this is one of my last "digicore" songs bruh, im dropping one more and thats it lol

sep 2023 - absolute lowest, still healing

deep into the sky
as i live and breathe i just can't cry
the things in front of me i can't destroy
the people outside i cant say
cant control the things that ain't mine
when i cant even approach what's inside
its ready to flow, on the edge of my throat
like i'm back to where i was three fucking years ago
like i took two steps back and i'm at square one
the old mechanisms don't work anymore
the structure is gone and i don't see light
these words right here are what's holding me tight

from

that thing

that i shouldn't do

cos ppl 'love' me so i'd be the damn fool
and it burns
it keeps burning
watching whatever i can so i stop concerning

cos whenever i do its the most worst thing
and the glue all melts, the clean-up's so tiring
has it gone to shit, nothings started yet
just wanna leave this earth, find another place
where there's no pressure, nothing in stone is set
cos even moving this body's just a band-aid effect

it's the same same words
and the same same thoughts
that i keep thinking
and they say to console
that its all just wrong
and i'm better than that
but am i really tho

am i really tho

was i ever worth more than the sum of my goals
and its all about what am i achieving next
whether i've done this yet or i'm gonna do that
or i need more sun or i need more friends
and i keep confessing and letting it out
but i've been numb for longer than i've lived in this town

began as an abstract, but pervasive now
its in every object every facet of me now
had plans for today but they're derailed now
must be nice to be happy, to look down on me now

facet

prod edyn
shoutout glo 4 mix

whyd it have to b me
u left me flat and on e
im tryna make ts shit make sense
ts is better left in fucking past tense
bitch i cried 4 u i cant find (anyone else)
i cant find anyone else quite like you
u say no one like me like bitch i aint knew this?
(fuk) u rlly must think im new to ts
only 1 chance but i blew ts shit
the way ppl treat me im thru wit ts
stg i cannot do ts shit
like why tf do u think ts shit okay
i stg all these ppl be so fake
i stg all these ppl been so lame
how everybody gon switch on me in only one day?
u say u had my back u aint had it
bitch im gon smoke till im manic
u aint see ts side of me yet
by the time that im 20 im dead
none of yall pussies are my fuckin friends
im so surprised it took me ts long to realize
ion wan any of yall in my life
u not my guys
bitch im so tired
my hands are tied
bitch i am rlly not fine

sample: https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/blind

anyone else

@1dxn @bonedoji

and with this i have made the switch to ableton

sweartogod + dan + bnnett

(prod. michael harrison)

you said you like the car that i drive
but i guess it was a lie
(i still miss you everytime
i cant get you off my mind)
and i could run away but ill still find my way
back a hundred times
(i dont wanna run away
i just wanna see your face)
cause if its not you who im tied to
for the rest of my life
(i might kill myself tonight
just to see you smile one time)
and i dont know who id be
if im not with you tonight
(and i feel just like a loser
i keep chasing right after her)
and i would do anything
just for you to trust me
i just want you to love me
i miss the way you would fuck me

i wish it was as simple as fish in the sea

(prod. KittyFlower)
@daikore

Lyrics :3
Yuh baby yuh, wanna see you fucked up in the video
wanna see you back up for the city yuh
wanna see you back up, wanna see you back up 

But baby back up, I'm Rollin in our cash for location 
I'm stacked up, pussy (lol) fucked up hesitation 
Slack jaw, Rollin up the dough for a cash cup
Mash up, only way they get me under pressure

Fucked up under pressure
Rollin up the stretcher
Feel like I'm just messed up
Had those thoughts the other day
just know that it's your fault
And fuck you no I'm not ok
Waking up with withdraw
Put your fucking hands on my waist

yuh yuh baby yuh, wanna see you back up in the video
wanna see you back out for the city yuh
wanna see you back out, wanna see you back out 

@daikore
I cant wait, I cant fall
You cant talk, I been up
I been pushing on the pedal, I just go until I stops
fight to function every day
but I still do more than most
get the fuck up out my face
bitch I promise im on go
I walk around with a target on my chest
if he talk, he wont like what happens next
you not tough you just a lame
we gon put you in your place
I got red dots
now theres bullets in your space

Underpressure* w/ Daikyu (p. KittyFlower)

im lost in the mines now
and my inventorys fuull
lucky me that i have you, cause i've got no more room,
on my back we zoom, with 48 spruce
im out of here without you, cause,

my backpack only wants me, yeah
im the one that gave it its diamond upgrade yeah
it might aswell be tailor made cause it fits me so well

oh oh my backpack

my backpack
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 
my backpack 

JULVEe;;;:

put my diamonds in my backpack surely
she the only one to have my back, when im mining
pull at the strip, for like 2 or 5 times
she the only girl, have my back when I mine
wait, hold up, stop
while I put my 3 (.gav can't type this lol)
hold up I mean
netherite ingots in my backpack, sure
chest in the middle, put 4 string, 4 leather
cover up with diamonds and your gud :3

youtube beat but 
prod. wrongway! x andrzxz

my backpack w/ Julvee

Made with love, sent down from above. 
Classic club banga number foe 
shoutout mr kushboy he gon be on next 
shoutout mareks griva, i still do this shi for you.

Featuring Wg Adam Penelope De Clare 


Females Featuring. Wg Adam & Penelope De Clare #ClubAssMusic #ClubBangersRBack

shut down

@trisonline goated producer
@777mude

I don't really know what u want
why do you keep saying im a loner
I don't wanna smoke that runt
we already know its over

think im getting sick of feeling like im done
but ur telling me its alright
only pay attention when im acting like im fucked
its the same as always

walk beside me but its different
I just wanted you to listen
what I had ended up missing
and there isn't room to fix it

what was that for
why you want more
every word like sending shots from a 12 boar (@bonedoji reference)

why my lungs sore
can't we talk more?
was this really all the love that you sought for

@777mude:
I fell in love
I fell in love
the shit you did to me
it felt so rough
i cant go back now
im way to stuck
and i dont care now
dont give a fuck
blood on my nightstand
my sheets are stained 
nothing to lose and
nothing to gain
I feel so lost here
and Im ashamed
that youre still stuck here
dealing with pain

Me:
I don't really know what u want
why do you keep saying im a loner
I don't wanna smoke that runt
we already know its over

think im getting sick of feeling like im done
but ur telling me its alright
only pay attention when im acting like im fucked
its the same as always

same as always + mude (p.tris)

GT30
#Earth2 // @terratwo
************************************************
18 (Dc: julveecore)
Pray to god, that you'll see another day
hmu if you wanna work!

(* is sc only)

Underpressure* w/ Daikyu (p. KittyFlower)

Julvee

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