Featuring @reserrvv

it comes and goes
i think i'm better off alone
and miserable
replace this feeling in my bones
passed out on a greyhound
who knew two states was the way out
new scars on my face now
two a.m, text you when i wake up

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i'm asking again do you really think that way
the things you say so what
i'm a boy with a pulse isn't that enough for you
for what it's worth it's not
im a program on the evening news
im a bit in a stand up special
i'd give a limb or two to be an hour slot but
im laughing along with you

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

i fell apart last summer
i don't think i'll recover
i tried to pull you under
i wish that we were younger

Last Summer ft Reserv

Oh, Lord is it mine to grieve for, or is it a moment divine? I want to die for you. I want to die for you. Euphoria, euphoria, euphoria, euphoria. I could've been a soldier for life, but I can't stomach dying for a feeling of pride. I could've held her close in the night, but I went to the lake, and I prayed 'til the light came through. Euphoria (to me) euphoria (came through) euphoria (to me) euphoria. Oh, Lord is it mine to grieve for, or is it a moment divine? I want to die for you. I want to die for you. Euphoria, euphoria, euphoria, euphoria. I could've been a soldier for life, but I can't stomach dying for a feeling of pride. I could've held her close in the night, but I went to the lake, and I prayed 'til the light came through. Euphoria (to me) euphoria (came through) euphoria (to me) Came through to me, came through.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Our Weakest Private

suicide is never the answer. it will get better.

do drugs in public / cry in private

yea
what would it take for you to tell me the truth?
i made a mistake, and it was falling for you
i tried to catch you
a night without you
just know i had to, you put me in a bad mood
i wanted something but you came and took a piece of me
he's such a sucker i bet he believes in anything
it wasn't love then tell me what did all those secrets mean
i gave it up for you but you didn't believe in me

Lucky U

video out now - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzc04rZ65ms

cause we do what we want
and spend it all on clothes
you're drinking every night but your still waking up alone
and your with someone else
but let me take you home
and i know youre too good for me so let me take it slow
and i cant help but start to think that im to sensitive
it broke my heart when i looked out and saw you kissing him
and girl i never ever wanna feel like this again
but something tells me that you weren't even-

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

and i don't wanna break it off but it's too difficult
i wish i knew just what you were before i pulled you close
im sick of begging and pleading i need the antidote
i'll be in pain for a week baby just to let it go
you know it hurts to see you dancing with somebody else
there's no point acting like you care about the way i felt
i'll spend some time alone and feel this pain all by myself
i run away from it so much but i got nothing left

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

stick me like a tattoo
i couldn't ask you
told you how i feel you told me meet me in the bathroom
no, i didn't have to
a song about you
tell me what you see in me
tell me i can have you

A Four Letter Word

Again & Again

my vision

2021: give me 3 years i'll take you for a ride 
2025: why couldnt u have waited a bit longer...❤️‍🩹
+@22020

ever dreamed of ｡°✩

Gold Mine

around the world

feat: Александр Злыдень (t.me/zzzlyden)
prod: junoes, kuromee

[Александр Злыдень]
оставь меня одного, я уже не жду твою любовь
на улице холодно и дождь, а во мне уже не течет кровь
но может быть когда нибудь смогу найти покой
прошу не смотри ты в мои глаза, я закрываю свое лицо

это все галлюцинации, сука отсюда уходи
с обратной стороны дверь запри
я схавал где-то блистера три
очень холодно в моей груди, прошу меня ты подожди

[#директоринтернета]
стены плавятся, стекают на пол как вода
я забыл кто я такой, забыл твои города
отмотай эту пленку, верни все назад 
у меня паранойя и подозрения

тени лезут из углов, хотят меня забрать
я устал от этих глюков, устал убегать
галлюцинации достали, дрянь в моей крови
и тыщи опиатов

[Александр Злыдень]
оставь меня одного, я уже не жду твою любовь
на улице холодно и дождь, а во мне уже не течет кровь
но может быть когда нибудь смогу найти покой
прошу не смотри ты в мои глаза, я закрываю свое лицо

это все галлюцинации, сука отсюда уходи
с обратной стороны дверь запри
я схавал где-то блистера три
очень холодно в моей груди, прошу меня ты подожди

[#директоринтернета]
ты подожди меня, увидишь куски плоти
сижу в аэропорте заебанный работой
на меня точишь когти, живешь с неохотой
и снова в голове моменты сотен эпизодов