Name: kusatta (prod killmeblxxd) by kikithefreak
Duration: 2 min 34 s
Description: #sadrap #emorap #sad #emo #emotrap #sadtrap #alternative

recall 
the days when
things were
so simple
innocence
undefiled
they seem so distant to me

searching
for something
like cracks in melted glass
its over
hard to grasp
it slipped right through our hands

faded
memories
like photos
all torn

feeling
lost now
we all grew up too fast

empty
defeated
our battles scar
they sting

no one
can hear us
on deafened ears they sink

lost now
i scream out
yet no one
can hear me

iv searched far
and wide now
but hopes nowhere to find

endless
is my pain
there must be some way out
i'm sorry
forgive me
this is my goodbye note

sayonara (black curtains) (prod 11feinly)

in shadows
i stay here
lost in my own despair
my echoes
they haunt through
the thick and stagnant air

the weight of
my anchors
they chain me down to hell
im drowning
in brimstone
this smoke it overwhelms

a labrynth of darkness and my spirit it breaks
suffocating all my hopes away
i stay up all night and then im tired all day
my smile it fades with every breath that i take

yet through it all i find the strength to fight
i promised myself that ill get out alive

shackles (prod tears)

dont talk to me i dont wanna hear your voice
looked right through me like i was a fuckin ghost
all the answers hidden in forgotten books
questions no one asks until they comatose

if i die then at least il'l look good in my grave
drip so heavy it'll make you misbehave
call me morbid, i'm just being honest babe
lost my sense of dignity i cannot change

emotions like a merry go round
gettin dizzy
lose my feet on the ground
i'm feeling nauseous
like im gonna throw up
all my silence
yeah im startin to rush

i need a goth girl tonight
i want blood and pain
cut me til i feel pain
feel somethin once again

ill be there by your side
until my suicide
we could both die tonight
we could both die tonight

is there life after death
can we put that to the test
take in our final breath
lay our bodies to rest

baby you know if we
went ahead with our plan
we'd never kiss again
is it all worth it then?

carousel (prod shmog)

she wanna start me off but ill make this last
i dont wanna waste no time so ill make this fast
i dont wanna play your games cuz im just not like that
i dont wanna get nasty cuz im good at that

you can use your best tricks to get my attention
baby if you told the truth then i might just listen
i am so sick and tired of your stupid lies
if your gonna disgrace my name well then do it right

that promise
that id never hurt you
i stick by my words
cuz im not like you

she wanna start a war but im just not armed
she wanna go nuclear but i just dont care
used to be my best friend and now all i feel
is her animosity and its just not fair

the break up (prod olifye)

leave now
im sick of
your faces
its bullshit

im better
alone now
im fine just on my own

i always knew that
your time would pass

sometimes i lay awake at night and start thinking to myself
was i really all that good a person can i still make things right?

i dont know, dont know how i ended up this way 
i dont suppose this life of mine can start again
i'd ask you how to show me live a normal life now
but i dont really want to that's where the problems lie

stay offline  and turn my phone off
i don't want no human contact
people really make me sick
they just drag me down

stay away from me today
i'm purposely self isolating
people seem to want to drive me
into the ground

witching hour (prod dead yami)

take your secrets off my shelf
cuz i don't recognise you 
if all we are is dust and dirt 
then you're made of glass i see straight through you

stay with me
my darling i cant believe
your truly over me
you cant move on that quickly

show me how to right my wrongs
your good at pointing them out
but your the worst girl come on

take my hand 
we could go anywhere
you know i'll follow you 
until the end of the world

beat me
until my blood driers up
i wont let you hurt me
agony i've had enough

bruises (prod eyelessowls)

HATE ME

Looking For You

OUT ON ALL PLATS https://open.spotify.com/artist/3ZjuUit6ngfegjNKenLzIq?si=ma1RAJZrTtSdges2LH1nKQ
https://discord.gg/YmxW2DMVKU
prod @backw666s

spotify

blossom prod woody

im back on my shit lol
track 2/13 of "morgue party"
prod @sprintworldwide and i did the 808s
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/310ZvgrLQj…8SR-6gwCSMJW0i_w
ALL PLATS: https://broke.ffm.to/lost-my-soul

yea this shit got me tweakin yea im bouta bug out
yea im always in my mind i cant ever slow down
i gave this bitch my soul like its fuckin mo-town
yeah i lost all my soul then i fuckin broke down
cuz idk where to go idk where to be
just please dont leave think i need u lowkey
everything hurts my body
overwhelmed my brain hurts, im sorry
only feel relief when i hit that leaf
i was up thinkin bout this hoe then i had a bad dream
im only havin bad thoughts my brain dont work as a team
yeah my shits faulty i know its not how it seems
and the thoughts racing like the seven seas
and i got tendencies
i look at you and i look at me
and i think to myself how can i be happy
if i live everyday wishin for a finale
thatll top off my overwhelming fancy
im looking deep im looking deep inside myself
ill be gone when the clock strikes 12
i hope that they learn to take care of themselves
holding this blade but its ur hand i couldve held
ima fry my brains out turn me to a snail
everything that i do is an epic fail
all my life force drained and im turning out frail
what self destructing thing is behind that veil?

lost my soul 🚬q( *^-^)ρ(*╯^╰)

#sadrap #emorap #sad #emo #emotrap #sadtrap #alternative

kusatta (prod killmeblxxd)

kiki/k14

amateur emo/sadboy artist
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9X0utt3UsmyzcadfrHUFdg

East London, og Brighton

kusatta (prod killmeblxxd)

kikithefreak

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