production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

trying my hardest

prod/mixed by xona & heylog

@heylog

-lyrics-
I’m on my way
called your name
and you left your trace
don’t you dare say we’re the same
and everything’s on my grudge
you despise everything for us
don’t tempt me with this trust
I just I know what it is for lust

Im a burden you can move me to the side
I just want you out my life
and I hope these things don’t lie
don’t tell me that you love me like alright
burnt flowers all around
3 days on what I found
everything don’t like my sound, oh wow, what did I do right now?

maybe in another life
I’ll fall for your eyes
don’t show yourself up with another guy
fucked up and you want this drug
2 years and you want to talk (x2)

polar

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prod 1bea + river

why when we talk
must it be the same
i kno tht ur way more interesting

u insist we talk when u dont feel the same
but really i just dont know what else 2 say

and i dont like 2 talk 2 long
cuz u and i dont get along

but when i get up
i lose all track of my thoughts
dont say it unless u really know!

u really just come and g-

stream

intrusive

Vocals by maxeem / cover by ekdsc (https://ekdsc.neocities.org/)
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

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(@prodnomu)

Got me thinkin i could fall for u
Ur jus a devil in a dress
That i keep talking too
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

Now i dont want nobody next to me
U only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ye
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
And i can tell that u dont care its like ur testing me 

I’m getting tired of the same shit
Ive tried it different but its always hard to change it
And u dont even kno my name yet
 gime a chance and ima waste it all

chorus

waste

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produced by xona 

-lyrics-

𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺

you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

how am i not happy no more?
i'm so tired i can't walk out the door
i tell her why i'm feeling these things
but therapy was never part of me
i could end it all
but i hate thinking only of that
now the days feel long again
i write songs to forget all of this

so you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

fragile

What’s it mean to be a king?
With no else around
To be fly up in the sky 
While they’re all still on the ground
Says she wants to be your queen 
But what does that even mean
When she hasn’t even seen
What goes on behind the scenes 

What’s it mean to be a king?
What’s it mean to be a king?
What’s it mean to be a king?
What’s it mean to be a king?
With no else around
With no else around
With no else around
With no else around

She wanna be my queen and it feels amazing 
I’m stuck inside a dream cause I need you baby
It’s never how it seems yea I hardly made it 
I’m never gonna be anything you want 
It’s never how it seems I can’t go back
Always in the mirror but you never look in tact 
Money by the boatload I got all of that
Money got it solo that’s a whole fact
They be so mad cause my pockets so fat 
Pull up in a jag but my rari going faster 
Like nascar 
pull a fast one on you niggas 
get an and 1 
I’m in Atlanta with a draco in my bag bruh  

What’s it mean to be a king?
What’s it mean to be a king?
What’s it mean to be a king?
What’s it mean to be a king?
With no else around
With no else around
With no else around
With no else around

Kenny Orlando x Okayracer! - whats it mean to be a king *samoss*

im god (sxth sns)

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say so Spedup

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

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In a world of villains, be a hero
the salvadoran anti-hero
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