delta - 04/29/24 (demo)

fuck this song
i recorded this in a shitty car with a 20$ microphone. i don't know how to mix said microphone.

i did what you wanted
and now there's nothing left to do
i'm a statue in your mattress
letting go and leaving scratches
now nothing's important
there's nothing left i like to do
so for fun i'll eat your scraps and
light my insides up with matches

when you're gone
i lose sense of direction and at home
i see a lookalive of you on my tv

light me up oh i wanna
melt away in your arms
i see someone looking
but it seems like they're so far
so far

fuck what i want i'll
do everything you tell me to
hold my breath until i'm purple
until i'm speaking in circles
break something important
break everything i tell you to
these frail bones will heal themselves up
and we'll all be okay

tell me do it, tell me do it, and i'll do it.

fuck what i want

i'll be yours for now

safeword (demo)

snippet posted 12/17/22, song resurfaced late 2024

twikipedia - loud loud loud

no deal

key vs. locket (twikipedia) - "bossa chords"

Feel (feat. Twikipedia)

Cover da musica da Raken do album da Playback

Eu consigo tudo o que eu quero
Mas não consigo ficar com quem eu gosto perto
Por isso que eu to sempre vivendo o momento
Porque eu não sei qual é a ultima vez

Ja errei

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

FACGCE, Capo 3

thousand times i've told you i'm not one to save
helping hand i made sure that you knew your place

i know my place, i know my place, i know my place, i know my place,

hey even though i said i'd fuck you up
i can't stand to see you get like this
i don't wanna be the one
that has to run around
and tell you that you're missed
even though i said i'd listen
lately you stopped making sense
i'm not good enough to treat
the parasite disease
that’s been plaguing your head
maybe i just don't understand

even though i said
that they’re nothing but words
my brain still tries to find
something to get behind
and even for no reason
i'll still look for meaning
there's nothing here to gain

i'm as ill as you say
with nothing left to give
malnourished, turning gray
just look me in my face
when i talk to you
cry but have a reason
don't act like you always knew
maybe i was right
and in the end i'd grasp at you
trying hard to hold you still as you leave, as you leave

and if i begged you to listen
maybe i'd get you to give me some time
maybe i'd be just like back when you cared
but really you'd shut me off
i want your pity so hear me out
i should embarrass myself for your love
i will embarrass myself for your love
i will embarrass myself for your love

i will stay still in the memory
here we don’t move and you’re still there
and nothing ever changed at all today
i tried my best to cure our symptom

ooh ooh ooh ooh

symptom

FACGCE Capo 1

Now you're stuck and it's your fault
I tried hard to help you through you it all
It was so simple
You fucked up when you just had to apologize

Don't stand so close to the TV
Cause you might see something you like
You're so special so unique
I wish that I could take your mind

If this brain was somehow easier to mold
I'd get it just the way i like
I'd be someone with a little bit more courage
And wouldn't feel the need to lie

Wishing i'd stop talking
I can't seem to shut my mouth when i need to
You didn't mean to leave me alone
But I spoke early, way too soon
And there was nothing you could do but see through me

I couldn't help but notice the calluses up on your hand
Don't live with your fists closed

Take that empathy you have and shove it somewhere else
I don't need your pity I'll feel sorry for myself
Oh to think the finished painting had so many lines to see

Now I'm stuck and it's my fault, reach out and I'll cut your arms in half
It was so simple, so easy to speak on my behalf
Now you're gone and it's all up to me to clean up your mess
And I'm back to thinking that I need someone to care for me
Why'd it have to be so easy?

half enough

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