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Crashing At Night Again

MĒLLO

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produced by: dercept



when i wake up, she goin to sleep
fuck all of this distance, yeah it’s poison on the leaves, i pray
every night that tomorrow you won’t leave
tomorrow u won’t leave yea yea 

lil baby just stay here with me 
you never fuckin listen, there’s no point in saying please 
i say
fool me once, you can’t put the blame on me 
fool me once you can’t put the shame on me 

cus i’m a placeholder,
it’s gettin harder to just stay sober,
paranoia breathes on my neck,
can feel the hate growing 

they told her,
she should leave me,
think she listening,
ignoring all my texts
i can feel that girl she’s distancing 
x2

but i’ll blow up, and call it quits!
one day you’ll be callin, i’ll tell you to get a grip
oh shit,
shoulda held my hand,
not cared about the wrist,
all this fuckin jewellery 
but u still don’t give a shit 
i quit
i’m sleeping on a couch,
it’s feelin like the ritz,
 i was fuckin homeless and they didn’t give a shit, she did
i’m alone with all this shit, i’m gonna switch
see me on the news, one more bad day then i’ll flip, like this 

(don’t tell me i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of hoping youre right 
i guess i’ll be fine)

listening to candour every night 
every night (shout out neck deep) 

i’ll 
move out of this apartment
sleepin outside, watch me fall into the darkness,
harness
around my chest it’s crushing on my heart, shit 
& i’m used to this pain, he getting photos of her topless
i wanna stay home, guess im introverted
all these sleepless nights yea they got my brain hurting
i wish i was the one you were concerned with 
rib cage empty, took my heart guess i deserved it 

deserved it.

—-

shoutout to wubz for inspiring this song. 💕

placeholder (dercept)

produced by LUMINARY 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNPvY8dk21feCVY1lF9MGdQ]

so late dropping, college has been getting to me. thanks if you listen :)

holding on

Lyrics:
im sorry i fell asleep, im drowning im six feet deep
you had my heart to keep yeah, but now you forgot and i bleed

im only as good as my rhymes
i said it a thousand times
if you really wanna be mine
gotta love all of my wild sides

im too depressed and im drinking on that codeine
youre not impressed not until i fucking OD
im on your bed yeah but you dont even know me
you climb on top but at least you coulda told me

ruin all my life like
wasting all this time like
you were never mine like
so i hit the fuckin pipe like

i just got too tired
i used to be the one admired
im only on that tango and cash, cause i been lookin for a way out and i be fuckin trash

im sorry i fell asleep
i swear its not what it seems
i wanted to see you in my dreams
i wanted to see you in my dreams

but now youre gone forever

i shouldve been there to keep you safe
i shouldve brought you to my place
i shouldve called you on my break
but i just thought youd be okay

Sorry I Fell Asleep

sorry i fell asleep

Lyrics:
i know im always saying that i wanna die
but what i really mean is i dont wanna cry
if i could go back and manipulate the time
then i could maybe change the way we see our lives

if i could save you id do everything i can
if i could go back to that moment, take a stand
you know i love you so it makes me really mad
that nothing i could do could take away the past

but now im here and we're okay, i promise each and every day
ill keep you right here by my side until our demons fade away
ill always need you next to me because i feel like easy prey
and if i wake up from a nightmare then you make me feel okay

yeah you make me feel okay
x4

i swear i wanna live if you're here by my side
you always wanna hear the thoughts i keep inside
and all the scary corners deep inside my mind
i promise baby that im really doing fine

cause now i know i got a reason to survive
because your smile and your laugh keeps me alive
i wanna get up but i never have the drive
until you look at me and i know im alright

You Make Me Feel OK

you make me feel ok (prod. splashgvng)

<//3

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

Lyrics:
they found shade in a melting car
he said "hey babe we probably wont get far"
"you see we've got some missing wheels and the engine is charred"
"and both our phones are dead so they dont know where we are"

sprawled inside a rusty bucket pile of trash
two lovers sat beside to hold eachothers hands
the desert sun was beating down upon the dash
the lovers thought theyd melt, catch fire, turn into ash

he said "hey babe, we could melt together"
when they find our bodies in this hellish weather
we're burnt, to a crisp, we're probably stuck to the leather
they'll say "poor kids, i wouldve raised them better"

the lovers faded quick as they were parched to the bone
the sweat upon their brow the only water they own
she rolled her head to look at him and let out a groan
he said that its okay because together we're home

he looked into her eyes and said "i dont want to leave you"
she said "babe its okay you know that soon we'll be see through"
"we'll be a couple ghosts and play some pranks on a mean dude"
"so never let me go so that i know where to meet you"

"who would know the deserts where we'd meet and then die"
"barely said hello we gotta say our last goodbyes"
"i really hope i see you on the other side"
and then they closed their eyes and drifted off and then died

Melting Car

Melting Car (prod. Idly Blare)

Lyrics:
when i lay awake inside the hole in own bed
all these thoughts come back and they come flooding through my head
i wonder what they'd do if they woke up and found me dead
i wish i could reverse all the events and where they lead

i know that i seem crazy i just probably need some help
dont listen to my lyrics cause youll know that im in hell
i promise im just kidding and im really doing well, i wear this mask like every day its halloween you couldn't tell

i would really not be shit at all without my favorite person, i just feel so bad that every night she gets a different version, of me i just spend my days distracted with a big diversion, its the only way i function when im lost in the immersion

i know i say im tired im annoying all the time
i really hate complaining about all thats on my mind, ill either keep myself real busy just to show that i can grind
or sink into the void and smoke until my brain is fried

keep to myself cause i know that im fucked
i know that i hurt everything that i touch
try to be nice but i know its not much
working all day just to bring in the bucks

dont wanna feel so i just wanna sleep
smoke on a bowl then i fall in the deep
baby i love you youre all that i need
i promise im trying to get on my feet

know youre my life so just please never leave
life is so fucked but i wanna believe
maybe the good things we just never see
im just a bitch while i cry on the beat

say i dont care what no one think of me
thoughts will not stop but thats just how it be
sailing away so that i can be free, but im dead on the shore and i float out to sea

in my lane, on my own
hit the blade its the only way to go
im not sane, but now you know
i wont complain when i know thats how it goes

Fried

Fried (prod. Lil Nightshift)

Lyrics:
i swear im really trying to get better every day
all the words i spit end up sound the fucking same
cause of all the stupid things that will always plague my brain
they just snipe out all the goodness but im OG in this game

but when i try to set the loadout all i ever get is errors
so i walk into the battle with this existential terror
and i know that i wont win because im not equipped like ever

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

its christmas again
i hope youre good my friend
i hope your soul will mend
i swear its not the end

i dont wanna ruin your good time
im just tryna save you from my mind
i know you wish that you were good, you were fine
ill just stay in my line, i wont talk, nevermind

"you should be happy so why are you not?"
i love all my people cause loves all i got

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

It's Christmas Again

its christmas again.

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

Released alongside @iamsavagekitty
Vocals by @iamsavagekitty
Produced by Prod.byCian & daks9k
Written by safehaven.
Mixed by @iamsavagekitty
Mastered by addmixx
Cover by @iamsavagekitty

as the morning rain fades away
you fall into a shallow grave
plagued by all these haunted days
laying there, trying to stay awake in this hollow place
All these darkest thoughts begin to lay, yeah

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

I'm stuck inside this gutted place
stare at the sky, but what you see
is not reality to be, a dream
but what is left?
an empty void, with nothing left
you start to drown, it's getting darker
but soon you realize this is not the end

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark

$AVAGEKITTY - morning rain (Prod.byCian x daks9k)

lyrics ⬇️ 

 it’s easier said than it’s done 
but you ran away from the fun tho
look at the back and the front 
but ik that there is nowhere to go

yea I got the tool in the backseat 
so I might jus shoot when you pass me
i did it for fun why you laughing 
stabbed in the back what you think you’re attracting
it’s over and done
i hope ur happy u made me in love 
just to break me down and push to a shove
lookin to heaven I’m lookin above

when I say heaven you look and you shrug 
why does that word always bother you much
take you church and I’ll give you hug 
But if you won’t take me I’ll roll up blunt

finished with love 
I know it’s never enough
but honestly I think it’s better than drugs
better than sex at the club
nobody changing the way  that I know how to love

you see me runnin it up now you come crawl back when I don’t need you
i think you ran out luck 
never in my life do I wanna see you

seemin like you want me out
wantin me out
wantin me out now 

but Ik what everythings worth
wasting my life taking my time now
you put my face in the dirt
Then you would flirt
my life a curse now

and I know what you really mean
when you deceive me when I go to sleep
i think of you in all my dreams 
i pray you don’t leave 
i pray that you seee

finished with love (flesh x cxrter)

Lyrics ⬇️ 

i wont tell em that im right
if i wake up and i want it
ima get it 
waste my time dontchu get it im not fine
i been tryin all my life an everybody switvhin sides
so what i gotta do to tell em i was right

im pickin fights atleast my parents think im nice
think twice
being honest oh my gosh i think im blind

yea tey to play me youll end up payin the price
never thought id say this but i feel alone at night
yea walk thru where they hangin in the back
I won’t pull up witta tool I won’t pull up wit a mac

yea you think you cool ima lay you on ya back
you been actin like a fool lemme show you where its at
if you hate me its okay im movin on
and i hope that if you ever hear this song
talkin bout you and that new man that you want
i hope they lnow that you had did me so damn wrong 

all he ever did was really talk
walk along the lines i felt like i could never solve
all these issues that hes putting in my paws
guess ill have to tell him off and tell her that hes gone

whyd i run away from everything that i want
i promise that i did everything but i took too long
so whyd i write the song to tell you how i feel
when i feel like i could rot

lemme rot away so i dont feel the pain no more
if i pull then you know yhat you mot safe no more
I dont need nobody else to play these chords
you’re acting like ur purpose wasnt there before
watch me do it all again
past tense where we used to be friends 
no more
i jus wanna know where you been 
I been layin down passed put on the floor

yea now hes gone but so am i
you killed a person with ur disguise
who am i to be if i wanted lies in my life i dont want it i just want you alive

rot. (yunnygoldz)

lyrics ⬇️ 

if you done rituals no ridducule towards
your pain
this stuff so typical its miserable this worlds to blame
think its all mytsical
youll sell you soul then its too late
u feel invisible when other people dont look your way

its not the principle thats nonsense its not a game
sell your self for profit promise you its not okay

if insecurity obnoxious just look up and pray
cuz gods the one only one who really ever wanna save

hes the keeper of the safe ones
hoping that i meet my day ones
when i see heaven the day comes
been a long ride oh so dangerous 
found my love in your relations
up above theres no temptations
new that life i knew was hangin 
On thread but ill keep playin
game of life jus roll the dice
theres no complainin
Yea

i feel alive so step aside
please gimme patience god
im outta time they’ll recognize 
that youre all that i got
life of lies
but somehow you still pick me up

yea gimme some time i promise ill change it
I know that i messed up
this could be part of the pictire you painted
if i could just fess up
no one trust feelin so vacant cuz they could not face this
had to up look up and had to replace it with all of your making

Feelin so perfect 
the second i told you that i didnt earn it
and maybe its certain the second life cannot carry no burdens
 N so many versions
of tales told
but i know who im servin
i promise its worth it

The almighty god is killing the serpent
yea
i wanted to drop but now i got a purpose
oh
If you wanna live dont live moment 
noo
cuz i got something that i hope you will notice 

i feel alive so step aside
please gimme patience god
im outta time they’ll recognize 
that youre all that i got
life of lies
but somehow you still pick me up

killing the serpent (cxrter x michael harrison)

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

wegmans

In Tongues (Deluxe)

Will He

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

Rough

Looking back at it all :O

ty @jaryo for the prod help :D

Hope You'll Be Around

clouds & concrete

Novo Amor
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Anchor

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"Let Her Go" single available now on iTunes! Find it here: www.itunes.com/passenger

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Passenger - Let Her Go

Lyrics

Tired of crying for people who don't even care
For people that aint even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don't know
I only know it ain't fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
This shit getting old and I'm only a kid

Tired of this, tired of that
What does she see in me? My heart is black
Walk out of class and I go to a stall and I cry
When I have a panic attack

But nobody knows about that
Cause I don't feel close enough to open up
My day has already turned bad
17 minuets ago just woke up

I don't blame God for not coming from Heaven to save us
Cause we don't deserve a damn thing
How could we go to a place thats supposed to be perfect
We cant even learn how to change

Use your brain, we're all the same
Only together can we get through pain
Too many people give up on their dreams
Too many people give all for some fame

Mom can you stop asking what happend to all of my friends
I don't even know
This is my world, don't try to get in
I don't want anyone getting too close

Not even you, not even her
Not even me cause I'm not even sure
I kept it real, but you never were

Tired of crying for people who don't even care
For people that aint even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don't know
I only know it ain't fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
This shit getting old and I'm only a kid

Waking up, space I'm taking up
Late school work, I'm not making up
Might be fucking up but I don't care enough
Cause the love I need ain't there enough

Suck it up, stop giving up
You little stupid fuck, why don't you give a fuck?
Life is fucking tough, road's fucking rough
Stop tripping out and quit tearing up

Let me in it's been too long
I'm sick of this, I'm sick of songs
This is not where we belong
Leave him behind and take me along

I don't like that normal shit
I fucking hate that formal shit
I like my abnormalness
Cant we just come to an armistice

If I don't tell you how I feel don't assume that you know how I feel
If I tell you that I'm depressed don't you tell me that shit isnt real

spotify.

me, i'm pain. | Produced by unknxwn.

Anything You Need

Lyrics

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for?

Confused my lust for love, just wanna fuck her
That don't mean I like her, that don't mean I really want her
I might just get what I want and then I'll bump her
Swear I tried to care but she was stagnant so I dump her

I'ma ghost that bitch, I'll haunt her
She gone shake it like a red nose, not thumper
Ass fat, I'm gone hear it clap like thunder
All we do is fuck until we lose it, Oh Wonder

You can hold my hand but you can't save me
Every bitch I loved a sham, they hate me
If you don't wanna give me a chance, don't date me
I can't put my heart in your hands, you'll break me

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for? (x2)

senseless! | Produced by Fantom

produced by pink

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twitter.com/ghostsocia1

i feel like shit everytime (pink)

produced by @deadspyro
featuring @kvnny

photo credits: @jwhaylandphoto on ig

in your burdens ft. kenny (prod. dead spyro)

first time (PROD. MISERY)

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

maybe it's time

Kanashī