matthias Niedermayr
Produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS:
I thought that I knew ya baby,
I thought that I knew ya,
Hmmm nahah,
nanadadada.

Ya get me get me get me get me get me like that,
So ya do me do me do me do me do me like that,
huh uh uh.

So tell me,
what you missing?
There's something,
are ya angry?
'Cause you now give me give me give me that face you make,

PRECHORUS
Can't explain this behaviour,
this is not in your nature,
can't work out what will save us,
Pass me the calculator,
or I'll go I'll see ya later.
Later.

CHORUS
I thought that I knew ya baby,
I thought that I knew ya,
I thought that I knew ya,
Cannot work it out now,
can you work it out?
Or I'm out.

Tell me what will your choice be,
'cause I'm not waiting,
and you can't keep doing this to us.
thought you got me got me got me,
yet you're dragging me through the mud.

PRECHORUS
CHORUS

They say people don't change,
do they?
Well it sure seems that way,
well I don't recognize these expressions on your face,
and I...

CHORUS x2

I thought that I knew ya baby.

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Thought That I Knew Ya

Thought That I Knew Ya 🤷‍♂️

LYRICIST/SONGWRITER from Suffolk, UK
Dabble in production
Party too much
Feel too much
Have lots of fun
POP, R&B, SYNTHPOP, ELECTORNIC POP, INDIE & DANCE MUSIC

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