blurry

kketamine - blurry

everything by me

-lyrics-

call me back when you’re sober
Right now ur too much
You say you’ll know when we’re older older
So leave me to rust 
Cause i will be waiting
Wherever u want
I don’t know why i miss you 
but i know you’re the one
I bet u feel like u won

but does ur boyfriend know about me
I know u see me in your mind
Does he know how u cry
You push me to the side
say you’re keeping it down
u see me every night
u say you'd never lie
I'm wasted but
I know you wish that he was like me

I know that I’m just like the people you hate
But if you ever want to we can escape to the end
And all your toxic friends, mm
And i was pushing you away again and I’m so sorry
I can visualize the souvenirs in your old apartment but
I can’t seem to save it in time
I can see us drifting far down the line so
I bet he thinks ur going crazy when you say my name
Don’t underestimate me I could sleep ur main
Do you remember what you texted me last night
Do you still care about me

boyfriend

Summer

ft tekea nefa ssh1be eruh kyuro adrien rest occult14 cure

aw24

prod. me
sample indy

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he left his bags in apex
thought he'd b a better man
nd he traveled all night
so that he could build a
land of his own, of his own
no1 knows, no1 knows

ya they think tht he's tha devil
but he's a devil in disguise
nd he holds on2 so much love, 
but its burning his insides, of his 
own of his own, no1 knows
no1 knows

𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘

evry1s so mean

so he moves 2 tha city
evn tho he hates tha buildings
tht tower over him; so he hides
n tha structures n lets nobody in

travel dog

Myst (feat. Yumi) [demo 2021 unmixed]

with3r - autorun

prod @hellsing1
aw by @aged

falling im falling off of stories 
wake up but im still with the fairies
im spinning my body keeps spinning 
heads hit the floor this is getting messy

i bet ud wish this was a bad dream
theres no way that you could be me
im not doing too good god bless me
i know ill never get hurt cuz no one really knows me
if i take too much ill turn into drama queen 
and if i bleed too much ill never get clean
in the sunmer wearing longsleeves
the washed off blood stains on my house keys 

lost it i cant stop losing 
no use sleeping cause they yell in my ear
wind up doll keep singing
hear the clapping and cheers but theres nobody there
im dropping down to my knees
someone give me some peace
its as easy as it seems
but nothings easy for me

Streaming

digiaches - Messy (prod @prblm)

@lllovbug

have a good christmas and new years

1st and last beat with ddertbag
3rd beat with shinjin

Singles

Christmas/End of the year Samples ft. ddertbag shinjin

just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here
just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here

just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here
just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here

can we move on (or pretend this never happened)

Kaiden