prod by xona & quannnic

@quannnic

-lyrics-

I’m done with you
I got scars all on my arm
and you know well, that they talk about me when I start to fail
god, I don’t feel myself no more
you’re the reason i came for
but I’m breaking what i swore 
I just want you to know…

that I feel so tired 
I don’t feel okay 
can we stay away?
cause I know you’ll be safe
I don’t care that much 
I don’t care that much 
and I wish you tried, I just-

don’t look back, I’ll crash 
I got too much in my past
and I won’t feel bad
I’ll crash
and end my life in a flash
you laugh, right back
these strings attached my back
you placed me through this ash
yet I feel my best out of that

black circles to my eyes like that
you don’t know, you don’t bother like that
scrolling through our photos, now I’m sad
I don’t mean anything, I’m last
“stop staring at nothing”
and I’ll kill myself 
and I’ll kill myself 

and I can’t find a source why-
fuck this, you bend all of these lies
no point to fight
(no point x3)
and I crash at points 
so it’s hard to make a choice
yeah I’m done with you
so done with you

that I feel so tired 
I don’t feel okay 
can we stay away?
cause I know you’ll be safe
I don’t care that much 
I don’t care that much 
and I wish you tried, tried, tried-

don’t look back, I’ll crash 
I got too much in my past
and I won’t feel bad
I’ll crash
and end my life in a flash
look back, I'll crash
i don't want us in the past
cause i always feel bad
i'll crash
and end my life in a flash

sincerely

spotify

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

prod me

shoutout silent swag for the cover art 
sum slight
 <3333


I Was on the line, when i saw u there
Always left behind, would u stop instead?

Or would u count me out like the rest
Dirt in my hands and my friends dont really care
Oh baby please admit ur a mess, 
friends dont really like u and ur parents try their best

U dont know why u lie to me
Even though i heard ur plea
Never saw the inbetween 
Never felt it in me


(xona)
and I can’t decide if I ever feel safe
you mock my words in front of me it’s kind of strange
these flowers blossom but they heavily decay 
every moment that you step my way
it’s different cities, I’d do anything for you
I’m wasting time just waiting for you
and my heart has been off tune 
can you call back me real soon?

do you see what I write ?
for you
violent scenes in my room
do you know what I see?
do you know what I mean?
everything I’d leave 
is he better than the last guy?
maybe I’m the bad guy x2
and I’m stuck up I, 
don’t try for you

I dont wanna call again
U dont pick up anyways
Tell me whos my friend?
In this theres no end

Couldve sworn it was raining
In these eyes theres no
Draining

I dont wanna smell his scent on ur skin
I dont wanna read the texts that u sent
U could never tell the truth i admit
And i never see it through in the end

But that dont mean im not
Trying hard enough
Its all insanity
Could u please lay with me?

skin w/ xona

@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

moment

eyelids (drma x yunny)

i made this 7 months ago and still  kind of hate my part
@karoisnotok killed it ty to @starsbeforesunrise as well for making the drop <33

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMrf88KA_aQ
BITEKI VID ^^^^^^^^^^
lyrics~

(kryst3n)
you came to me w some real lies
i walked out before i realized
that i couldnt live wout u
say imma change but i  never get around to
keep telling me how i messed up
im sorry that i couldnt get the best of u
now ive been tryna keep my head up
its not that hard when ur not breathing down my neck

now im stuck in bed wout u
im sorry i ever shout at u
now im stuck inside a cloudy room
im sorry i ever doubted u

(karo)
could u tell me
how to avoid all the drowning
would you help me
if you saw that i was the one drowning
liike ur favorite season u are ice cold
i feel like ur one that i might hold
every day i feel im on a tight rope
every time we talk i get the eyeroll
told u i am not enough u didnt listen
now ur running off sayin u are quiting
now u wanna talk to me like tell me whats the difference
just take a second and look at the distance
right up between us
angry red phoenix
talking like u mean it but u dont really mean us
and nothing comes between us
pull strings like a seamstress
everybody talking but not one of them have seen us

around2 ft okay karo p king theta, starsbeforesunrise

everything to me ft. days to waste

produced by: @eric-godlow
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me: @sydcxx

[lyrics]
baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?

now im fucked up
ran into a little case of bad luck
drugged out
laying on the pavement, hope i get struck
and if you knew the things you do to me
you would carry on in peace
while im in pieces
well im in pieces

now would you stay with me a little longer
til i fall asleep
or do the demons from my nightmares haunt you
the way that they do me
my head is begging me for sweet release
and darkness for eternity
i cant turn back ive reached the peak
so now i lay me down to sleep

baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?
(make me this way)

————

the irony behind the first release of this song being an absolute autotune disaster (privated: https://on.soundcloud.com/n3NNX) and the title being bad luck:( lol

skin w/ xona

kindof

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