i should leave and take home a thousand words

Tomorrow when the farm boys find this
freak of nature, they will wrap his body
in newspaper and carry him to the museum.
But tonight he is alive and in the north
field with his mother. It is a perfect
summer evening: the moon rising over
the orchard, the wind in the grass. And
as he stares into the sky, there are
twice as many stars as usual.

Light spills from my broken window through the street brightening up trash bags and cigarettes
She made it so fucking hard to feel like me under my skin, I know how it feels
But you know he doesn't play, I tried and nothing works
And even though we're still at war, we still bleed the same
Roses by the porch when I leave the house
Toxins in the air, Factories nearby

He hurts again but I would never tell
Was I good enough for you? Or good enough for me
I'd say I raised you fine or good enough
The kid's turned out fine

Once a dreamer, not a worker
Skipping in line so I could make it up to you
Someone said I changed but it's not nothing new
Fuse up in my heart it's not comfortable
I've been trying to figure out how to act less cold
Trynna take myself a place that nobody knows
Every passing year man it just feels so old
But the present year's the youngest you'll ever be

I've been trynna tell me myself that I'm not that bad
To enjoy the time I have cause I'll lose it all
I say sorry to the ones that I hate right now
When I die can you please come to my funeral
Wanna look like I did something
I wanna look like I was someone

twikipedia - factory (demo)

found this one of her other twitter accounts
https://soundcloud.com/luckynumber0/comet

key vs. locket (twikipedia) - "Song i threw out"

https://soundcloud.com/csdgreatness/twikipedia-iflas-snippet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rgVhpvnfmk

twikipedia - think fast (unreleased, leaked, by @freightrains on yt)

Minha tentative de fazer uma musica "twee pop", era pra estar no meu album quando eu comecei a fazer ele mas joguei fora em uma semana.  Lancei por que se não ia ficar num limbo musical.

Musica de 18 de Agosto de 2024.

Is It Just Me

Standard Capo 1

I know that this is all you've known
For all of it's worth
For all your life
And that's just how it is
Crotchet me my voodoo doll
This time I decide
If i win
Or if i get to lose
Painful, but that's just how it is when you lose yourself
In someone else
But what do I know?
Strangely it all seemed to stop right after I left
And back home every house starts losing space
Drawers ran through, choices made

Oh my god, I thought about it for a minute then stopped
Fucking myself won't get me any further
Looks like I did nothing but talk a lot
Like I said, the thought was hanging on the back of my head
And the city's hero turned his back in the end
The end, there was no saving left

You know that you can't fix the cold in the wintertime
You know that even if you pull the strings you flatline

But nothing matters like it does when I'm near you
And nothing matters like it does when I'm there
And nothing matters like it does when I'm near you
And nothing matters like it does

I know how it feels when giving up
Part of you pays back
Everyone had someone tell them that they're not enough
You took it and laughed
Riding on a promise, you won't ever say so
You threw out your microphone, took the bus and went home
Now I get the feeling it's some kind of syndrome
You said that you hated it why didn't you say so

Why didn't you say?  Why didn't you say so?
There's nothing else I would've said
I tried

promise

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

Eb Standard

once you told me you'd
give me everything
i sank deeper and
found myself hiding
found myself wishing
but you had your reasons

i'd fly high
to see
however these things used to be
i saw it in your eyes
don't lie, this time

i can't fly but i 
need a moment to see
in this clarity
someone believes in me
i hold on to the cracks and try to believe
to believe
mirror tells me judge
but i'd never judge you
i know i don't try
but i think i trust you

for you i'd repeat myself
a thousand times
fear driven dog in your way
screaming for help on the railway line
i stray far from the sea by day, by day
so if millions judge then what's the use?
i don't need your grace, you can save yourself
I've wished for those wings you were born with
in my selfish ways
stumbling every time, stumbling, stumbling

you knew me back then

i can't fly but i 
need a moment to see
in this clarity
someone believes in me
i hold on to the cracks and try to believe
to believe

i can't fly but i 
need a moment to see
in this clarity
someone believes in me
i hold on to the cracks and try to believe
to believe

carpe diem avem

FACGCE Capo 1

Now you're stuck and it's your fault
I tried hard to help you through you it all
It was so simple
You fucked up when you just had to apologize

Don't stand so close to the TV
Cause you might see something you like
You're so special so unique
I wish that I could take your mind

If this brain was somehow easier to mold
I'd get it just the way i like
I'd be someone with a little bit more courage
And wouldn't feel the need to lie

Wishing i'd stop talking
I can't seem to shut my mouth when i need to
You didn't mean to leave me alone
But I spoke early, way too soon
And there was nothing you could do but see through me

I couldn't help but notice the calluses up on your hand
Don't live with your fists closed

Take that empathy you have and shove it somewhere else
I don't need your pity I'll feel sorry for myself
Oh to think the finished painting had so many lines to see

Now I'm stuck and it's my fault, reach out and I'll cut your arms in half
It was so simple, so easy to speak on my behalf
Now you're gone and it's all up to me to clean up your mess
And I'm back to thinking that I need someone to care for me
Why'd it have to be so easy?

tackle

Scrapped song from "i felt like a sketch" by key vs. locket
Happy birthday to me
Too lazy to write lyrics
Eb standard

half enough

keyvslocket

Recent comments

anzu

Milky

‎6nso

orujie7

Related tracks