feat/collabs w/ ANGL :D

jams

Lyrics
waitin til I like who's in the mirror
waitin til I wanna be here 
waitin til I grow up 
waitin til I give a fuck

waitin til I find the good inside the bad times
waitin til I'm not so scared of my own damn mind
waitin til I'm not skippin meals 
waitin til I'm not poppin pills

please don't stand so close to me
I'm alone by design it's how it's supposed to be
I'm damaged goods
blame it on my childhood 

my eyes are wide open
still I cannot see
everything is too bright 
the light is blinding me 
that's why I stay inside
let life pass me by 

daydreaming bout pills
but I'm just smokin weed
trying to be intentional with the life I lead
don't call me strong
I'm barely hanging on

maybe one day you will see
I'm not as strong as I appear to be
maybe one day you will notice that
until then I’ll cry in the back
 
tell me how you love me
won’t you please tell me
how you loved me 
I can’t stand the sight of me

(I'm so pathetic and disgusting)

darling I have no meaning 
the light is shining 
and I still feel like nothing 

I can't see 
but my eyes are wide open
I can't breathe 
unless I'm snorting 
line after line
oh I swear 
I'm fine 

and I can't see
but my eyes are wide open
and I can't eat
cause I'm too nauseous 
I'll never be
what you want from me

please don't stand so close to me
I'm alone by design it's how it's supposed to be
I'm damaged goods
blame it on my childhood 

my eyes are wide open
still I cannot see
everything is too bright 
the light is blinding me 
that's why I stay inside
let life pass me by

Barely Hanging On w/ Hellbound Angl (Prod. Tonedeaf + Lowtow)

SWITCH W/ HELLBOUNDANGL

Lyrics

(Hook)

look at the way I
look at the mess I made
look at the way I
look at the way I
look at the way I
look at the grave I lay
look at the way I
look at the way I

(Satyrn)

look at the way I 
follow the same lies 
if life is a game 
I’m playing my hand on shawty with 
30 bands and a thick mind 
like inside 
I wrote mine 
said when you come home 
turn the lights off
leave me in the dark 
I don’t even wanna see you when i feel alone 


(Angl)

look at the way i hideaway
the sun shines, i hide my face
same shit jus a different day
i wanna take one line to the face 

look at the way that i speak
don’t you pray , i cant be saved 
look at the way that i bleed

(you’re too late cause / look at the way I)

look at the way 
that im bleeding 
look at my face
i’m dying 

what a shame
please stop crying 
i dug the grave
that i lie in

make my death a movie 
lemme tell my lil shawty
i’ll haunt you baby like Swayze
i love you always like Whitney

L00K 4T TH3 W4Y (feat. HELLBØUND ANGL)

EMPATH w/ HELLBØUND ANGL

"MANIAC [Remix feat. HELLBØUND ANGL]  **BONUS**"
(PROD. 27REEVES)

I sit alone inside this room
'Cause I got nothing else to do
But write a verse and make some tunes
And all I think about is you
Every night, I miss y'all so much, but I'm fine
I miss my friends, I miss my life
I think about y'all all the time
'Cause I'm just always on my mind
But now, I feel I'm in this place
Sitting, counting all my days
I'll read a book to give me space
I'm not the same as yesterday
I know it's real, I need to feel
These Atarax, these other pills
Gotta get my damn mind off this shit
And focus on my goddamn self

Get me out of here and let me go
I think now I am ready to do all this on my own
Get me out of here, I've gained some self-control
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania

Hypomanic maniac
So one day I will sleep 'til 4:00
The next day I'll see seven whores
And get profound about empathy
And question everything about me
I'll question everything about you
Like, do you really love me
Since you lie right next to him?
Maybe if I was more slim
You would want me more and more
Maybe if I was a man
You would want me more and more
But I guess I wish to get out of here
Or hope for the day you let me go
Told me that you loved me
I shouldn't ever even known

Get me out of here and let me go
I think now I am ready to do all this on my own
Get me out of here, I've gained some self-control
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
I thought about myself going into another lane or some
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
The stupid fucking mania has got everyone scared of myself
Stupid fucking mania
Stupid fucking mania
Stupid fucking mania
Has got everyone scared of myself

Get me out of here
Get me out of here
Get me out, please, get me out
Please, get me out of here
(This stupid fucking mania!)
Get me out of here
Get me out of here
Get me out, please, get me out
Please, get me out of here

MANIAC [Remix feat. HELLBØUND ANGL]  **BONUS** (PROD. 27REEVES, nihil2free & jd75)

let's pretend we're alive

БОЛЬШЕ ЧЕМ ЛЮБОВЬ
@summer-of-haze
@vv17chou7

это светлая грусть
это светлые слезы
нам было хорошо
пусть сегодня будет тоже

мой ускоряется пульс
и мурашки по коже
это больше чем любовь
это ни на что не похоже

Barely Hanging On w/ Hellbound Angl (Prod. Tonedeaf + Lowtow)

Kara