Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

first song with the new mic <33 
spotify pre save ! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/cant-take-it
prod.  @irby314 & @remghost

lyrics:

and darkness follows me around
makes it hard to breathe
i hate it when you're not around
need you next to me...
need you...i need you....

i dont wanna say what im thinking out loud
but it seems like all i can do is vomit these words out
yeah its never any good, when i run this fuckin mouth
i dont mean to shout, but im oh so worried about
whatcha gonna do to me in the end? 
whatcha gonna do to me? 

and i guess im way too busy in my own head..
i cannot stop thinking bout all the words we said
laying in my bed...
ohhhh..

and it kills me...
ohhhh
im breaking
ohhhh
cant take it
ohhhh
cant shake it...

and darkness follows me around
makes it hard to breathe
i hate it when you're not around
need you next to me...
need you...i need you....

and darkness follows me around
makes it hard to breathe
i hate it when you're not around
need you next to me...
need you...i need you....

cant take it [+irby & remghost]

prod by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya

and ive been
up n curvin around
can i catch a break
so far can i just relax today
so quiet is my soul
but my heart keep goin for this hope
the doors peakin
im stircrazy
locked outside
while its still raining
havent started life
but it feels so late and
theres so much to do
cant relate ya
clock is tickin i can feel the time go
started a new chapter of my life so
still adjustin need some room
sortin myself out got stuff to do ya

lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya

and i close my eyes
just cover me from the light
i face at the end of the tunnel
and its not that great
wait till then
what a bummer
when i can use my gps to go home

leftquiet:
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www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquietverified
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twitter.com/left_quiet

homesick

mix/master by me 

prod. sorrow bringer

dont know dont know dont know dont know...
if im ever gonna find the right path
dont know which way to go

i been waiting around
i been waiting around

i been waiting around
i been waiting around 

i been contemplatin' which way to say this
i know the cost but i dont know how to pay it 
please stop playin with me 
cuz u know that i would 
give up everything
for just a little bit of room to breathe

lights they flicker as i lay on my bedroom floor
i dont know why tf i even try anymore
none of these ppl really love me
i was foolish to think theyd ever think anything of me
of course they fucking dont...

and i dont wanna wait until theres nothin' left
ima keep on runnin' until my last breath x2 

ohhhhhh

Spotify

waiting around [+sorrow bringer]

Memento Mori w/ soulfade, emptychest, kuriosity, autumndropsdead & The North Shore [+ sogimura]

demons in my head (taurs x jolst)

Check out all the people involved with this track below!

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100 & https://soundcloud.com/lilspudxlp
Cover Art: https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

Thank you so much for all the recent support <3 ^-^

Lyrics:

[rxfxx]
i can’t breathe 
so i’m passing out
and i cant see past the stormy clouds
in my head

step out catch the cold air on my face
now tell me what did you want to say, now
i cant breathe
so i’m passing out (in my head)

[spud]
in my head
living with the undead
dragging on the floor 
and im begging you for more
i cant sleep so i tire with ease
and im begging you
to stay please

[rxfxx]
i don’t want to be alone
and i don’t know what i can do

[spud]
fuck it i cant breathe
this shit gone to my head
and am i better off alone?
coz im stressing till death
and if im gonna do it then it's gotta stay
hiding in a place where everything goes my way

[rxfxx]
i can't go on anymore
i don’t know what hurt me more

[robstar]
suffocating,
every night i lie up waiting
and oh i'm hating
every thought im contemplating

check my phone but
i dont think that she gon text back
i need a map
im wondering where my head at
firing thoughts like a gat in a panic attack
if i breathe in fast then my lungs collapse

only scremaing through my teeth
i cant breathe no i cant breathe
i keep dreaming that she leaves
i cant breathe no i cant

[spud]
fuck it i cant breathe
this shit gone to my head
and am i better off alone?
coz im stressing till death
and if im gonna do it then it's gotta stay
hiding in a place where everything goes my way

[rxfxx]
i can't go on anymore
i don’t know what hurt me more

I Can't Breathe Ft. Spud & Robstar [prod. King Theta]

Feat. @daystowaste

lyrics:
Lost in my head 
Thinking of you again 
Even though it’s almost been two years 
Since you left 

Yeah, I figured that all of this was for the best 
Even after all of the closure it’s still hurts in my chest 

Yeah, I miss you 
I don’t want to 
But every time I get let down I see the truth 

You were my first 
I just never learned 
How to love you the way you needed me to back then 

Maybe I just don’t know how to move on
I don’t think I’ll love again, I hope that I’m wrong 
Staying up late again, writing these sad songs
And somehow it’ll make things better 

Please just know

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you   

It’s been a little while
 Keep on talking to myself
 Now I wonder why  
I’m just standing in the rain 
Watching the flowers die 
All the days turn into months  
I’m losing track of time  
Feel my body going numb 
I wanna run back home 
Where the nights really long 
And I drown in your arms
 I wanna run back home…to you  

Please just tell me what you’re waiting for   

Please just know  

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you 

>self produced<

life without you (feat. Days to Waste)

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

A kinda sorta love song that I made with foreign hype shout out to him for mixing and mastering the song it means so much

I still need you w/ForeignHype (Prod Yasuu)

a cover of Heregoesnothin By Never Shout Never

cant take it [+irby & remghost]

Kanashī

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