This just auto play and I was like "oh", I really like this one can't way the release on spotify

Now that is a trip in a form of a track 🔥🔥

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

a mutual sickness report

Featuring @lil-p_nut
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I try my best to be a better man
Staying focused on myself
And my self betterment
Convinced no one likes me
I’m lacking energy
It’s nice to know that somebody’s listening to me

It’s nice to know somebody’s listening
To all my petty problems
Don’t tell me I can’t solve them
When the wind blows
I’ll lock my doors and board my windows
Too often I don’t know where home is

(pnut)
I know I’m a little mess 
And I’m hoping for the best but 
I don’t want riptides pulling through me
I can’t get in my head again
While hoping you’re listening 
Need to keep myself afloat
Hold me to this 

(pnut & Carlby)
I’m catching sand out of the hourglass
You say the past is the past
And we should leave it at that
But I can’t
Spent all of my money
Can I make it right back
Never get too attached
It always slips through the cracks of my hands

Listen on Spotify!

Petty Problems w/ pnut (Prod. splashgvng)

Track 1 "Lonely Nights" EP
Mix/Master/Artwork by me.
stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2Shc10HH738TS9EQ0r7hDj?si=32b8b0c358ed4f69
Lyrics:
man...
i think i fucked it all up again
so much worse than its ever been
maybe you could tell me that its okay?
maybe you could tell me that its not too late?
ooooo
like its not too late
ooooo
like its not too late?

i can never rlly stay focused
on anything at all
and i dont think its somethin
that can be fixed with adderall
im sorry that im not perfect
but baby just know i try
i try....
but baby just know i try

i been tryin to find myself
but nothin' ever feels right
stare at myself in this fuckin black screen
think its gonna be another sleepless night

feels like nobody ever understand...
maybe they dont go thru the same things
that i do?

its okay if you want to leave
just like everbody before you...

i can never rlly stay focused
on anything at all
and i dont think its somethin
that can be fixed with adderall
im sorry that im not perfect
but baby just know i try
i try....
but baby just know i try

i been tryin to find myself
but nothin' ever feels right
stare at myself in this fuckin black screen
think its gonna be another sleepless night

nothingeverfeelsright [+fantom]

prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

the portrait fell, & something changed

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

prod king theata 
lyrics

me:
last song, so baby keep it playing
my mom been sick of all the playing
iv been playing the part for too long now
i don’t wanna go i just wanna leave my hometown

when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up the phone

hated when i rolled up back then
and i never listened
i just wanna feel you smoke in my lungs
sorry for what happened
baby we were kids then, and iv always been on the run

like can i get up out the 864?
hate this town i don’t wanna live here no more
had me begging i was down on my knees begging please
don’t you walk right out of that door
when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up my phone calls
you don’t pick up the phone x2

spooky: 
you called me a lost cause
then you turned your phone off
iv been in a state of paranoia, feel like a brick wall
you used to be someone i loved 
now you’re just someone i pissed off
you just call me the problem
baby who the fuck got you locked up
iv been waiting round for years for you to tell me i’m the only one
that shit was as real as a folk song
this feel like the last call, at the bar up on long hill
i moved to California but you’re probably there still, uh

i hope the last songs one that you can’t hear
i hope you drive safe ima just steer clear
and growing up is just a cut that you can’t heal
and i know we were kids but why did all of it feel real?
might need a coat, you’re just like a storm 
and the years ain’t kept me dry

last song w/ spookybands

im losing count what number single but its on the @fleshgolem album nonetheless

lyrics

my life is a ticking time bomb
u play the right song
and all of the wires will spark

life’s short then why it feel long?
i’m tryna right wrongs
while surrounded in dark

love myself
i’ve been tryna get to that place
no words said
i would never come out of that place
i don’t know what to say anymore
a thousand notes on my phone that’s jus stored

i wanna get to sleep on time
i been heavyheaded got a lotta stress on my mind
medicating just sleep at all
plenty ppl fall
but i can’t just lose what i used to die for

i don’t check the safety
just vibin lately
the pressure tryna take me
won’t let it change me 
suffer more suffer less, it’s all the same 
had no choice still a voice yelling change

she said can u lov me for the moment
but it don’t mean as much so y’s it so important 
u see thru my lens shit distorted 
why u want me to against the grain again and again
its jus pain, its jus pain, uh its jus pain its jus pain
￼

against the grain

against the grain (flesh x ertu)

produced: tiedforsilver
feat: greenwood 
artwork: my amazing gf <3

lyrics:

( i would give anything to walk by your side again, alone my hands are trembling and i would make the sun drown)

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

(greenwood)

keep you safe, i don't know if i can manage
i whip it fast, sip it slow, its fucking static
guess you were right, never more than just an addict
i compensate, i overdo it fucking manic

all of that in my life though
i just really wanna go home
call you drunk from your friends phone
straight passing out at the dial tone
i don't what this life's worth
guess i don't see what you see (don't know what you mean)
nothing ever came easy when i'm face down in the deep

compensate i never get it right
run it different in my head like just the other night
see the mist and all the people on the other side
i know you're there and i don't even have to wonder

(epitome)

i do not have the time, nor a good alibi 
to explain why, how nothings been going right
i could roll the dice, but that would waste the time
of you and i, no need to try to chance it now

this loneliness as left a frown
on my face, it’s dragging me down
to the ground, now underneath where i can’t even hear a sound

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

i would make the sun drown w/ greenwood (tiedforsilver)

take what you need
take the rest of me
been nauseous all week
you've been haunting my dreams

don't tell me you care
you're sittin right there
fuckin around while i rip out my hair

so tell me
was it worth it
i had never meant to be a burden

tell me was it worth it
i don't wanna wake up i don't think there is a purpose

but does there have to be a reason
i don't wanna be here anymore i'm barely breathing

while you're barely bleedin
you're the only reason that i'm drowning in the deep end

so rip out my heart 
tear it apart
if i were to keep it i'd have to restart

if that's what you want
i'll pack and depart
i'll gather my shit and head straight to vermont

to be with the trees
is all that i need
i don't need you here
i just want all the evergreens

and i might fall apart beneath the trees
that overlook the spot we used to meet
i promise that it's everything i need
should have never worn my heart upon my sleeve

and i might fall apart beneath the roses
a deathwish and a pocket full of poems
i promised you but you ain't even notice
i hate myself i'm drowning at my lowest

a pocket full of poems (king theta)

prod @stezzyxl <33


how are u with me? 
ill worry for a time 
when flowers bloom to dust
there gone before my eyes

ignoring what i said
used to go and tell her friends
wrongdoings i repent
make it ache inside my head
dripping liquor in the sand
comes in waves that i neglect
wasted time sat on the fence
now im feeling its effect

https://open.spotify.com/track/7CiiHaxnJ8XJnpPCDrwmL5?si=kT635nlKQTGYz__AHsmLNA

https://youtu.be/oB_cq54fyqI?si=MJc67wBDwbk43K-V

nothingeverfeelsright [+fantom]

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