@arid
@1luvpurp

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

ommlllllll bru ts did so bad

@0arid
@wasterr
I’ll move on I guess
Smoking pack again 
It takes away the stress 
I’m always fucking up 
I always make a mess 
Sometimes I look back
My minds full with regret 
I always did you wrong 
So I’ll move on I guess 

Idk why ur upset 
Bc u said it was for the best 
Nothing last forever I know that everything ends 
You loved to bring me down 
Always felt like I was less 
And when I am not around 
I hope you turn into a mess
arid
i tried it over and over
these feelings i kept in
they’re growing older and older
this seems like i cant win
i already told u yeah i know the rest
yeah i miss the old u layin on my chest
i dont wanna go on put me down to rest
every second spent i just wanted to forget

moving on

moving on w/ arid (wasterr)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

@owtiss, @k4rson love love! <3
prod @bazington, @neohnq

karson friend! karson cool!👍

@owtiss
strangers back to lovers
wna feel ur touch under the covers
texts read like a thesis
i dont need this
falling to pieces
im so dreamless
and all the time we spent meant nothing
everything we talked ab shoulda meant something :/
maybe im js naive
love is dying
i wish that u liked me
but maybe im dreaming

im a stranger left to suffer
better replace me with another
cuz i wont hear back from u again
cuz i cant really deal with all the stress

@k4rson
i cant deal with all of this stress
now im not with you i hope u turn into a mess
im glad im not with you, you dont deserve me at my best
now i'm not with you i can get it off my chest

i'm with someone who appreciates that i try
someone who can understand my mind
someone who tells the truth and never lies
now im finally with someone who could treat me right

who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right

dreamless w/ karson (baz, neohn)

#stain produced by @lovefelt
@terastic
@kurse11
@v2nthan
@owtiss

tera + kurse11 + venthan + owtiss - forever 💫 (lovefelt)

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

#underground #undergroundmusic #undergroundrap