LYRICS 

Where do I go when this is the end?
When all the ice will cave and break in
I wish that your mind danced under these lights
That try so hard to glow
And you can be my friend—
I wish you were mine
And then you could try to stop this,
be that bridge

Fight until the end
I fight until the end
I understand this is how it ends in my mind
I can’t be the one who saves if I am gone

Oh, you should be fighting for me
You should want me to stay but you don’t need me

Anyway, couldn’t care enough now
For trying to find another
If this is serious, then, this is until the end

What life do I live without a memory
That I want to remember?
If this is how it ends, do I dare to pick myself up again?

Dare I find light
When dirt is ingrained in my skin

I’m meant for pain
And pain can only be with pain
I should change
But I won’t change for the hell of it

‘Cause nothing is inside me
Except darkness and it’s rising
Oh…

Baby, I need to be pretty for you
Baby, I am so cold and so broken inside

I’m sorry I can’t be the one that you want
I’m sorry I am not the one that you love 
I’m sorry wishes don’t come true within me
I’m sorry my dreams seem to be nightmares

I’m sorry wishes don’t come true inside me
Sorry nightmares are the only things I dream
Sorry sadness is written across my face
Sorry I want to get out of this place

But I can try
I’m only so far
I’m gonna fight, fight for this and then
Put aside what I can, these old things will let go if I do

Watch me fight for you and everything I am
And everything I wish I could be
Watch me fight for you and everything
And soon the smoke will clear

Let’s be clear, this life is so golden
Life is so golden, it left me in tears
This life is so golden
I wish it wasn’t moving so fast but it is

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