damage acknowledgement

let down (i cant do anything right mix)

i just held a candle to my fingers
smell it on my clothes because flesh lingers
u know ill ditch a body in the laundry
hiding in my covers because it haunts me

i just wanna hide out for survival
I'm trying to forget where the knife goes
at least i see a cowboy in the morning
riding to my grave when its pouring
putting flowers out by my gravestone
pouring out a can of four loko
i wanna feel the wind from the fall blow
dig me up and spread my ashes on yr bronco 

a bunch of songs about dead bodies
cover image by Noah Wingren ( @noah-wingren )

ditch a body in the laundry (feat. Dylan Brady)

proud of u son

prod. taylor


bad kids tearin up the night
barely breathin' for our lives
(don't you look at me turn the damn lights off)
off on and awkward our words off-color
hella scary dreams but we keep it undercover

i will not give up
i'll tear this whole bitch up
i swear to you that we'll be

we'll be just fine 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
keep it in your heart and 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
tear this bitch apart 
i won't leave you behind
won't leave you behind
don't leave my life
even when they say that 
the kids aren't alright 
the kids are alright
hell ya we're alright

(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)
(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)

Lookin' out a dirty old window
down below our friends always seem to go
backwards right out the endzone
zoned out to bed off the benzos

shit's mental
how you feel nothin in your skin in this hellhole
(buried alive)
up to your neck in anthills till your head rolls
(i don't wanna die)
my brain lies its tenfold as sinful
(hope you don't mind)
i will drive this foreign through a wall it's a rental
(hope you don't mind)
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again

5-12-2007 Spring talent show Homestead High School

Blood Moon Underworld

Over It

Please (Prod. Blade901)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapexgoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt & @kinshii

scapegoat: 

laying down inside my coffin 
i used to never cry so often 
breaking down my body’s rotting 
watch me break down into nothing 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
this is everything that you have missed 
i won’t be coming back cuz you’re a bitch 
i hope he makes you happy like i did 

skele:

i’m sick of the hiding tears 
on my good days 
tired of bad nights 
giving me heart ache 

i’m sick of the thoughts of you 
and my headspace 
remember the last time 
we kissed in my driveway 

i wish that i could just go away 
my mind is stuck on a better place 
so i guess i’ll hold on for better days 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
wish that i could make you happy just for a bit 
(just for a bit) x2 
so here’s all the things you missed 

kinshii: 

i’ve watched these walls cave in fall 
blend with the ash from my menthols 
in a little city, almost as pretty 
as the girl who pushed me in this hole 

and as i stare up at this hill 
broke my crown and lost my jill
and maybe this time i could change your mind 
before the test begins to spill 

away 
i’ll be gone by the morning 
i won’t stay forever 
so good luck hope you enjoy your mistake 

scapegoat: 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
this is everything that you have missed 
i won’t be coming back cuz your a bitch 
i hope he makes you happy like i did 

outro: 

i’ll be gone by the morning 
i won’t stay forever 
so good luck hope you enjoy your mistake

ghoul w/ skele & kinshii

Watching from far.. It's all that I know..
Watching from far.. I stay in my home ..

Tell me that I'm dead to you, was it ever meant to last?
I don't wanna die this young, 'cos my life's been a car crash.
I told her she could walk, she told me I'm the one..
I never understood why she's still with me. I don't need sympathy.

* I don't need sympathy *

Gothurted:

I don't need sympathy, I just need your love,
escaping from the apathy, I feel since you left me alone,
tell me you love me, but showing the opposite.
I see you calling, but I got no time for your shit...

Dead Broke:
Watching from far.. It's all that I know..

I see you calling, but I got no time for you..

Tell me that I'm dead to you, was it ever meant to last?
I don't wanna die this young, 'cos my life's been a car crash.
I told her she could walk, she told me I'm the one..
I never understood why she's still with me. I don't need sympathy.

Watching from far.. It's all that I know..

Sympathy ft. gothurted (prod. nate2timez / ricky ant)

prod. by coffin

lyrics

don't talk 2 ur friends, baby talk 2 me
i'm feelin the bends, pressure come off of me
it's friday nite again, like every day this week
she said "u make me sad," i said "u make me weak"
over analyzing and overthinking every word
over losin my guts from drinkin but that's not what she heard
i don't wanna bring u a split decision, so i'll just burn
don't want u gettin hurt, gettin hurt, gettin hurt

it's all my fault
it's always all my fault again

☽ friday nite eternal ☾

just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here
just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here

just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here
just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here

can we move on (or pretend this never happened)

convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
so take your places
i'm a running joke
you know your place
taking back all that you wrote
convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you

can we move on (or pretend this never happened)

Kaiden