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running through the pages

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stuck in my head w/ grandee + twikipedia

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Walk round the town i got vests on me
Sipping green you turn to a zombie
These days i swear everybody tryna clone me
Key word is try yea they can't succeed

Shit changed but i stayed the same and (did it pay off?)
I be wishing that i changed up too
Someone needs to tell me what to do

I can't even keep it in how i feel sometimes
People tryna tell me that I'm past my prime
and this shit a competition tryna waste my time
Some people tryna tell me that I'll end up fine (I'll be fine)
Drive me off line
You don't gotta ask me if it's alright
Used to talk on skype
But that shit been died (it been died)
Am I ever gonna know if you're fine

Man it's ok i get it
I need space as well
But i don't wanna hear your crying when i take you off my shelf
Delete your number off my cell
Don't try to contact me as well
Cause i forgot how to feel, and I've never been better

I walk around with a vest
Why he always talking crazy i know he don't wanna test ok
I'm tryna buy a fucking jet
And I'm not paying no taxes lil bitch fuck the IRS ok
DJ Khaled we the best
Tryna cop myself a crib that's the only thing I want no less

I don't need a deal
Even if I fall off i'm staying real

vests

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Recorded on my Laptop Microphone for fun.

I move this Saturday, and  "chronic" will continue as soon as I finish acoustic proofing my new room which won't take too long. i'm hoping to finish it as soon as possible. drop date is still 2022.

lyrics:

i don't really give a fuck, what they talking bout
said i don't like paper, prove him wrong right now
bitch i'm counting rolling paper, imma smoke right now
and he not talking money what he talking bout
she said she want me so i kicked her out
back then i had less than hundred on my bank account
you be talking shit but im here what we doing now
and if it's up to me i'll try a hundred ways to make it out

you be talking shit you going through it
im a band man, i phase through the groupies
that hoe tried to fuck on me she thought that i was stupid
i just took his shit now he look stupid

i haven't dropped now they're clueless
i know if they don't copy me then they can't do it
these rappers talking bout their mans gonna shoot it
bitch i shot off his brain now he stupid (x2)

every time i win i catch them losing
yo bitch dont want you she was choosing, but that's just how it go
i was in the field you were snoozing
now they don't fuck with your music, don't count on me lil bro
i was getting bands by my lone
you fucked it up yourself it's like you tried to go broke, i know
if they catch me i'll get life for this phone
methods that i shouldn't have known, i don't know

stupid

instruments by twikipedia

yeah I've been here before
your roof over my head
I'll look so stupid when i understand
caring about everything i did back then

I'd love to let it go
and i've got myself to blame
the tv static drifts as i awake
how could you leave me like this and get away? now
when i watched you change i didn't have a say.. now
cracking my head on the wall
and I'm guessing we were never friends at all

so when I'm gone.. and turned into a word
keep everything inside your chest
but don't fret, yeah I'll always be here
like a stick in the mud
where you know that it's placed
and when now turns into back then
will anything matter all
and all the things that you wanted to say
i guess you went away
till i gave out

understand

produced by me

I'm your dirt
it's always what you wanted
sunken ship
my message in a bottle
setting sail
in search of something solid
so innocent
a knife still in your pocket
i don't.. see what you mean
i still hurt in my dreams
can i put on a front just for fun? just for fun
so you kick and scream
treat me like a machine
fifth floor's never before
looked so low

could've been
anything i wanted
but i still can't come up with something
print my face save yourself the moment
it's in your eyes, it's what you want
and tonight, i wished on a comet
so it crashed inside my apartment
i stuffed everything inside my closet
because I'm leaving tonight

sail

produced by me

This song has nothing to do with the game

Lyrics:
I wanna be your favorite boy and girl, the one you think about
Feel the guilt crawl in my skin and bones whenever you're around
And nothing's worse than you with someone else, you're mine, you're mine, you're mine

I love when you try hard to hurt me then I feel like i'm real
(Its hard to feel that way.. i'd die a lot just trying to feel something)
You bash my head against a rock when I confess what i feel
(I love the headache afterwards.. I love the E.R room with you)

And you know how i feel but you choose to play hard to get
Before you met your guy you were someone i could understand
What did he treat you like for you to turn into a psychopath who loves to watch me cry?

I wanna be the guy.. If he's allowed to fuck up.. then I wanna be the guy
So tell me, what's he like? So tell me, what's he like? I wanna be the guy

i wanna be the guy

Everything by me

I've done it all
And something always seems to go wrong
Wake up and fall
Quickly after closing my curtains
Quickly after fading away
And they'll find out that I stayed put where i was placed
i dropped the ball
it wasn’t that simple at all
I'm tearing up
mold gets on my eyes as it falls
specs of dust make my vision blurry
i shut my eyes and let myself collapse

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

And I feel like you think I'm a waste of your time
Grain of sand or a rock in your sole
Would you be wrong if you said I have everything but nothing that i've ever wanted
But I'll let you know
The seasons change yet in the summer everything felt so cold
And i need you to be my hero just this once

And i feel so hurt sometimes (I feel so hurt sometimes)
But nothing seems to get you to worry
I’ve been losing track of time (Lose track of time)
Trying to get back in your story
I have no life of my own
So please let me go home
One more day is all i need
To show you i could be
Somebody else

hurt

lyrics:
i spoke to a friend and told him that i need to find him
and it's been near a decade but i still think about you
i still remember the way to your home, and every room inside
what if i came knocking and asked for all my time back
i keep track of yours but do you keep track of my birthdays
is it true what they say, do you want to hurt me

when i find out what you really meant
will it make me bash myself
or will we ever meet again
and i know that your mom still remembers my face
maybe she looks back and tries to pinpoint when i changed
maybe if i brought my games
maybe then i'd get you to distract yourself from the shame
and there's nothing to be worried for you know that i'm still here
i know you'd still look for me if i disappeared

friend

Lyrics:
i thought i was everything you are
i know there is only room for one
backing off, holding onto straws
so if you wanna take it
don't make me have to say it
i wish i was
see-through like you
the world is yours
i'm yet another screw

i knew that these new tricks weren't enough
i threw away my rut in a daze
in a chance it'd go my way
i can't keep slipping up in answers
push me out if you claim what's yours

so if you wanna take it
don't you wanna just yell about it?
stick to doing what you know how to do
cause it only happens once..
it only happens twice
watch me turn into sand dissolving
can i be the first one to call you wrong?
how did one look go so far
just look at where we are
just look at where we are... where we are
how did we get so far

for the rest of your life

room for one

im high and a hypocrite

fuck you

here:

we're all running from something
we do it in different ways
some of my friends chose to smoke
to take opiods and coke
i tried
to be here for a long time
and you took one more pill to cut me off
and i don't wanna be one
to watch as you fade away
i tried to tell you to stop
to hide your fix away
but you said you've done this for a long time
even if you took a thousand pills i'd stay

and i know that i'll never know
even if i say a thousand words
i'll never get it
but know you can't die yet
if i leave and go back home
promise you won't hang up the phone
you know i love you
it's not your turn

running (demo)

i can't get enough
do i want too much?
(from you, from you)
this could never work
i would get too hurt 
(from you)

cause don't you know when it gets dark 
i can't see as well as i should
you wouldn't get it
that i can never change

what did you say to me?
can you say it again?
(for me, for me)
i can hardly hear
how i can i be here?
(for me)

cause don't you know that in the end
you can never leave with your friends
you wouldn't get it
that i can never change

i guess i wasn't made for times like these
(i got myself into it again)
but now i read between the lines i see
(never ever will i love again)
i guess i wasn't made for times like these
(i got myself into it again)
but now i read between the lines i see
(never ever will i love again)

and now i know that in the end
there's nobody holding your hand
you wouldn't get it
don't you know?
(in the end)
you don't get it at all
at all, at all, at all, at all, at all

roll credits..

fuck this song
i recorded this in a shitty car with a 20$ microphone. i don't know how to mix said microphone.

i did what you wanted
and now there's nothing left to do
i'm a statue in your mattress
letting go and leaving scratches
now nothing's important
there's nothing left i like to do
so for fun i'll eat your scraps and
light my insides up with matches

when you're gone
i lose sense of direction and at home
i see a lookalive of you on my tv

light me up oh i wanna
melt away in your arms
i see someone looking
but it seems like they're so far
so far

fuck what i want i'll
do everything you tell me to
hold my breath until i'm purple
until i'm speaking in circles
break something important
break everything i tell you to
these frail bones will heal themselves up
and we'll all be okay

tell me do it, tell me do it, and i'll do it.

fuck what i want

i'll be yours for now

safeword (demo)

Produced by Lito and Tgwog

this song is almost 3 years old as of release

i love buying clothes
Might cop this beauty:beast
I’m up in shibuya with my bros having a feast
My bands they all increased
Takahiro on my tee
And dA too elite
Take a flight out to the east
Did you think that I was just finished
I got bands and they touchin the sky
They all snakes and i’m wonderin why
When i’m up with my bros feel alive
It’s a lot of them days that i cried
Now i walk inna store ima buy
And i moved out my home sayin bye
Had to dip now they wonderin why

I got this feelin it ain’t right to me at all
And i see things that always wanted me to fall
You gonna lie to me then say it ain’t your call
But you won’t speak the truth so I think that ima 
Ball without you
No bitch ima ball without you
I got my racks on my own ima go spend it all without you
No bitch ima ball without you

I’m in the back in the club with that muhfuckin rick yuh
I been doin this shit on my own so just get off my dick yuh
I’m too ******* i’m too ***** and no i ain’t joinin your clique yuh
You can see me outside of the venue if you talkin shit yuh

And i feel things that make me think that i’m losing my mind 
And she want me to slide i think i might take my time
I got too many sons that don’t pay dues think that’s a crime
I lost too many friends you see me overthink at night 

Did you think that I was just finished
I got bands and they touchin the sky
They all snakes and i’m wonderin why
When i’m up with my bros feel alive
It’s a lot of them days that i cried
Now i walk inna store ima buy
And i moved out my home sayin bye
Had to dip now they wonderin why

I got this feelin it ain’t right to me at all
And i see things that always wanted me to fall
You gonna lie to me then say it ain’t your call
But you won’t speak the truth so I think that ima 
Ball without you

requiem

on my own
since nowhere i go ever feels like home
and you know how it is
to want somewhere to sit around and be
but the cost
of privacy is a lot
look at the photograph and think
you're where you need to be

and i've grown tired of this place
i'll make the sure the mirrors break
when someone else stares back
these days i've stopped of plans
giving everything away
and letting my plants die

i'll stick for you
because you don't deserve to be alone

while so scared of judgement but selfish to think
i would do the same sin with god looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at us

the usual (demo)

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

Standard

we won't be sisters
try to erase me
you dared to have my hand through your clothes again
don't you know we need some space
just maybe it was a phase in the end
i can't hold onto one weekend
i won't hold onto impossibles too
if the memory ends i might break
no one at all should know
don't be so afraid
in the limit, there's more you could take
i won't say if there's no curatives left
so go and find some on your own

lately, i've been having this dream
with some kind of earthquake shaking everything
i had seen this figure hold onto my hand
even though i knew there was no one left
and now the dream has gotten old
i wake up shaking, not from fear but something else
something i don't know
(i wasn't afraid of you at all)
(i wanna stray away)
(i wasn't afraid of you at all)

if we had to try
wouldn't it feel wronger to start over
doing whatever all over again?
but i shouldn't know
in the end of the world let's watch all the meteors fall
why wait until we're gone?

and i wanna see everything i'm missing
we all wanna be something that we're not
you'll feel accomplished for someone that looks like me
don't try so hard to get rid of everything

hourglass memory

Eb Standard

Even in fall
You'll live out your sunny days
So when you're all alone
I hope you can find the missing space

And even in a dream
Even in a dream you found the words

I write this knowing you won't see it
We're both missing puzzle pieces
And i can't really explain right now what it is I'm even grieving
And everything's been drastic
And I'm not used to the feeling
I'm used to nothing at all

There's no point in knowing what there is to know of, what they all talk of
If you lose while trying, weaponizing dying's easier for most
If i was a rifle maybe then you'd hide me underneath your bed
When they chop my head off for the sin of being, they'll come for you next, you dumb fuck

rifle

i sat
perfectly still
unable to move
unable to tell you how i feel
secrets weren't always there
in a perfect world
maybe then we'd have nothing to hide

don't turn your gears around me
cause i can tell just what you're thinking
oh you're my favorite subject
and when you talk I'll always listen
close enough
we've got close enough
i won't go anywhere at all

i keep holding onto these coffee stained pages
post-it memories
stared at until i couldn't see
i want a new family
someone i could the blame on
to make me feel at ease
to make it easier to sleep

oh you've been hearing that i've been going bad
and my ideas they didn't work as planned
and everything it happens all the time
life threw a bone at a dog i threw away the chance
and i know humans, they love to make mistakes
and i know humans, they hold your arms and dance
and i know humans, they make you so confused
i wanna know how human you can really get, you can really get

don't turn your gears around me
cause i can tell just what you're thinking
oh you're my favorite subject
so when you talk, i'll always listen
close enough
we've got close enough
i won't go anywhere at all

anywhere, where
where, where (because I'll take you anywhere i want right now and you'll just follow me)
follow me

only human / anywhere at all

FACGCE Capo 1

Now you're stuck and it's your fault
I tried hard to help you through you it all
It was so simple
You fucked up when you just had to apologize

Don't stand so close to the TV
Cause you might see something you like
You're so special so unique
I wish that I could take your mind

If this brain was somehow easier to mold
I'd get it just the way i like
I'd be someone with a little bit more courage
And wouldn't feel the need to lie

Wishing i'd stop talking
I can't seem to shut my mouth when i need to
You didn't mean to leave me alone
But I spoke early, way too soon
And there was nothing you could do but see through me

I couldn't help but notice the calluses up on your hand
Don't live with your fists closed

Take that empathy you have and shove it somewhere else
I don't need your pity I'll feel sorry for myself
Oh to think the finished painting had so many lines to see

Now I'm stuck and it's my fault, reach out and I'll cut your arms in half
It was so simple, so easy to speak on my behalf
Now you're gone and it's all up to me to clean up your mess
And I'm back to thinking that I need someone to care for me
Why'd it have to be so easy?

tackle

Eb Standard

se voce não me lembrar
vai ser melhor pra nós
o seu mundo vai rodar
ganhe o dia, ele sempre foi seu
se o retrato quebrar
jogue o fora
sem dó
os meus restos vão ficar
na sua vida depois

eu sei, voce não faria outra vez
mas falei, nos ainda queremos ser assim, quase alguém
sentados a espera de uma vez
eu fiquei

se meu mundo acabar eu não vou mais correr
minhas pernas vão secar
eu ja fiz meu dever
então voce vai ver

eu ando atrás de uma certeza, ela tem que ser perfeita
algo surreal, fora do normal
e eu nunca quis acreditar, em nenhuma profecia
é que gente como eu não tem por que sonhar

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

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