OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS.
(Lyrics)

I’m sitting in silence
I’m trying to fight this
Feeling inside me
It’s so uninviting
I’m hiding behind this
Beautiful Angel
Behold the gold halo 

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I lay awake in my bed almost every night
Counting all my flaws like stars that decay my pointless life
I’m not okay
I’m not alright
I probably never will be fine
So I go and grab a knife and mark a few more lines 
But the thought of loving you is too strong
It fans all the fumes that I’m running on
So I gotta let you go
I won’t pick up the phone
I’ll let all the blood flow
You won’t see me anymore

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me
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My biggest drop yet, I hope you guys love it as much as I did creating it. This is Dead Diary.

Dear Diary (Prod. CapsCtrl)

kill me.

track three of "dead skin [ep]"

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lyrics: 

and I cant seem to remember the last time
i cant recall the last time i saw a fire like this inside somebody’s eyes
i don’t like the way it burns, i don’t like the way it hurts
i feel myself crash out when those flames dance
i’m a piece of shit for the way i treat myself
there’s not a single perfect human, and i know that
it’s not that, girl i’m telling you, it’s something else
it’s something ‘bout the way
it’s something ‘bout the way the world looks in the eyes of a man gone mad
i don’t like this look in your eyes - it’s a hunger i don’t understand

it’s been so fucking long since i’ve felt this
i don’t really get where my mind is headed
we're not the same, we're not the same
i shouldn’t love you i don’t fucking get it
i been going fucking crazy like all day, like all night
it feels like armageddon inside this box that i live
the same air is getting fucking stale
i’m ghost white, i’m fucking pale
walking ‘round on eggshells, you hate this, and I know that
tell your friends that i’m a fucking fail
i spaz out when i text you
block my number, i beg you
i just wanna forget you
close my eyes, you’re still in my bedroom
i can’t shake this
i can’t shake this, i can’t shake it off
would you follow me if you heard i had taken off?
fuck it
yeah, this life i live is dangerous
i’m fucking crazy but i was tailor-made to be a star <3

i feel myself crash out when those flames dance
i’m a piece of shit for the way i treat myself
there’s not a single perfect human, and i know that
it’s not that, girl i’m telling you, it’s something else
it’s something ‘bout the way
it’s something ‘bout the way the world looks in the eyes of a man gone mad
i don’t like this look in your eyes - it’s a hunger i don’t understand x2

MUSIC VIDEO

armageddon saved my life [prod. lil biscuit]

Manifested You

if there’s no tomorrow
would you still be here
used to be so exciting
at the end of the year
let the smoke mend the sorrow
and replace it with fear
didn’t think i’d be crying
at the end of the year
self image in smithereens
in the mirror i don’t see the man i thought id be
remember when i saw myself hanging from a tree
memories take a hold
i fucking hate these memories
i grew up
i was too young
so i screwed up
it must be dumb luck
but i’m still standing here
hopeful for a better year
maybe someone will see how hard i try
it gets worse with every year
i drown it with everclear
hoping things will be a little different this time

end of the year [prod. w. falls x sk8miles]

s/o cl6udy <3
FUCK SPLASHGANG
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: cl6udy
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Intro]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

[verse 1]
shawty said its my world, i just gotta make it
i dont give a fuck bout anything except the payments
give me all the money, you can keep the fame shit
i dont want the paparazzi all up in my face bitch

they were all up on my dick n now they wanna bump me
i dont like the fake love, it comes off so corny
your bitch on my line n she trynna make me horny
i dont want the pics baby girl, just come n show me

i been on my grind with these slits on my wrist shawty
trynna get some diamonds where i was leakin n shit shawty
got the city on my back n they dont even see shawty
pullin off from the show in the tinted n lifted big body

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

n thats fine [Prod. cl6udy]

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz 
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
she was never there for me but i guess i couldnt see that
i been on my own for a bit so now i start to see it
i think she just wanted me, a body she could sleep with
i hate thinkin back on it but sometimes i just cant help it

[Verse]
whatd i do this all for
whyd i waste my time on you?
girl im feelin awful
whyd you have make me feel used

so im wakin up late just to hate myself
i dont need you i need someone else
you make me feel sick, make me feel unwell
need to move on but youre what i dwell on

youre stuck to me like a parasite
youre a disease and you take my life
make me feel just like im dead inside
but youre so pretty how could you be so vile

[Chorus]
she was never there for me but i guess i couldnt see that
i been on my own for a bit so now i start to see it
i think she just wanted me, a body she could sleep with
i hate thinkin back on it but sometimes i just cant help it

vile [Prod. shxdy808]

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

that's not what i said [prod engless]

Sleepless nights, painful discoveries, & hopelessness. Sometimes love can be painful to feel. Sometimes we love because we were never loved properly and our emotions are too hard to handle. We're so unhealthy that we begin to eliminate the person we once were, or even alter someone else's personality for the worst. This EP is the story of a toxic cycle and being too afraid to continue our own self journey. Things that hurt us often seem so familiar and comforting when we face new challenges. I only captured one dream sequence of the story, what will be yours?

LOVE WENT AIRBORNE

@nothingnowheremusic
@nothingnowheremusic
@nothingnowheremusic
@nothingnowheremusic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK6YP0CVdr8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK6YP0CVdr8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK6YP0CVdr8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK6YP0CVdr8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK6YP0CVdr8

nothing,nowhere. - Alive And At Home (unreleased)

instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/c/BalázsVargaMetalcore
https://soundcloud.com/bloodredshade

kid kurl: https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/7VWRFhSokPzDW9hG7

lyrics:

I'm drowning in the water
Pulling me under
Into the waves
The tide is taking me
I can't escape
I've lost my grip

*WHAT THE FUCK
KEEP MY HEAD ABOVE WATER*

Don't let me go
I can't swim
I can't do this on my own 
Give me your word
Don't let me slip
Into the abyss

I'm drowning in the water
Pulling me under
Into the waves
The tide is taking me
I can't escape
I've lost my grip

You gave your word and I held that
You pulled back and I fell
Off the edge and I can't get back
To where we were, oh where are you?
I swore I'd be there
And I'm haunting you
Can't break your word like you broke my heart
You Can't let go
You can't let me drown

*DONT LET ME DROWN
So take it all away
I've been waiting for the day
For someone to wash the pain
Can you take my pain
I'll take it all
Until I crawl*

I'm drowning in the water
Pulling me under
Into the waves
The tide is taking me
I can't escape
I've lost my grip

*OH MY GOD
I'LL ROT INSIDE MY GRAVE
AND IT WON'T BE LONG
I'LL TRY TO REACH THE SUN
BURNING OFF MY SKIN KILL ME ONE BY ONE
I HAVE FOUGHT FOR WAY TOO LONG*

Darkness is all I see
When you're not next to me
At the bottom of the lake 
I'll see you soon
I've given up, I've lost my breath
Ghost of my former self
I'm here to stay, with you forever
At the bottom of the lake

*WATCH ME BURN UNTIL I DIE AGAIN
I WILL RUN WITH PRIDE IN A LIFE OF SIN
I HAVE FOUGHT FOR WAY TOO LONG*

At the Bottom of the Lake

☾*
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