Lyrics
waitin til I like who's in the mirror
waitin til I wanna be here 
waitin til I grow up 
waitin til I give a fuck

waitin til I find the good inside the bad times
waitin til I'm not so scared of my own damn mind
waitin til I'm not skippin meals 
waitin til I'm not poppin pills

please don't stand so close to me
I'm alone by design it's how it's supposed to be
I'm damaged goods
blame it on my childhood 

my eyes are wide open
still I cannot see
everything is too bright 
the light is blinding me 
that's why I stay inside
let life pass me by 

daydreaming bout pills
but I'm just smokin weed
trying to be intentional with the life I lead
don't call me strong
I'm barely hanging on

maybe one day you will see
I'm not as strong as I appear to be
maybe one day you will notice that
until then I’ll cry in the back
 
tell me how you love me
won’t you please tell me
how you loved me 
I can’t stand the sight of me

(I'm so pathetic and disgusting)

darling I have no meaning 
the light is shining 
and I still feel like nothing 

I can't see 
but my eyes are wide open
I can't breathe 
unless I'm snorting 
line after line
oh I swear 
I'm fine 

and I can't see
but my eyes are wide open
and I can't eat
cause I'm too nauseous 
I'll never be
what you want from me

please don't stand so close to me
I'm alone by design it's how it's supposed to be
I'm damaged goods
blame it on my childhood 

my eyes are wide open
still I cannot see
everything is too bright 
the light is blinding me 
that's why I stay inside
let life pass me by

Barely Hanging On w/ Hellbound Angl (Prod. Tonedeaf + Lowtow)

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SXREY, an emerging female artist originating from LA, successfully merged retro with nostalgia with her avant-garde approach to her music where she blends familiar sounding elements to seamlessly evoke a retro-futuristic feeling, like a visual kaleidoscope. Her use of auto-tune introduces a synthetic, otherworldly layer to her sound, while uptempo beats bring energy and momentum. Meanwhile, the presence of alternative rock grounds the vibe in raw emotion and rebellious spirit. The result feels dynamic, edgy, and immersive—capturing the essence of both past and future musical landscapes.

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