Outside is raining and this song goes very well

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gh0st

its true im pretty sure

I recorded this on my phone

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moldy peach theory

I kind of just ranted all of my problems in this song, enjoy! :D

Lyrics:

mania over, here we go again
hello, darkness, my old friend
i haven’t seen you in a while
really wish that i could smile
but that phase is coming quickly to an end

i gotta lotta things to tell you
pretty sure half of them are not true
but i'm looking forward to you taking over
i hope that you can push me through
my friends don't seem to care
i hope that you do

i've been happy for long enough
you can seize control
pull me in the void again
i've slept barely for long enough
and still feel energized
me, myself and i

you act so different when you're with your friends, it's crazy
i'm starting to think that maybe you just really hate me
i don't like overthinking

people tell me that i'm always too negative
but when i'm nice they say i shouldn't be sarcastic
it's pretty weird, do you think so too?

i talk alone in the mirror
like she's a different person
like she's my therapist

can you pull me in the void again?
i've slept barely for long enough
and still feel energized
is that shit alright?

all my friends around me have issues
some of them know it
others overlook it
stuck being counselors for those who hurt my health
but they say "i just really wanna hurt myself"

i have this lump in my throat when i talk to the ones i love
odd because that's not what really happens
my future's something i can't imagine

i've been happy for long enough
but out of my control
can you pull me in the void?
pull me in the void

everything is out of my control
pull me in the void
pull me in the void

out of my control

out of my control - Wallflxwer

Pacifico

All You Do Is Drugs

freaking out in the suburbs

When you like someone.

lyrics:

i don’t know what i felt
or how i fell
all i know is i’d go through hell with you

don’t know what to think
and all that i see
is what it would be if it’s just you and me 
 
and i know, no doubt
if i made it out
of the rabbit hole phase
you’d be sitting on my couch
we’d laugh and we’d cry
at all of the times
we were out of our minds
if you were mine

i don’t know what it is
never felt like this
all i know is fairytales exist

don’t know what to say
when you look at my way
baby, nothing has been all the same

and everyone is telling me that you’re not the one for me

and i know, no doubt
if i made it out
of the rabbit hole phase
you’d be sitting on my couch
we’d laugh and we’d cry
at all of the times
we were out of our minds
if you were mine

i know that it isn’t real
i know it isn’t how you feel about me
these feelings that i can’t conceal
but nothing in the end’s gonna work out for me

stuck in a daydream
don’t know what’s fantasy
living in a world where it’s only you and me
somebody wake me
wake me and break me
but i’m stuck in a daydream
stuck in a daydream

and i know, no doubt
if i made it out
of the rabbit hole phase
you’d be sitting on my couch
we’d laugh and we’d cry
at all of the times
we were out of our minds
if you were mine

stuck in a daydream

songy song

An anxious, generic, depressed 14 year old trying to cope with life. Attempting to get better at musical production and singing. Making songs is my therapy for the trauma caused by hearing my own voice in recordings. I rant poetically :D

out of my control - Wallflxwer

Wallflxwer

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