Your love is like the oceans tide 
So overwhelming but it hits me just right 
I’ve never seen it before 
Your love is right here by my side 
It’s so compelling I can’t look you in the eyes 
And I’ve never felt so sure 
Baby are you sure?

When I look at you I think of him 
And all the things that he could never be 
When I’d look at him I’d dream of you 
But I was just so caught up in the sea of wrongs
Never thought that I’d swim this long 

Your love is like a fish set free 
From a bowl that was way too small for me 
You set me off out in the wild 
I grew stronger; felt like a child 
A childhood that I never had 
A brotherhood, lover and best friend 

When I look at you I think of him 
And all the things that he could never be 
When I’d look at him I’d dream of you 
But I was just so caught up in the sea of wrongs 
Never thought that I’d swim this long 

And I know that it’s hard to let me in 
It’s hard to let love win 
I swear you were made for me 
And I know that when we’re apart 
It’s never really that hard 
Because it’s just temporary

When I look at you I think of him 
And all the things that he could never be 
When I’d look at him I’d dream of you 
But I was just so caught up in the sea of wrongs
 Never thought that I’d swim this long 

But for you I could 
And for you I did 
I saved the best for last 
But for you I could 
And for you I did 
I saved the best for last

Sea of Wrongs (One-Take-Demo)

Four

Written by Tanya Shah and Ramya Pothuri
Produced by Ramya Pothuri and Rishi Bradoo
Mixed by Rishi Bradoo
Mastered by Neil Pickles
Artwork by Akanksha Makhija

If I Dive Drunk

'Dismal' is the second single from Amartya Ghosh's second EP - 'What Does This Button Do?'

Performed By - 
Amartya Ghosh (Vocals, Guitar)
Ishaan Gandhi (Drums)
Ritwik De (Guitar, Keyboards)
Subhadra Kamath (Bass)
Rohit Gupta (Trumpet)

Recorded and Produced at Ghar Ka Studios, New Delhi

Lyrics

The hollow ‘round your eyes have gotten deeper
restless sleeper
Did you lose your love 
or did love lose you
use you
abuse you
And brittle things like life
just softly crumble down like wafer
A hundred years of bottled fears have gripped you
ripped you through and through.

Oh, sun!
Have you drowned
or have you just begun?
Sea is wide
My limbs are tired.
Take me home now.
Let me drown


Down
 Down
  Down


The road you took kept getting steeper 
steeper
You fell deeper
Visions that you saw kept getting bleaker
 fainter 
  weaker
Fire in your heart has disappeared in 
smoke and vapour
Poison gulped
has charred you
burnt you from within.

Cold wind.
Should I breathe out
Or should I breathe in
Loosen ties
I close my eyes
Fly unnoticed like the dust
in the wind.

Dismal.

What Does This Button Do?

Dismal

The song was written with the intention of having multiple meanings so that different people could connect with it in their own way, For me in retrospect its a song about being lost in yourself. The song idea was conceived through looking at a painting in my co writers (David J Cayley) house, the painting looks almost like time lapse photography, its a picture of London with everyone rushing by apart from one person, this person isn't the center of the painting but stands out in their own individual way and this is what me and David both concentrated on establishing though the songs lyrics and music.

Lyrics

I am the wedding bells 
Singing from the hotel-ed streets the sinful sleep 
The cacophony of sound 
The new born hope to this hopeless town 

There she walks between 
The light enclosed her dream 
Now she’s finally; free 

She has the tainted tells 
Screaming from the silent weep the mournful sleep  
The monotony unbound 
The chastened tales of the wedding gown 

There she walks between 
The light erodes her dream 
Now she’s finally left; to be

In Between

Lullaby

Lullaby (Demo)

do you feel suffocation at its peak,
Imaginary hands strangling all your weakness,
There is discomfort in this house
The kind your body wants to get out of

You know
The darkness is blinding
The chaos unfolds
You don’t feel like minding your business,
Cause this is
Far more interesting.
I don’t blame you now.
Now.

There is a place,
Abandoned like space
The silence it hangs,
From the noise that’s displaced 
Apart.
Apart.

Does not make a sound,
You don’t even shout
It’s clawing you down
This fear of missing out.

fomo

It's not complete yet.

Lyrics:

You called me up
in the dead of the night

You made some plans
I said okay, that’s fine

I’ll see you there
with my chest feeling tight

Awkward eyes
not feeling alright

You saw me there
Losing my way
Not a word
Was said through the day

You said it’s fine
I feel the same

Don’t look away
You’ll get through the Haze


Weird is good
and so is champagne

So take this glass
and let’s sing in the rain

We’ll stay away
from people and pain

I know it’s strange
but it’s not insane

You called me up
in the dead of the night

made some plans
I said okay, that’s fine

I’ll see you there
with my arms open wide 

Awkward eyes
But feeling alright

Weird is good but so is Champagne

tie your laces
before you go down to play 
look around you carefully,
before you push people away.
and (bon iver) has been playing repeatedly in my head today,
i saw a face, it reminded me of your gaze,
light headed and fazed, 
smoking a cigarette


the nature of this is ambiguous, 
i don’t know what to say when your hands are so distant.
prepare to leave, prepare to stay, 
there’s so much i have to say to you, 
but i’m confused, 
you’re going to leave anyway

and my body is hurting with all the locked up punctuation in it,
full stops attached to this.
and i am unworthy of sounds of Clozee and remixed redos are out of my league,


as are you.

mispronunciation(intro)

He's cute and funny, and smart and lovely,
And he's here
And i'm here too
In this planet that's ending so very soon
And climate will change,
But my love for joji will stay the same
It's mellow it's good, with a hard-hitting kick
It's conflicted just how he likes it
And maybe,
I need someone like joji

Seldom i see this character arc
Desexualised asian men are a start,
This feeling is not new to my heart,
But i think i'll be slow dancing in the dark
I feel like my head's so far away
Into the distant valley of replay
My head is a mess but i guess this is
Worth the attention

Joji
He's cute and funny, and smart and lovely,
And he's here
And i'm here too
In this planet that's ending so very soon
And climate will change,
But my love for joji will stay the same
It's mellow it's good, with a hard-hitting kick
It's conflicted just how he likes it
And maybe,
I need someone like joji

And maybe,
I need someone like joji.

joji

lyrics:

cloaks of invisibility are theoretical
But I’d like to believe that I can go without being noticed in a filled room
on the other side
There might be more light rooms 
all I know is cool shades of maroon and dark blue
it’s losing some its colour
Letting go of its hue 
losing the plot of the scene,
willing suspension of disbelief.

If I could just
Fade away
You know honestly im tired of keeping reality to myself 
And you can go 
Daydream
About people who feel, 
you suddenly don’t feel beyond repair

Just a reduction
To keep the paper cuts in
The accidental folder of "lack of serotonin" 
And
The fader keeps going
But your state of mind's showing
19 years and going
Wrinkled thoughts and pimpled skin

fader(willing suspension of disbelief)

brb facing the music

https://karshni.bandcamp.com/follow_me