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my youtube (beats): ZERIUS
my insta: mindofzerius

sample: suicideboys @g59

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FALLING FOREVER (NEW CHAINS SAME SHACKLES REMIX)

LpCharm - Voices in my Head

https://open.spotify.com/track/2yHowQ2y8xnSZk3R8vrLaW

sorry for being quiet, i know what i wanna do now..
big thanks to idstayawaytoo and egs for the beat, more to come. 


TWENTYTHREE:
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777

PRODUCED BY IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo
https://soundcloud.com/egsmane

LYRICS:
Waste away another day, I hate the way I love your face but we both know it’s not the same, departed I won’t find a way to numb the pain that roams my veins the blades that change the pace I lay in light to hide in vain, when I still hope your hollow grave is safe 

If I was you id stay away my friend
Instead I’ll rot alone inside my head

Where have you gone my dear?
I've never felt so alone, cold, ridden with fear
What I've done, i know im wrong, I gave you space and now your gone, it sticks inside your head, and head it hurts, but """it's not love"""".

IT'S NOT LOVE FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS) (SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

For You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hcig2UlY7VA

Lyrics below 

produced: @prodnitrous

Mastered by @darkskyparadox

https://www.instagram.com/fatherfuneral/


I said fuck a litre 
I been chiefin foe
Percs make me anemic 
Barely bleedin in the cold 
We got lots of leaders
think that Jesus is a clone 
Tho I’m not a firm believer 
But them demons getting close 

Me and my father 
Finally got caught up 
He still has love for me. 
Went to my mom 
And I was surprised 
She didn’t smell drugs on me.
I feel okay 
And I’m in amazement 
Damn I love LSD.
I wanted to die 
So I can see why 
They say don’t do regularly
If mixed with amphetamines 
It’s something that’s heavenly sent. 
If psilocybin 
I feel alive when 
I feel the pressure and presence of god 
When I’m in a mindset 
End of perspective, don’t know what the time is 
Please bring a friend and come chill for the night 
And stall 
Let’s see how the night evolves.
I’m feeling sick 
I’m losing faith 
My ambition 
Like time, slips away.
5 in A.m. 
my minds in a place 
Where eyes to their lids 
Puts time in a maze. 


I’m subbing Kratom for Percocet 
Mind has been made up, no early death. 
I wouldn’t miss you 
Or being misused 
I’d prolly miss all those dirty texts. 
I feel the walls and they’re closing in 
Think I forgot about what sober is 
Haven’t been home in like over six 
Months think I’m getting too old for this 
I swear them Gucci lil loafers hit 
Givenchy is soft like it’s gopher skin 
She said she likes to get choked and shit 
And I’m the first one not an older man
I was 18 when I owned da whip
You was 18 on your phone and shit. 
More If I miss you 
Never an issue 
I’m all alone on the road (and shit) 

Move. 
Yeah you gotta move. 
Watch how I move 
Pussy is bruised 
From 2 intervals 
Can’t talk to the news 
Questions are cool 
but no interviews.

IF I MISS YOU (prod. Nitrous x Darkskyparadox)

I know u been stressed shawty ima roll the doja<3

mixed by me
produced by young whack

Spotify/Apple

i know u been stressed <3 (prod. by young whack)

prod. 4evr
mix / mastered by notacop

[lyrics]

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

it's been a long time
and i've been waiting for you
i was not the same before you
and i won't play the games you always wanna play
fuckin with my head now every other day
and i can't see it end now any other way
you started as a friend now i can't even say
that you was ever there for me

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

and when you find it in your soul
relinquish it and let it go

devil in disguise (4evr)

twitter: @xandersux
Produced by Keynine9
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Lyric Sample / Inspo:
Lil Peep - Gym Class

LYRICS
Fucking up, fucking up my life
Girl you know that you aint that nice
Rolling up herb i’ve been smoking on spice
Same mistakes only make it twice
Fucking up, fucking up my life
Girl you know that you aint that nice
Want that low then i got that price
Cold as fuck still drippin in ice

Still drippin in ice
Weed and the drugs got me feeling alright
Up all night tryna figure shit out
Blowing on loud just wanna hold it down
New Mercedes i’ve been going crazy
All these new motherfuckers shady
Lately i’ve been out my element, skateboard
Still making moves like a game board
Yeah i’m fucking bad my bitch going to hell
MBA class you still on that show and tell
Your girl got a thirst man get that bitch a swell
For a dude who secure the fucking catch like odell
Flexing like a push up,
Drinking free hennesy in the same club as pusha
I’ve been working like a dog, shit is wrong
And im killing every motherfucking blog that didn’t respond

I’ve ben down as fuck and you know
Up to be around wherever you go
Weed by the pound if you ever feel low
Getting out of town once i get this dough
Whip it like a racehorse 
Tryna make the time pass
Fucking in her dads porche
Tryna make the night last
Now you on the west coast
Dont know what youre looking for
Ive been in the lab writing raps ive been cooking more
Havent been sober
Since we’ve been over
Same old ways just a new range rover
Ive been dropping green like a cold october
Give you what you need like a broker
You’ve been fucking up my life
Just one step at a time
I dont think your wrong
But i never thought it was right

Nice (prod. Keynine9)

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

im dying

i can feel the dark side coming on
i wish i could stop it but its way too strong
it hurts and makes me think of where it all went wrong
lately i dont know whats gotten into me 
im doing things id never do the dark takes the lead
i remember what it felt like to be free 
that memory's stuck in my head and its haunting me
but now that dream is slowly fading into nothing 
now its like a weight has taken over me
i am so alone and it is clear to see
that it will always be this way its all ill ever be
i am broken down, not around my friends should see
this place could never keep a broken person like me
no more living in a fantasy 
its a scary thing yeah its a scary thing

thoughts under the moonlight prod.pulse

KARMASVOID