(prod. noah birch)

blood running down my hand
i did it again
and theres no thought there
rotting brain its the end

and would you feel my pain
just keep digging deeper
till theres nothing but veins
ill just kick my feet up

oh its happened again
oh its happened again
oh this time i cant 
its all in my head

im sick of wasting my time on people that just come and go
i used to hate myself, i hate myself some more
its so low i know

i was vulnerable to you
told you all my problems and my issues
that was my mistake i made
it happened all over...

oh its happened again
oh its happened again
oh this time i cant 
its all in my head

veins (noah birch)

basket case (siem spark) @_sushi pink @plutosamaa

on to the next chapter ig
Lyrics
 
I know it hurt. I know it don't work
I know I'm cursed, I know
I've been losing my mind again. I've been losing all my friends 

I'm cursed it hurts. I fight. It don't work 
I tried harder, and now im just sinking farther down

everyone that say they love me not around wow that don't surprise me now I guess that's how life goes I'm just stuck on my lows again 
I've had my loyalty broken they don't know how it affected me. Now I confide in a melody. Honestly, I don't think anything else there for me yeah honestly I wish I could rewrite it all

Soul cry I fight it don't work 

I'm cursed it hurts. I fight. It don't work 
I tried harder, and now im just sinking farther down

Cursed (Prod.M0ntybeats)

Lyrics:
Yeah woah
We don't speak enough like we used to oh
You and me we way past the usual 
But don't you ever try to say I used you oh
Woah woah woah
Used you oh
But don't you try to come around and call me cold
When you're the one that took my heart 
And left it broke
I've been stuck inside cause the CO snow
I just had to I just had to let you know
I don't wanna but Ima gonna let you go
Keepin words inside my mouth oh woah
A lotta demons keep em out people spreadin hate
They don't know what they talkin bout
Never stay stuck Ima get up and when I'm up Ima
Remember my day ones
Like to have fun spend a band just because
If Senzu hoppin on that beat you know he goin dumb
Yeah oh
We don't speak enough like we used to woah
You and me we way past the usual 
But don't you ever try to say I used you oh
Woah woah woah
Used you oh
But don't you try to come around and call me cold
When you're the one that took my heart 
And left it broke
I've been stuck inside cause the CO snow
I just had to I just had to let you know
I still care even though I went ghost
I'm still here when you need me the most
I know life is a heavy load
But I gotta be here for myself now
I don't wanna get help I'm way too proud 
I don't wanna I don't wanna let you down
let you down let you down
Yeah oh
We don't speak enough like we used to woah
You and me we way past the usual 
But don't you ever try to say I used you oh
Woah woah woah
Used you oh
But don't you try to come around and call me cold
When you're the one that took my heart 
And left it broke
I've been stuck inside cause the CO snow
I just had to I just had to let

Used You (Malloy)

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

sad chill - https://youtu.be/H34VCsKB-LU?si=SPS1DPDgo66C6ok3

lyrics ⬇️ (raw vocals)

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
maybe its just my condition keepin me from all my dreams
momma jus trust me if i was addicted i would be flooded with beans
life gettin harder out here but ima keep balancin on the beam
stupid crishendo makin me feel like i dont got nowhere to be
i dont got doors anymore cuz my parents do not trust me
and now i can hear the whole house
& it’s getting harder to sleep

yea but i get it i broke all my vows
never told you what this was about
it comes from the heart i dont gotta shout
just listen to words that come out my mouth

i know your not proud
but what should i do
it tears me apart you look in my eyes and dont got a clue
happy on the outside 
but sufferin in
i always wondered what it feels like on the other side of this

look at me like I failed 
maybe its cuz i did
and mom im sorry that i bailed
i really wish i didn’t
i know you think we feel different
but really often its the same
Ik i need a lot of shiftin
I know i need to feel shame
honestly i got a sickness

never grew up in the trenches
but i was out hoppin the fences 
knew what is bad and 
knew where the best is
its hard to tefrain
Im sorry im tempted
ill never go back i dont feel the same
My life is dependin
i get tbrough pain 
by lookin above
i dont need drugs i just need god
hes riddled with love

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
did i say 16
matterfact meant to say 13
when i was 13 my brother had hand me my first spliff

i Thought it was great i filled up my plate
then it went wrong i sat at the pond 
and hit out the bong 
made a mistake
might be late 
way to late to go on
i wanted to stop i wnated to drop all the feelings i caught
but they all caught ahold of me
“i couldnt do it”- bologna  
you cant just stick to it partially gotta get rid of all of it
gotta make sure its gone
gotta make sure its out
dont need no bong
touchin my mouth

letter to my loved ones (yunnygoldz)

prod. by: @yagirlbunny
shoutout : @theraevyn <3

lyrics:

what'chu know about it
you don't even make sense
roll another blunt
just so i could deal with it
there's something in my bud
but i'll smoke another spliff
laced with fentanyl
this gon' be my last hit

what's up
got bands, bitch, i want it all
die young
bump peep at my funeral
pour a cup
you gon' need it when i leave this world
leave you all behind
except my boys
we with the reaper

(@theraevyn)

i remember after the fall
i don't see you here
i don't see you at all
i miss you, my dear
my knife cuts through it all
blood leaking onto the floor
my body drop and i'm cold

x2

when you forget my face
i'll be in heaven at the gates
on the other side where the angels sing
i hope you come back to me

before i go (prod. yungbunn)

produced by spencer hunt and qtsal

-lyrics-
(soon)

rocket boy - demo (spencer hunt x qtsal)

Let you down, pt. 2 - demo (zaini)

Faded in a LA. (PART 1)
Beat / Production - Cl6udy
Mixing - Mastering - Vails 
Thanks to everyone for hopping on! ❤️‍🩹🤟🏻 Hope you all enjoy! 

Hook from vails

Verse 1 - Yung chevy
Verse 2 - Scorpio
Verse 3 - Blxde 
Verse 4 - Zbee

Hook from Vails

Verse 5 - Kid Benzo
Verse 6 - Ghostbxy
Verse 7 - Blospar 
Verse 8 - Lxst Boy 

Hook from Vails 

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FadedinLA (feat. Yung Chevy, Scorpio, Blxde, Zbee, Kid Benzo, Ghostbxy, Blospar, Lxst Boy, cl6udy)

One of my favorite songs I've ever made. I am reuploading because I want more people to hear it.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7dgZiryA3hDp3jcuGkZw3X?si=7c795805d7e5458a

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2Gs743NoGI

I Will Be Your Man

miserygarden collective
“🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈” safe space <3
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archive page - @beruthiel-music

before i go (prod. yungbunn)

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