prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

backseat (Prod. IOF)

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
she had her life in a picture frame
had her future signed away
he had managed to escape a mess
a year with none to blame

take me away from my innocence
i could only dream that we were kids again
once i had fallen i had never left
it was u that once had told me what the sigil meant
now the journey begins
hundreds of souls never to speak again
i could be different but pride is a sin
u couldn’t manage urself let alone a
trip to burden many like yourself
disregard to hundreds and their health
all in search of feelings never felt
you were so selfish u didn’t deserve it

and now the memories come flooding back to me
like a ship at sea we capsized, never recovered the bodies
we went down burning (in a ball of fire)
draw back the curtains (in her funeral attire)

and i can’t wait to find you out
as life goes by i feel my time run out
hey i wouldnt be surprised if you hate me
i been struggling alone on the daily
i know im a lot to handle baby
tell me if you need to breathe, i’ll be waiting

stream everywhere!

I. eulogy for a funeral [jolst x irby]

self-prod

Rob - https://on.soundcloud.com/hgqiB
Flowrs - https://on.soundcloud.com/HKQrx

Summer's Dead w/ Robstar & sendflowrs

restless w/ RainingOnRoses & Seejayxo (Pekarot)

lyrics:

all alone 
please stop calling up my phone 
i’ve  been on my own
now my heart is cold 

you broke all my trust, 
now it hurts to think of us 
a picture frame covered in dust ,
was it love or was it lust 

now i sleep way too much 
dreaming of you, missing your touch
now i’m off these drugs 
the only things that keeps me numb 


not what you want not what you need
i’m not enough for anything 
you stabbed my heart left me to bleed 
now there’s a hole where you used to be


shoutout twilightblue and draven for everything. love y’all

all alone (twilightblue)

ig im trippie redd or sumn idk

you called
and im sorry i missed it
im sorry im distant
i need my redemption
im lost
but im scared to admit it
i need my prescriptions
just so i can fit in

to the standards
you hold me to
but thats okay
im sick of you
ima cauterize the wounds to rid of all you put me thru

gunfire in the trenches of my cortex
cerebral misalignment makes it all feel like a vortex
tantalizing sights reduce all of the melatonin
insomnia is takin over awake til the morning

keep on puffin smoke until my psyche gone
ima stare until my sight be gone
no rights or wrongs
hopin one day that u smite me god
strike a bolt into my forehead make the lights go off

im a minimalistic goddess when it comes to my life
sick of copying popular artists like guardin on winter nights
when i cant think of shit to write down on the paper bound
to the seams of my notebook like im bound to whats in this town

let ur body rot inside the mess you made
polar opposites resolve themselves within the pain
feel the smoke enter my lungs and fog out all my brain
when i take a 2g cone rolled up wit purple lemonade

pack another bowl until i cannot feel my soul now
baby im a goner idk if i can hold out
owoowoooutttttttt owowowoouttt

could u be a savior when im boutta flick the lights out
cuz ion wanna end it truthfully but thats just life now
oowowowowowowowowowowo owowowowwwowwwwww
but thats just life nowwwowowwowowowowwwowowowowowowow

cerebral misalignment

3 (caves x splashgvng)

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

(produced by calumniam) 
lyrics:

"Individualism consuming my soul
And I dont wanna be alone
Hide in your safe space 
Rot in your basement
Whatever it is that you call your home

All and all I have been breaking my back
All for something that I lack
This shit put me way off track
Time to go back to the dumps
Stuff my woes in the trunk
And then steadily sip on this 'gnac (yak)

Fuck that, ima burn this whole theatre down
With scenes that you dont want around 
What was that sound? Oh
It was me n you 
When we scattered the ashes then fell to the ground

I dont need no 'bitch'
I dont need nobody
All I think I needs another fuckin swish 
Ain't nobody gonna help me outta this ditch,
Time to cut the final stitches out, so

Look at me now, 

look at me now

All and all I have been breaking my back
All for something that I lack
This shit put me way off track
Time to go back to the dumps
Stuff my woes in the trunk
And then steadily sip on this 'gnac (yak) 

Fuck that, ima burn this whole theatre down
With scenes that you dont want around 

scenes that you dont want around"

'my guts are gucci' ('HOME MOVIES')

music video: https://youtu.be/3sUsq_OnH5A

produced by: @cherryonline
guitars by: @splashgvng
vocals, mixing and mastering by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

pick up the bag, before you start to cry again,
if im so bad, then why are you still fuckin with me, with me?

and I said pick up the bag before you start to cry again,
you can powder, just kiss me right before you leave, you leave

so I guess ill stay last in this rat,
and I always break glass when she snap me,
and she smile like she never had a bad day,
grayfox you can find me in the ratway,

she don't mention my name to her friends,
cut my face, I got blood stains on my chest, 
these pains they stay in my head,
I know you don't want me, but play pretend

she said go home, at once, 
I don't wanna see you here anymore,
and I said calm down, you're drunk,
let me at least just walk you to the door,

and she said go home, at once, 
so I punch a wall baby I know that you like that,
she grabbed my shirt, and tugged
now we make a mistake but I won't fight back

pick up the bag, before you start to cry again,
if im so bad, then why are you still fuckin with me, with me?

and I said pick up the bag before you start to cry again,
you can powder, just kiss me right before you leave, you leave

she don't wanna text back, she heartless
tellin me to fall back, im all in,
really wanna hurt me, cut my skin, 
like it when she dirty, she like spit
x2

if u think I didn't see this coming then ur dumber than I thought,
yeah u take all of my pain away with just a single look
x2

spit (cherry)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

that’s yunny on the beat man i’m running with this shit
i know too many ppl in the scene that call it quits
when the plays drop a little, what the fuck did you expect?
you don’t care about the music you just care about the cents 

run red lights, on the weekend 
baby call me up every day she steady scheming 
tryna get my head right,
so i read em,
but i don’t reply,
i won’t cave, no disagreements 
anymore

and your accrilcs, got you fuckin grinning
i wish that i could have the same effect because i’m missing
the days where we would sit around and listen in the kitchen 
to the birds above, who the fuck am i kidding?

she said what’s your task force? 141 
hole in your chest but i’ve never held a gun
bring em all down on my own don’t run,
you don’t care about the music you just care about the funds 

like 141, we ain’t on it,
kill your best friend wrap him up in a carpet,
shoutout to the plug i been moving all this product
shoutout jcm i been stayin with my shotgun 

that spas 12 send you straight to hell
kill your whole squad then i turn it on myself
i got rot in my heart, bitch i’m not well,
but i got all these shots in the dot, don’t tell


(nmih)

ain’t gonna lie, i think i hate me
ain’t gonna lie, i think i’m struggling with myself lately,
so take me back to the sunny days that i miss,
i’ll never forget the feeling from our first kiss,
and you’re still cute when you cut your hair,
in your red dress,
you got my mind doing treflips,
141 gonna be in your playlist,
me and grayfox made cod rap famous

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

cut your hair w/ nevermadeithome (+ yunny goldz)

Alternative musician  in Dallas, TX 

you’re never alone in life 

instagram- kcchalk_

restless w/ RainingOnRoses & Seejayxo (Pekarot)

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