@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

@veezuh
@kiryy

lyrics:
[arid]
i gave u everything but u tore it
u stab me in the back and now im leaking my organs
i couldnt find the courage to make u more than
i never ever thought it would be important
do something new then i tried it
always tried to give me another clue didnt mind it
i thought we were one but we were always divided
i tried to see thru ur lies but im blinded

[veezuh]
i gave u my trust
u broke it up
told me it was just us
guess i just wasnt the one
i cant even look back at our pictures
i gotta just dismiss her
i gave u the key and u broke my heart
i stg that i played my part
i will never get it back
told me that u need me but it wasnt real
im so done with all the lies baby whats the deal

blinded w/ veezuh (kiryy)

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb (neohn)

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

Spotify!~

meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3uopXqSj43pe1VS10IfVL7?si=ff2830456e434eb6

:p @kurse11
prod @1akura + @rewind214

i cant do this alone
baby hit my phone up
get my bands throw it up
i still like ur photos
bitch i ran thru and flipped that truck
remedy be num 1
nah you cant kick it w us
glock 19 finna bust
hop in my bag im smoking on runtz
nah cant get no love
bitch pouring me up
sticks i keep it tucked
hit if u run up
bitch i gave you my trust
now we're turning to dust
baby what happened to us

u said youd call on my phone when i said im done
maybe id keep u around when 12 on my ass im gon run
bitch had to keep my gun
ride wit da bag wit da funds
yk when i ride wit da clip dat done
im tryna get my mind right
ion needa sip on dis purple sprite
wait, ian tryna cap, on me
i feel alr when i pop dat bean
ian even got no sleep
i don wanna talk when u call on me
come to find out u a treesha
i jus want to smoke on tree
she don wanna stay wit me

what happened to us w/ kurse11

@whyhaze @hartfxlt @1akura

[victxrw]

(bye byes are harder than u think
its harder when its just u and me
trying not 2 remember everything
close my eyes ur the thing tht i see)

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

[whyhaze]

take it slow, baby we should let go
but its not over, till its over
i got love scars baby tell me your secret
im writing goodbye letters
im just hoping youll read it

when im away
what do you think of me
girl what do you say?
cause i can say nothing
when i look at your face
i think of what it could been
i wonder what you truly think
i hope that you feel the same

[victxrw]

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

goodbyeNotes (hartfxlt + akura) ft. whyhaze

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

carolina (yeezo + dom)

WHEN IM GONE

былуюсь с чувствами хз

numb (neohn)

K4RSON