i’d rather die than live like this ft.cutdeep (afterlife)

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

It's August, it's raining, it's pouring
Too much for the lady, she forfeit
This green make my way through the forest
Writing garbage and shit for a chorus
Facetimes are building a portrait
Someday I'll be whipping in foreigns
Smoking some spliffys out in the orbit
I'd show some feelings, but I ain't really important, yeah
I ain't really important

Fuck this place
I need a drink
To wash away
All this fucking taste

Fuck this place
I need a drink
To wash away
All this fucking taste

I can't say
You'll miss my face
I'll count the days
The drugs hit my brain

Fuck this, fuck this place
Yeah, fuck this place

august

not home. - august (splashgvng)

i hate rollercoasters (p. wisssery)

lyrics ⬇️

it’s getting harder to breath now and no it’s not cuz I been smokin the leaves

everything falling apart how
you look at me and then I start to freeze

so hard to function everynight I look at you in my dreams
your filled with assumptions I’m sure of it so plz do not do that to me

i purposely do what I do I believe 
&
everyone exit the room when they see me

is it cuz they jus wan hear me on cd 
so sad that ain’t nobody see the real me

anxious like every day
Nobody gon save me
I been changing every way
But they don’t see no changing

look at the ceiling when I go to bed
stressed out from everything stuck in my head
it’s something to do with a personal issue
It make me think that they all want me dead
I cannot rest 
I cannot wake up and go to next

never impressed so I reset everything that I ever thought was best

put to the test 
Look to the left
somebody looking at you for some trust
No coming down from all the drugs
ur just as useless so everyone judge
you for the look 
of the disgust

look in my eyes
you won’t say nun
look to the sky 
you better run
or I’m comin after you I don’t got guns
but I got an attitude it ain’t so fun
Yea you don’t wanna deal with me if I’m in love
if you out to trick me I’ll fly like a dove
i didn’t want issues I just wanted trust

like I had said way more than once 
we had those issues when we were at lunch
i gave you tissues when you needed sum 
now you just ridicule all of my songs
oh my god
what have I lost
i lost the feeling that I wanted most
i lost the company I wanted close
hope they remember when I’m a ghost
oh no
I’m out the zone
i need some help if I ever get home
they breaking the barriers more than my bones
so I say my prayers that you wouldn’t know 
the Holy Spirit can protect my soul
it’s way too late for those who have sold

look at me (cxrter)

🖤 Vails cray the sound clown cxrter 🖤
Lyrics below:

(Vails)

Look in my eyes 
When I’m talking to you
Promise it’s not hard
I got butterflies too 
Trust me I don’t like being by myself
maybe in another life
Id be crying for help but 

Hoping in the next year I could find some love
Don’t  have to be for long 
I just haven’t had a hug 
Gets so fuckin lonely laughing with myself


Can somebody tell me how it feels to fall in love 
cus I forgot that sweet feeling 

Don’t like the silence it’s starting to bother me 
Feel like a monster inside a laboratory 
Break me apart and find nothing but sorrow
I use to have heart but my chest is now hollow 
I been locked inside and I’m feeling so lonely
Feeling these hands round my neck and they choke me
struggle for air cus I struggle to breathe 
Hating myself ain’t a reason to leave 
But I’m going far away from here

No reason for me to remain in here 


(Yungcray)
My feelings upside down, im in the car, im all alone I don’t like this feeling, stranded, don’t know where to go keep on waiting for that text, I always check my phone  there’s no point in trying we just skin and bones


And I know that life is hard, u got these scars yea yea  foreign cars, going far woah woah,  I don’t even drink but I need a bottle for when im sad gotta get use to this feeling cuz it’ll last

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Remain (feat. yungcray)

loving could mean
everything you said you wanted to be
but its all my fault
i could see the blood drippin down my sheets again
you could take everything you wanted from me
only thing i need is for you to see it
loving means that we dont keep any secrets
so when i tell you that i need this i mean it

shining eyes tonight
dont wanna waste the time
i keep forgetting that this luck this luck just isnt mine
i know my feelings right
but my whole mental prys 
im sick of ruining my chances 
live a lonely life
this lonely life that ive chosen
only lord knows what ive spoken 
ive wrote a couple of things 
just to express how im broken
its all my vices and notions 
im stuck re living this moment
ive given all that i have 
im not enough and this shows it

what does it mean? (toyema)

a layered instrumental I hope you enjoy :)

a voyage on seeking peace through pastoral simplicity 

Arcadian Solace

those fireworks at belmar 
so beautiful just like you, oh
u think that id just up and leave you? 
believe me i won’t run from you, no
i see the ocean in your eyes
the butterflies you give me comes in waves
i’m so glad you came
do you feel the same?
<3

mac (prod. neverforever)

@scor_pio
-
if I just keep my composure 
maybe itll be over 
been 3 years 
and now im finally sober 
I don't want your forgiveness or apology 
I just wish that for a second 
you would listen to me 
but you never gave a fuck 
whyd you lie to me 
and say you care for me 
but you just watched me bleed 

over and over again  
i wish i could get over it 
why can't i get over it?

I know its my fault 
its hard to believe you 
when you say 
you don't know why
this keeps happening 
am I ever gonna see you again :(
were we really ever more than just friends
I don't want this to end
cause I don't wanna be alone again 

[scorpio:]
There's nothing to hold me up
Darling you were my crutch 
And since you've been gone
I feel like I have no one

Wish you'd call my phone
Or just send a text 
Even if its just a hello
I really need you bad 

How can I move on
When you were the best I had
Trying to stay strong 
Rereading every message back

mac (prod. neverforever)

kiddamo