and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

prod. @irby314
making it by
love u all always n forever
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
have a hard time picturing
making it another year
its the fault of few
but nothing’s truer 
than the lack of people here

and i’m fucking miserable
in the moments i hold dear
but i set example
i dismantle
from a brutal fucking year

if i could fly
i’d torch the sky
you’d see it over head
tonight
if i could right my
wrongs, i’d try
im losing sleep
over you tonight 

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

i lose it when you’re gone

i’ve seen my friends go through it
the shit they don’t deserve
the ones i love are hurt more
than they possibly deserve
i look across the sky sometimes
and see a star so fucking bright
i wonder if from miles away
you’d share that single light

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

have a hard time picturing making it another year its the fault of few but nothing’s truer  than the lack of people here  and i’m fucking miserable in the moments i hold dear but i set example i dismantle from a brutal fucking year  if i could fly i’d tor

spotify n apple

fourty more [irby]

last night w/ GLXSGXW x roachspliff

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

produced by Lxst Boy & Eric Godlow
og song: "christmas in july" by Swaine

-lyrics-
you thought we were best friends?
jokes on you got the whole gang laughin
i just made a beat out of swaine and eric
just to try to make another song about
you, you
let’s go
making waves like my name posiden
multiply money like i’m friends with midas
devine intervention cause my steps are guided
couple milli streams off the songs im writing
self produced the way im self proclaimed
working every day to get some hits under my name
make another project, never drop, kanye
stole this song im not even friends with sw-

slow it down hold up wait a minute
you do not speak until i am finished
throw down a beat like im throwing a dot
round of applause
Godflowing on a track it’s hitting
keep it briefcases, none of your business
ate the whole plate i don’t do dishes
she’s depressed she can’t be missus
i tried to ready set go
john wicking the whole underground
mix between me and rambo
wait are you ready now?
tell me are you responding now?
lxst are you getting down?
this is a diss against-
tell me are you responding now?

ARE YOU READY?

produced by metlast & nihil
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 

lyrics

god i hate it when your not here
why did you have to disappear 
loneliness hurts and i might fear
for the worst since the pic’s obscure 

ive been lying on my death bed don’t you know
so if you’re calling im not pickin up the phone 
it’s been hard to see the days pass my from home
here without you lost, confused, and all alone 

no one can help me (no)
no one can save me
i just have accepted
that im beyond saving
you should’ve expected 
or seem this all coming

my minds been infected 
since birth we’ve been fighting 
for nothing but violence 
has been what was taught 
we’re looking for silence 
in a self-boiling pot

mistakes became reasons
for why you had left
and as time changes is seasons
still my life’s a mess

god i hate it when your not here
why did you have to disappear 
loneliness hurts and i might fear
for the worst since the pic’s obscure 

ive been lying on my death bed don’t you know
so if you’re calling im not pickin up the phone 
it’s been hard to see the days pass my from home
here without you lost, confused, and all alone

i h8 it wh3n ur n0t h3r3 (metlast x nihil)

Everything is Falling Apart

I cant Feel (Prod. Landonxnoo)

NINA 12-19-23

All Of This - Ft. JoTheImmortal (Prod. Dead Spyro)

𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚

Mixed by weepings ( went off broo <3 )

Lyrics:

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site aye

[weepings]

I might take a lil nose dive
coke drippin down my throat
blow smoke 
out of the window
puffin that indo
everyday I decay
lately I've been low
playing nintendo switch
up all my flows
I know
soon baby you'll be a ghost

every damn call dial tone
I can see that you're home
why you ditching me
it's history
I'm missing your lips kissing me at night
alright I'm caught up in my mind
yes I'm seeing but I'm blind
my perception is confined woah

well I know I can't just show my feelings
I'm so high I've hit the ceiling
please don't cry ill be your healing
soul I know my mind is peeling

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site

nothing’s ever going right
hair over one eye like a pirate
i won’t fuckin sleep tonight
i don’t wanna see the light
damn man
and I haven't been okay
and things not looking great
drinking on a sunday
man i'm tryna find a way
make it through to the next day
and we're cycling, revolving through the motions better pray
above these altitudes my brain can't process
living with the shame
maybe it's for the best
my head it ain't been put on straight

like the shutter on a camera go click click click
the trigger on my head goes one two
maybe a hit or maybe a miss
still 17 with no first kiss
and i'm gonna go home nightmares tonight
said i was okay baby i lied
no one was there and no one could miss
something like this piece of shit

https://soundcloud.com/caspr/beer-pong-tourney-champs-2k20
produced by caspr

maybe it's time

Kanashī