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karson

Cool Shit 4

Nov k23 feel

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

prod @neohnq
master @chriad
00x decayedd 4L
lyricsds:

saw u at the train stop w ur friends
hope u didnt see my face shocked,, once agn
bbgrl u make my brain rot its all in my headd
i got bad habits cant stop.. ima end up dead :o

when i see ur face all i feel is sadness
nvr thought it wld get to here but it happened
on my own cuz u left me in the past tense
its tragic, im stuck ifeel trappd man://
itry 2 dig myself up but i cant get out 
no one fna hear me so i can cry out loud
i cn scream n shout but u still wont respond
ik u can see my frown but udont care at all............

i feel dead thnk im dead, its too late now\
they get loud in my hed im insane now
off the pills off the meds cope tha pain yaa
we do it all, all again js to breakup         (x2)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

i think it's all in my head (neohn)

ommlllllll bru ts did so bad

@0arid
@wasterr
I’ll move on I guess
Smoking pack again 
It takes away the stress 
I’m always fucking up 
I always make a mess 
Sometimes I look back
My minds full with regret 
I always did you wrong 
So I’ll move on I guess 

Idk why ur upset 
Bc u said it was for the best 
Nothing last forever I know that everything ends 
You loved to bring me down 
Always felt like I was less 
And when I am not around 
I hope you turn into a mess
arid
i tried it over and over
these feelings i kept in
they’re growing older and older
this seems like i cant win
i already told u yeah i know the rest
yeah i miss the old u layin on my chest
i dont wanna go on put me down to rest
every second spent i just wanted to forget

moving on

moving on (wasterr)

@yyuskee @neohnq

out now on spotify






feel alive

#feelAlive 🕊️ (neohn)

https://youtu.be/bkIMBoP70iY?si=HZJYJ-_D0aGYqyWY

Ch:1 2023
prod @neohnq @junshi163
mastered by @chriad

lyrics 

i got different types of crystals on my body btch im up
i got different types of issues calling but i wont pick up
sorry i dont wna talk ive been steady chasing bucks
its like ever since i popped a pill i fell in luv

iv been off the x so i keep it on the nightstand
fighting w myself i keep a cutter in my right hand
she said tht im nice man
ik she'll get frightened when she see me off th 40 
i swear its getting tiring

got a call frm above
see my heart pick it up
said i cant find the one
why dont we prove them all wrong tonight?
ive been drowning in pain u see it inside my eyes
red diamonds on my face its bloody gems when i cry

& i think u love it.. thts another discussion 
(we can forget it tonight but i wont leave it behind)
i cant be stuck in the past so ill just act like its alright

i aint lookin back i promise ill b moving forward
i wish tht i told her (how much she means 2 mee)
ik ill; b thinking of these days when im older
thinking of the pillies on the shelf i swear they fuck me over

spotify

my blood & your gems (neohn x junshi) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ek2vbp6J1f4zwCjkjBBq6?si=c60ea7ba86514c60

:)) hope u all like it
^ ty c: 
@domerrz 
prod @neohnq

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/neohnq/

[@domerrz]
I can't go back 2 the way things were 
everything is a constant blur
I cut you off, I feel reserved
every night I toss n turn

I call your phone, you don't pick up
You've been gone too long, yea I had to give it up
Yeah, I hear your voice, and it hurts
hear your voice, and it hurts

Yet my souls been attached I can't fathom the sorrow
I can't do this today can we wait till tomorrow? 
My heart hurts again
Can't help but to feel helpless 
Heart been broke too many times
lookin in the mirror I see something I cant leave behind
You're so deceiving I feel nothing for you but despise 
Say you didn't mean it but you cant look me right in the eyes (look me right in the eyes)

your voice (neohn)

@1kkishin
please let's not do this again
girl you're so ignorant
drugs they be my only friend
take em like it's medicine 
think how good we might've been 
it's okay it always ends
it's too late to try again

I move on, no i cant take this
Please don't waste my time, i'm losing my patience 
I thought you were mine, you were his for the taking 
I'm losing my mind, my heart is breaking

(Kishin)

even if i try
i cant let go
knew it from the start
from the get go
ye u broke me down
did me so wrong
i cant even move on
think i learned my lesson
give af bout feelings
i repress them
it aint even worth expressing 
still got lots of questions 
but nah i aint even gna stress it
remember all those messages 
hate to admit it 
but im still attached to them
now its past tense

try again (victxrw)

prod @neohnq

嫌いなんてさ君は言うかな
世界条理とか僕のせいで
崩れ落ちた人の尊厳
拾い上げて種を蒔きましょう

見捨てないでまだここにいたいよ
離さないで肌に残る体温
ママは言ったのひとりで生きてゆくの

重ねる生活永遠
そこで生きる意味を見出して
叶えたい夢はもうないな、ひとり部屋の中
画面越しに見えた頃に戻りたい
君とともにいたい、ただひとりがいい
わたし気づいたんです、でも叶わない
もう戻らない、夢は儚くてさみしいよ

嫌いなんてさ君が言うから
脆い心は壊れちゃって
こぼれ落ちたわたしの愛を
拾い上げて蒔いてみましょう

見捨てないでまだここにいたいよ
離さないで肌に残る体温
連れて行ってよハッピーエンドへの結末

mind garden ܤ (neohn)

@1wasterr
I keep moving on
but I'm going thru it
always in the wrong
I always feel so stupid
I can't do it all
like you want me to
and I'm sorry
I know it's hard for you

I'm stuck here waiting always in my head
and I send you texts but you leave them on read
and I wish you the best even though you want me dead
what did I do? was it something that I said?

I just want you to stay 
I don't want you to change 
please don't go away and break my heart
I don't want you to leave
because you're all I need
so just stay with me 

I promise it ain't that hard
I promise we'll make it far
I just wanna show you the stars 
you're my light when it gets dark 
nothing could tear us apart
I love you with all my heart
when I'm with you I can drop my guard
girl you heal up all my scars
I love it when you're in my arms

wrong (wasterr)

Dead Formats Vol. 2

Losing A Whole Year

Big Blind

Losing What We Love

prod/mix/master: @cody_benjamin @therealjvita

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11CFlykq1HlRKvDht8LehD?si=01297a9ef5524633



verse:
you say you never leave me
you'd still be here if loving me was easy
perfume, mixtapes, t shirt with your makeup
took my heart right from me when you said that we should breakup
shot down, blood stains on your hands 
id kill for just another chance
I know i'm not part of your plans 
but I hope I ll see you once again

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me
verse: 
you got me screaming underwater
she just threw out everything I bought
perfume, mix tapes, got rid of my t shirt
I gave you my everything and you couldn't put me first
I took a drive by your old house 
where we sit and talk when It was cold out
kissing in the rain and the snowfall 
but baby I think im the one who's cold now

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me

(..woahhhhhh and you break me down)

you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep

Shadow (codybenjamin)

Prod @m2monroe and @jichuuu 
TYSM FOR LISTENING :D
//
Lyrics:

I cant ever look, back, not now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

This just doesn’t seem right
And I cant just move on
Everything feels so wrong
Now you left and you’re gone
I’m stuck here chasing the past
I didn’t know it wouldn’t last

Don’t run, don’t run away from me
So done, so done I can’t even breathe
Never could feel the same
No chance at looking behind
Guess it’s a side twist of fate
We were intertwined

I cant look back now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs away

chasing the past

chasing the past (jichu + monroe)

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb (neohn)

13 reasons why pt 2 ( collide)

@wr3tch @v2nthan @lorrific
produced by @moonshopp


@wr3tch:
when we all up on ur block yea u know thats @v2nthan n me
i got cops up on my ass lik dey was molestin me
i got cops up on my ass but dey aint arrestin me
he gon die 2nite my choppa got da fkn best of me
shawty sendin mail cz i blocked all of her txts
i feel lik my name is @wr3tch cz my name is rly @wr3tch
fuck her once den kick her out
left sum bruises on her neck
i js couldnt giv a fuk ab these hoes cz im the best

@v2nthan:
i said go go
i dont wanna talk up the pole pole
kill everybody else i got the floor to myself
countin up the tally
we gon hit em wit dis shit yea he goin straight to hell
when we all up on ur block yea u know that wr3tch and me
we done put that boy to sleep like he off some ketamine
heard he talkin about us i told that pussy rest in peace
i got a choppa now they dead i guess it got the best of me

@lorrific:
im a fuckin winner
yo days gettin thinner
we gon run it down and me and venthan we gonna kill em
he gon catch a mag eating bullets like its dinner
know they askin how i did it but its written in the scripture
run up on yo block we take his life away
talking 365 yea we got him countin days
and i know im gonna make it know im goin all the way 
and i stabbed you in yo fucking back i hope you feel betrayed

GO! 🚦 - wr3tch + venthan + lor

@decago x @yashio20k

notes: i fucked up the limiter which is why you'll hear a lil bit of...silly sounds xp

i know that life sucks for you rn

but youll be better i promise you

you can rely on me, i’ll try and pull you through

everything that comes your way i swear i promise you
you’ll get everything that you desire

i know you think that im a liar
but instead of pushing yourself and being tired
just spread your wings, you’ll fly much higher
if you need love and to be inspired
like a water nymph, ill be your guide
until you learn to feel alright <3
(everything’s not as bad as it seems)
just feel the will to live, let it beam

always by your fucking side
yeah, ill always be on your team
if you need to let off steam
(you know that ill be there)
if you fall apart 
(you know that ill be there)
like anytime and anywhere
im not there and it isn’t fair
but i know that one day i’ll stare into your eyes
one day you’ll see the light
i know you could be better but youre losing sight
just take my hand you’ll be alright
i’ll guide through the darkness until you smile


(just take my hand you’ll be alright)
(I’ll guide through the night until you smile)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)
(maybe i will be on the one to walk you down the isle)


(take my hand you’ll be alright x2)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)


(i'll guide through the darkness until you smile)
(yeah, you know that’ll be there)
(you know that’ll i be there)

༺ letter 4☆ u ༻ 💌『decago x yashio』

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcUDlJRnp1w

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
3/4

@domerrz
@owtiss
@yashio20k

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@domerrz]
I know I promised I'd give it my all
to restore the pieces I once lost
our stories broken up in parts
can't recover the pages that I lost

I think I'm living a lie
look me in the eyes 
"I hope it rains again, it hides when I cry"
I know our story never works 
cause I take things to heart I don't deserve

[@owtiss]
did I rly deserve that?
tried to make u happy
now I think I regret that
hundred texts u sent me
I just don't wna read them..
throw away the pieces of my heart when I need them

I haven't learned my lesson
all the same traps u lay down n I just fall in
its the same laugh I hear every time I'm crying
always said the best things with the worst timing
I just need a rest
I cant do this buy I'm trying ;/

this is a double drop ep kinda thing go listen to the second song on @owtiss's page :D
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss/out-of-luck

SPOTIFY

restore w/ owtiss (yashio + me)

@domerrz
@ddertbag
(@owtiss on the lil end part yep shoutout that guy)

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/ddertbag/

[@domerrz]
think I had lost my feelings
this time I really mean it
words cut deep, I lost all meaning
wounded heart, but I'm still gonna heal it

It's eating me up inside, don't know who you really are
like what you're really like, tell me who you truly are
I know that these feelings come and go
yeah, its quite bizarre 
losing my body, no self control, I'm not going far

and idk why it happened to me 
I took every path and it led back, I feel weak as hell
going round in circles is bad for me
just cut the talk, yea I'd rather throw my pain in a wishing well

feelings (ddertbag)

@owtiss
@prod_promise
@yashio20k

[coldspades]
girl you love to break my heart in two
do you hate me, tell me was that true?
cause you know im stuck to you like glue
if you listen, tell you something new
find a way out of here
cause now i see it clear
you became everything that i fear
can you break the silence?
i’m tearing my eyelids
your face in my iris,
you’re all that i see

[owtiss]
i cant make an appearance
i just wna stay at my home
be alone!
ur words wear at my soul
made a promise i swear i would hold
on a different day
maybe i could open up again
it depends on u
im with u
its all true!
ill just stay and wait for u ;)

iris ft. owtiss (promise & yashio)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8IJ6CkpSgxKPoTHKXAUk?si=fb6d520607ad44be

@owtiss + @coldspades
prod. @yashio20k + @decago

[owtiss]
i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want to

i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want tooooo

[coldspades]
when i'm not around, do you think of me? 
cause it's been so hard just to fall asleep 
my heart was locked, but you brought the key 
can you stay tonight? please don't leave 

but does it even matter? 
if i gave my heart, would you break it, watch it shatter?
i can try to change, but keep falling into patterns 
every step i take, it feels like i'm moving backwards 

and i'll try to be the one for you 
you're the one thing i can't afford to lose 
if you knew how i felt from my point of view 
maybe i'm the one that you'd wanna choose

all at once - owtiss + coldspades

it felt like i was dreaming.. @_@ 

@domerrz 
@owtiss 
@makemeapromise
@44yy

[@domerrz]
do you mean it ,yea 
what do you see in him?
it's my season, yea
heart still bleeding, yea
give me a reason
and maybe I'll believe it...
girl i can see everything inside your eyes, your weakness yea

[@owtiss]
you!
cant see reason
why should i stick around?
think I've seen enough
to be certain of the outcome
wanted to believe
that to you I'm not just backup..

but i see u for who u rly are.

all u do is put me down..
honestly its gone way too far
all i rly wanted was someone to believe in ;|

[@domerrz]
every time you calling on the phone I gotta block the number 
telling me you really wanted me I know there is another
somethings going on I'm feeling sick i think I'm going under
don't wanna be right

[@domerrz + @owtiss]
wanted me when I know there's another 
i thought our hearts were tethered 
i feel under the weather 
don't think ill be here forever

tryna piece my heart back together
never care to see my side of the matter
whatever!

Its too bad, you're too late...

that's something u cant take back
u know that?

there's nothing you can save

i don't care if u got that
wont call back