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2022

fallin 5

Deathbed ft. Days To Waste (Nevrfall/Droozy)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

Instagram: kcchalkmusic_

Lyrics 

it’s fucked again 
don’t think i’ll ever win 
feel like it’s the end 
the walls are caving in (X3)

don’t wanna watch the concrete rain
every day you do the same thing
all alone sit by yourself
all alone in an empty house
runnin back and forth
while the walls fall out
do you have somewhere to keep you safe
thats enough and you need to leave

it’s fucked again 
don’t think i’ll ever win 
feel like it’s the end 
the walls are caving in

I was down when you really fuckin needed me 
stabbed me in the back had me really fuckin bleedin and

it’s caving in

yeah it’s caving in x2

caving in

CAVING IN ft. Lil Narnia (Bryan He)

@joshuasageart
@ddertbag

Lyrics:

When you walk my way
And I can’t explain
Why I feel this way
Trust issues
And maybe I’m to blame
You said I need to change
Put you in picture frames
I need you

And every single day
Is a passing day
Nothing feels the same
Again
You said that I should change
But I cannot change
You make it hard to stay
At peace again

Things feel so strange
Why do I feel this way
I’d go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

You’re all I have
Ahhhhh
Go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

And if there’s something I would go through
It might take a life
And there’s something I hold on to
it keeps me alive

It goes round and round and round and round inside of my head
I wanna know the rest can you gimmie a sec
Making sounds, they’re so profound, just to relieve the stress
And I feel truly blessed, it’s like I have no debt

Time & Space [+ddertbAg]

w/ @night_lovell

CORPSE: https://www.instagram.com/corpse_husband/
Night Lovell: https://www.instagram.com/nightlovell/
Milkgore: https://www.instagram.com/milkgore/
prod. deadwait

HOT DEMON B!TCHES NEAR U ! ! ! w/ Night Lovell

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

Listen on Spotify!

I Meant It When I Said ‘Til Death, so Let Me Rest in Peace w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Horosha & splashgvng)

Safe And Sound ft.Days to Waste & cutdeep (sorrow bringer)

standstill(2001/deadspyro)

dont wait for me w/suszach & sendflowrs (afterlife)

i’d rather die than live like this ft.cutdeep (afterlife)

feat @kcchalk100

(kcchalk):
tell me that i’m wrong 
barely  holding on 
sick of the lies and the bluffing 
look in your eyes and there’s nothing 

(gxlke): 
tell me that i'm wrong
hopin that you'll fall in love
baby, tell me that i'm wrong
yea

baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part
 
(kcchalk)
tell me 
i’m wrong 
i can never cut ties 
hard to say that i’m fine 
tell me lies 
wouldn’t be the first time 
am i alright 
hard to say that i’m fine 
fucked me made me feel like nothing 
then you left me all alone left me there rusting 
tell me that i’m wrong 
days are getting long 
don’t think i can take it 
don’t think i can take it 

(gxlke)
baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part

I’d do anything for you 
and I think that’s what scares you 

The difference between you and me 
Is you’re afraid 
and I’m here on my knees 
wont you to be my everything ?

take your time 
I’ll show you patience 
i promise all the time we spend doesn’t go wasted 

I’ve been refraining from getting so fuckin faded 
I’m on a path of bein better
you’re my prize saying I made it 
just imagine that, I still get sick to my stomach hoping that you just love me back

baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part

i'd do anything for you
baby just know that it's true
tell me that i'm wrong

tell me that i'm wrong (ft. kcchalk) (prod. 2001 x Jolst)

Better In Time ft.babyave  (afterlife)

YOUTUBE LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMS4VqtU_30

ecco2k - security! (cherri flip)

prod @mynameisvalentine x @underscores x @lunamatic (@thefthproject)

mixed by @p4rkr

art by kittirea on instagram!! <3 https://www.instagram.com/kittirea

<3

1:15 〔fromtheheart〕

Forget it

hope u having a good day :D
prod me & @deltooo

[lyrics]
i ask myself if i'm a girl or a guy
im so confused inside my head and i do it all the time
i fucking hate you and ur friends plz get out of my mind
my locals wouldnt understand so i keep quiet all the time

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

i shouldve never trusted you in the first place
id never thought that u would lie straight to my face
i was stupid, i was wrong, i feel dumb, i need some space
my future's bright, im alright, looking forward i cant wait
and god i love my friends, even if they piss me off
and im tired of my fake friends, i guess ill just cut them off
and i get hurt way too fast, maybe its cause im way too soft
im getting attached, i cannot feel, i gotta get away at all cost

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

dysphoria ( delto + angelus )

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https://music.empi.re/kill

MOVE (PROD. FLEXATELLI)

RADITZ (PROD. CXDY)

Watch the "Barbie" Music Video: https://youtu.be/qNU-I7l395A
Stream/Download "Barbie": https://song.link/us/i/1539844112
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/j2sse/

Barbie (prod. gee hues x je$$e)

music video- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ovcq8_rI_8Q

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October on Spotify

october (p. dxnnyfxntom X june)

This song is for anyone who’s ever been put down or made to feel bad for being who they are. Anyone who came to this planet with a sensitive heart that was hardened by the actions and the words of others. Anyone who’s ever felt like screaming “FUCK THE WORLD” at the top of their lungs. This song is for you. It’s meant to set you free. Stop running from who Jesus made you to be. Embrace it. To the fullest. Because the moment you decide to do that, anyone who scoffs at you only makes a mockery of themselves and the person they wish they had the courage to be. Find that courage within yourself.  Be the difference. That’s real Bad Bitch Energy. 

Dropout Klub Vs. EVERYBODY

Bad Bitch Energy

Unreleased

Living Life

Living Life (EP OUT NOW)!

Dont Do Drugs

Alternative musician in St. Paul, MN  

you’re never alone in life 

instagram- kcchalk_