not a big fan of alot of your stuff but you did amazing on this track wow

produced by @splashgvng & @1yeezo
featuring @skrxwd & @splashgvng
engineered by @marcdoesmusic

LYRICS
(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)

Been a couple months, you've been gone
I've been moving on, you been doing wrong
Got drunk with your friends and a tat that you regret
And you fucked up hooking up with homie at the CVS
Now you're hitting up my phone
Telling me that you were wrong
Pulling up in my driveway
And saying it's my way
And maybe inside, I've
Been hoping you'd come by
And lie to your friends while they give me the side eye

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

Here we go again, everything feels the same now
Take another shot, won’t stop 'til I pass out
She’s the only one to make me wanna act out
All new fit, bitch, I’m blacked out
Made a mess, in my head,
Put me up on a shelf
And every time I hear your name
I feel like I'm in a cell
You can blame it on timing
You know where to find me,
Stuck somewhere between nicotine and caffeine
The thought of you is always hiding in the shadows
Everyone around me says I'm acting like an asshole
Consumed by my thoughts, watch the time go
And I can’t feel a thing, spent a rack though
Really wish that you didn’t have to go home
Another night of loving you before you let go
Why you gotta fuck with my head for?
Like, for real

It's like, literally, all the fucking time,
You just hit me up, and you're like,
"Oh wow I miss you" and like, "you're so important to me"
But then, you're on the side, fucking talking to other dudes
And fucking like, hollering at people

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

use me (feat. Skrwd & splashgvng)

everything by me
thank you for listening
so much.

when the grass is dry
and never green
i contemplate what's happening
and who i was just other week
wonders why the fuck he felt so weak
letting water rise
and stumble down his cheeks
it gets a whole lot worse
when it's just a dream
for every promise i
just couldn't keep
i'll amputate your heart
so it won't bleed
i know it's not very often when we speak
i hope you know when we do
it's so comforting
oh, if i made up these feelings
then how am i still here?
and if the world is still turning
that's all i have to fear
i think that i've been in slumber
since last summer, but what made it end?
i've grown tired of conversations
it's like i'm brainless
(my thoughts go over their heads)
(their heads)
i hate that i get why you leave me dormant
i'm tired of feeling normal
it's horrible

amputee

prod. sorrow bringer
artwork done by my gf :)

you broke me down was it worth it?

you broke me down was it worth it?
i’m breaking beneath the surface
waiting for a higher purpose
but i know that’s worthless
i fear not for the end
i know that i’ll be fine
cause i’m the after life 
i know that you’ll still be mine
i’m letting go of the past cause it was flawed by desgin

failed from the fucking beginning 
they were out to get me
but i ended up winning
so i’ll sit back and wait
while you take your place
fucking your lying games
you’re such a fucking waste time for me
now it’s time for you to see

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 
you were to me
i can finally breathe
i was on my knees 
begging for you to leave
my life for good this time
well it seems i finally got what’s mine

nothing can change my mind
nothing can help you now
watch as the blood drips down
from your eyes
while you cry
no surprise 

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 
you were to me
i can finally breathe
i was on my knees 
begging for you to leave
my life for good this time
well it seems i finally got what’s mine

broken beneath the surface (sorrow bringer)

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

track 3 "lifefuckinhatesme"

Canaries were used in coal mines to detect the presence of carbon monoxide. The bird's rapid breathing rate, small size, and high metabolism, compared to the miners, led birds in dangerous mines to succumb before the miners, thereby giving the miners time to take action.

prod. iof

lyrics: 

i used to wanna give you everything
but now im feeling buried
down in the dirt like a canary.,..

but now i see thru all the shit u do
u never had my best intentions
in mind...
but baby you cant say that i never  tried

too bad so sad, u don't want it!
gave u my love then u departed...
i just wish i could take it all back
draw my last my breath as the room goes black...

i wish i could let this go!
but im so fucked up now!
i shoulda turned you down, turned my fuckin car around
instead i got a one way ticket six feet under ground...

six feet underground...x2

wait a second, i been thinkin all about you
stumbling thru dark alleys
i think i lost my point of view
this happens everytime
images of you when i close my eyes...

every night i dream about you
fall apart when i think about you
ohh...

i know you blame me baby
i know i drive you crazy
im losing my wind without you here
im counting every second without you near...

*chorus*

6 feet underground.....x2

:c

Spotify

6feetunder. [+IOF]

~2300~

Produced by myself and Ezra Martin 

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
It don't get much worse than this uh huh 
One more turn I missed uh huh
Frostbite on my lips uh huh
It’s not like I’ll forget uh huh
Scars still on my wrist uh huh
Show you where I’ve been uh huh
The hearts I’ve broken since uh huh
Some things I can’t fix uh huh
It’s alright just let go
A fading lie just an echo
The state of mind that I fled to
When all the love for me left you
I fell apart in that bedroom
And I’m seeing all that we’ve been through 
There’s so much you need that I can’t do 
But now thankfully I don’t have to

[VERSE 1]
Shield myself from
The outside I don’t feel welcome
At this time I hate what I’ve become 
But you rely on me for a reason
And I’ve grown so numb as of recent 
But I feel my lungs when I’m breathing 
Know I fill my cup full of demons
So I don’t feel lost when I’m leaving 
I’m a collection of faces
I hide in familiar places
I’ve seen the karma get wasted
I don’t acknowledge that I’m vacant 
For every promise that I’m breaking
I blame it all on my impatience
I’m selling out for a paycheck
‘Cause I told myself I’d never make it

[HOOK REPEAT]

*character limit lol*

Echo

good night
enjoy

lyrics:
tell me how to feel
tell me how to live
clearly i dont know
cuz now i rly cant forgive
put ur heart in a keepsake 
tellin him shit that we’d say
i smoke up for the relay
used to think that every
thing i’d say was backwards
shit i didnt matter
hard to cope at all
when i hear is all the chatter
my mind is fixed on my passion
i struggle with takin action

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

tell me how to cope
late december snow
blurry photographs
its chilly in the autumn cold
u know i miss u, farther
than we’ve been before
i know it got too hard
thats why im gone for good

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

easily, in fact [autrioly]

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you
ill make it better for you
ill find a way to change hue
i feel like alien
and i just want to relate
got me going

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

if we're talking about time i wanna cut it down
if its gonna make the wait longer then fuck it all
you're in my mind right now
and i just wanna get to you so i can shut the fuck up
got me going
dont fall down
SINGING EVERYTHING FROM MY HEAD!
its generic
but im simple
when you speak to me you make my legs tremble
i see ghosts in my room
i see ghosts in my room

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone
im so fucking sick of waiting for my life
im accepting the fact nothing happens over night

GHOSTS (Scottysplash)

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics

Falling for myself again
I'm beautiful at what I do
Take a problem or a pill
If it was made by you
I don't like the way I feel
And if you take my soul
Il never fuckin heal
And that's the way I do
Go on living new love
I don't wanna try and take a mission
true enough
Its time to make a feeling
For better thoughts
They don't like me
They gon tell me Im forgettable
On my life I break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

Go back
Never let me go I wanna know that
I don't wanna feel alone again
Feeling I know Just what u want on my own
And I can tell all of the things that we had
Breaking down the bottle again
She dont love me she gon take another fuck with her friend
She dont take me and im faded I dont start from the stands
I dont ever try to tell u why I dont understand, why i dont understand
On my life I break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

BREAKDOWN

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

Lyrics:

lights out
i guess im tired
and i been fightin sumthin
im goin silence huntin
i just want a moment, give me a second to hone it
every day that i wake, i gotta sharpen the blade

oh you're takin it back like it was a typo uh
i guess i was never your type then huh
cause you only like em when they love you and then leave but i wasn't that cause i never did mistreat you
you put up your guard, defend
how do we start again
when every conversation we're havin ends in disgust
cause i got insecurities and i know you don't trust
but honestly baby i don't want it to be the end of us

every time that we start to get close you pull away
and i know that i still gotta say it right to your face
but i make time to make sure that i'm around
but you never called, even when i'm not im town
oh i'll stay here even tho i know that it's fake
and i guess that we tried but it's just not aligned to fate
honesty and regret abstained, i think i almost loved you

every body got an opinion, i will just shut down
cause maybe i don't wanna hear you out the picture run mouth
and baby if i'm honest, i think that you should run now
cause ain't it bout that time for us to get close and then bounce out
eyes bled red but i want hazel instead
i'm sorry that i wasn't there when you wished you were dead
axe grind, cut the line, let my neck snap
make sure that it's taut baby won't work if it's slack

overdose license, pure death i siphoned
bro said stick to the tests, don't give a fuck i did the rest
swallowed all dat shit to give my respitory a rest
i was doin shit that'd give a baby hair on chest
and no im not proud, but i escaped from that cloud
shut the fuck up, boy them voices aren't loud
all those numbers on the internet, but you can't pull a crowd
and if we post up on this side then you are not allowed

oh shit i gotta, lie down
im dyin here won't you pipe down
you always said that what goes around comes back
but orbital, that's not how i'd describe my path
cause i just looked ahead and i see distance in my past
and things ain't goin slow your just too used to movin fast
i still got a couple questions i'm afraid to ask
understand i would but right now ima let it pass

6feetunder. [+IOF]

Kanashī

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