art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

:(

So I'm fading away
Yuh
Like that is insane
You're fading away
I'm nodding okay
So high in my bedroom
Leaned in and I just wanna kiss you
Pop percs I'll be crying in the bathroom
I'm dying but I don't wanna hurt you
I wish you came around
I wish you wouldn't frown
All these places we could go
But you left me all alone
Tell myself that i don't miss you
Tell myself that i don't need you
Hate the fact that i can't see you
Hate the fact that i can't kiss you
I'm crazy for your love
I'm crazy for your love
So I'm fading away
Yuh
Like that is insane
You're fading away
I'm nodding okay
So high in my bedroom
Leaned in and I just wanna kiss you
Pop percs I'll be crying in the bathroom
I'm dying but I don't wanna hurt you

feeluvsyou - hurt u ft senses

all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

Coprod @blushxoxo (@blushxoxoo on ig/twitter)

have it all prod sg +otaku7s

ft. @leviryan

run out back
it taste like blood
u twist n turn, i think im fallen in luv
u think that i dont
notice at all
the way u r
ur eyes have stars

come n run away
from the things inside ur mind
and u think idk
that youll kiss me be4 u go

run out LA so its not so loud
wait out the high just wait it out

tastes like fire
as i try to say to you
i fucking hate you too
i swear i love you too
ill stay as high you
meet me at the rendezvous
i know i hate it too
ok you fucked me too

would you still be running away  
if i found right words to say

starry eyes ft. levi ryan (gl0)

the most beautiful song ever made w/ xxcrush

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

Comes Back Around

240819 Look At Us Noww

TITANIC [prod. ddertbag, kuru, zoot]

@oaf1
@kiryano

I dont know what i did wrong 
or why youre so cold 
i just wanna feel whole 
so pls lmk ;3
turn my heart into stone 
ur the reason i froze
where will she goo
no-nobody knows..

@oaf1
catch me
cuz i’m fallin
u could text me
it’s an option

r u okay
right now
got a headache
turn da lights out

i’m all in 
ur folding
i forgot wat u told me
buying drugs like theyre groceries
we’re not friends u don’t know me

fuck tha goalie get da ball n i go score
2020 did me wrong i am so bored
countin money on da train i feel like lorde
even tho u bring me pain i’m still all yours

TITANIC [prod. ddertbag, kuru, zoot]

KID TRRRASH