Damn i remember when this song came out its been 2 years holy shit

Hearing this song is crazy. I had a crush on a girl named Helen and i never made a move .. and from time to time I think about what if. so yeah. this super crazy and nice to hear.

Will You Ever Care

Video here: https://youtu.be/Z7hKIVu13og

The amount of support I've been getting for these tracks in the EP has been unreal and it makes me very happy that I can put these very personal songs out there for you all to enjoy and relate to. At the end of the day, that's what keepitinside is about. 

I am going to be putting these songs up on bandcamp for y'all to purchase so you can support my goal to pursue music full time.

Track #3:

when i'm alone.

[art] by Ilse Tse 
contact ilsetse@gmail.com for any inquiries

[lyrics]
oh how i tried
to think about how i messed up this time
and all i see
the worst things always come back to me

if i hold it all together
i can barely make it through
so keep it all together
maybe for me
maybe for you

close in the spaces
i chose to switch faces
and the light can be harsh
for my hopeless heart

if i hold it all together
i can barely make it through
so keep it all together
maybe for me
maybe for you
i'll do it for you

VIDEO

safe in my bathtub

here is another cover, thank you to everyone who listened to my feelings are fatal cover aaa. i am so grateful :> 

instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpuGSfniyiU

watch // cover

hello! this is another cute track that i hope you guys would enjoy (:

thank you howlight for the amazing harmonies, music, and cover art much love!!
howlight: https://soundcloud.com/howlighttt

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summer, sweet like cherry
i put my socks on, dance with the warm sun
blue skies and your crystal blue eyes
you'll never know, how much i want to be with you

i can be, i can be your baby
if you want, if you want lets drive 
i can be, your baby

moon light passes
and you're still the one on my mind
warm rose scented 
have i been living a lie all this time?

Blue (prod. howlight)

i was bored and wanted to get something out so i recorded this kinda old song by ed sheeran :) 

hope you like it and have a great day/evening!!💕💕

cover art will be added soon! 💕

thinking out loud.

Mixed by @ilwesto

Lyrics:

I wish I could see you again 
I still hear your voice in my head
I still feel your arms around me 
But the earth keeps spinning slowly 
And I just have to watch from afar

I wanted to run away with you 
And build a house on the moon 
But now we’re here 
And oh so far from home 
And I just want your hold
 
So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms 

Do you ever get lonely my dear
Knowing I’ll never be able to reach you from here
Since I’ve left for the stars above 
I’ve been missing the feeling of your love 
Please bring me back down

So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Wish I could touch you, feel you 
Wish I could be there, near you
Wish I could see you, I need you 
So baby please

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Homesick

art: www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

wrote this about a year ago. i can still feel it v much.

 ive been trying to experiment with different sounds and i feel like just plain simple like this is what im most comfortable with. still gonna try new things though! 

lyrics: 
You’re warm
How did I ever let
My friends tell me
About your beauty

You’re right
You know how to correct
How I’m feeling
You are my healing

Ill always remember
What you said December
Ill always stay near you
No longer will I fear you


Im hurt
How did I ever let 
My feelings go
And blind myself

You were
So stupid about me
But our love bittersweet
And I’m sucker for fantasy

Ill always remember
What you said December
Ill always stay near you
Though no longer will I try to hear from you

sucker

mashup of the songs show me love + atlas hands for a school assignment i did last semester
THANK U @pivot1 FOR HELPING W GUITAR

show me lov

what if?

lyrics~
Helen
Maybe it's time
I got it off my chest

It would've
never worked out
I was just afraid to say it

But too many times
I end up in my
What ifs
I feel like stone
At the bottom of the ocean

Helen
I'm sorry I couldn't hold
My own worthless soul
For you

I don't know
Why I froze up every time
No one fed me any lines
To use

Too many times
I end up in my
What ifs
I already know
You don't have to say more
I get it

And too many times
I give up on my
What ifs
I feel like stone
At the bottom of the ocean

helen

Take Care (demo)

I SOLOMLY SWEAR I'LL STICK TO THIS VIBE IN FUTURE SONGS 

Lyrics:

Are u mad 
Should I care? 
I could be anywhere
Are you mad? 
Made of glass 
Cut yourself 
On all your shards
Don't fall apart 

Call it what you need to 
You're still a motherfucker 
Watch all of it bleed through 
Scared ill blow your cover 
Call it what you need to 
Call it whatever 
You know I know 
You know I know 

Call it what you need to 
Then believe yourself
If you act like they need you 
Then they might as well 
You see me talking 
But you're hearing someone else 
I pretend to see it 
Like you pretent you know yourself 

Are u mad? 
Should I care? 
I could be 
anywhere 
You can have 
All you have
I just want 
Myself back

Make me a wish 
Treat it like bliss 
Smother your words with the blood of my sins
It is what it is 
We lose and we live 
Better be glad that I'm down to forgive 

Battle for pride 
You win or you die
My mother don't know what to do with her mind
Taught to comply 
I'm stupid and shy 
Emotions are tactics, they're safe when they hide 

Don't trust what you feel 
He'll tell you what's real 
My father, the manic, can teach u a deal 
I need to heal 
I don't know what's real 
Voices inside of my blood never spill 

I do as I'm told 
But what do I know? 
If the devil can wait
Then they're sure to grow old


Are you mad 
Should I care? 
I don't care 
Should be glad 
That I'm here 
But I'm here
Made me sad 
But it passed 
Now I'm here
Yeah I'm here
Count the stars 
Let her know 
I am here
I am here
You made me see through 
You made me someone else 
I don't know why I keep you 
So close to him aswell
I need to feel true 
But you only buy what sells 
You're sad, me too 
Forget how I felt


 talking about sides
But I'm just hearing Bla bla
Laughter, talking about pride 
just pick your act up
Acting like it's fine 
Is just a promise to disaster 
If you had the brains 
I'd tell you mind over matter 
 
There's something with your Mantra 
Acting like the type 
Who would be struggling with captcha 
I'm kinda bored 
I don't have time, I'm moving faster 
Does the need to pick a side 
Not make you mad huh? 

Seems you're getting drafter 
Blank inside your eyes 
Consumed by what you're after 
Uninventive with your lies 
I think I found your match hun
They're trusting and you're sly
Damn son
Don't think that I'm Stupid cos I'm kind 


Existence of humanity 
Your personal blasphemy 
Your worl has to be small to be 
So limited on dignity 
To love yourself u needed me 
But only with your part in me 
But I've got so much more to be 
Fuck you 

 
--

When you told me that 
Even the stormiest seas are 
Part of our nature, 
Yours had me hoping it would drown you.
17.1.17


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composition, performance, writing and production by IVYLO

helen

keepitinside

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