duuude this is sick, would u be down to collab????

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

cxrter, notahero, & backyard beetle - christmas was never this cold (prod. cxrter x tahtx)

its not like u to go that distance
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@silversxo
@sagebrsh
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lyrics:
been a little crossed up
it isnt bad at all
i’m fine as long as nobody’s hurt
i think my pride is lost
but i’ll fall an eternity’s worth

don’t have to worry about it
you can’t come back around
i’m making sure i know that now
your precious serotonin
is not my problem now
i’ve got my own to worry bout

find time to bother
i’ll still be here i promise
its not like u to go that distance

if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me

sagebrsh:
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here
Guess that I was wrong

I'd be lying If I told u
That I won't wait
What's time
If we might be soulmates

my fault if I read too deep
I'm feeling manic

hold me,
would u plz console me
I can't bare to wake without you
So I'm getting no sleep my bed way too lonely
I need you to show me
How to relax, since you been gone I ain't been cozy oh please~

decks:
if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me
(x2)

disaster averted (ft. sagebrsh) [silver]

@brecken killed this

**lyrics**
(intro)
i cant even text you
you stay in my mind, like all of the time
but i cant bring myself to text you
you say that you're open to talk, but I'm not that open at all
and i just been stuck in my mind, baby you know that i try

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
x2

(Verse)
Am i not enough?
Don't act like you just cant remember
Am i losing touch?
I'm cold like we were in December
Am i still in love?
well why cant i forget her
this is way too much, i said its way too much

call me when you need me and Im sure ill be right here
I still want you by my side, is it okay to be this scared?
what happened to our promises and what i thought we shared?
you dug up these emotions i've been stuffing down for years

tired of falling short
why do i miss the mark?
You keep pulling back & forth
you know it tears me apart

how long can I ignore
all of these scars on my heart?
How long can i ignore..

(brecken)
you put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

i dont know how i live sober
so many thoughts always flooding my head
telling me lies and they call me a poser
why dont you think that I heard what they said

luckily its almost over
everyday that i live its getting closer
tear me apart, put me on a poster
life is too hard, i dont wanna go there

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
no more

(brecken / outro)
put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

break like this w/ brecken (prod. p4ra)

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

prod by: @yagirlbunny

lyrics:

i don't even know who i really am
am i you or just a man?
i don't even feel safe in my own skin
i know some day i'll die cause

i'm all by myself
nobody answers my calls
damn, i think i need help
but i don't care about y'all
i'm worried about my health
it won't matter when i'm gone
never cared 'bout how i felt
rot in my room 'til the dawn

i do this shit cause i wanna
smoking on my marajuana
i know it's hard to remember
i left us back in the summer
i hold you higher than others
disregard all my intentions
i'm feeling perfect like @breckenford
unfortunate, but unspoken

is this what you thought it'd be?
fall in my arms, feel safe in my company
i'll hold your heart, i won't drop a thing
from the start, see the stars
see everything

i'm all by myself
nobody answers my calls
damn, i think i need help
but i don't care about y'all
i'm worried about my health
it won't matter when i'm gone
never cared 'bout how i felt
rot in my room 'til the dawn

i do this shit cause i wanna
smoking on my marajuana
i know it's hard to remember
i left us back in the summer
i hold you higher than others
disregard all my intentions
i'm feeling perfect like @breckenford
unfortunate, but unspoken

misery calls (prod. yung bunn)

sad chill - https://youtu.be/H34VCsKB-LU?si=SPS1DPDgo66C6ok3

lyrics ⬇️ (raw vocals)

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
maybe its just my condition keepin me from all my dreams
momma jus trust me if i was addicted i would be flooded with beans
life gettin harder out here but ima keep balancin on the beam
stupid crishendo makin me feel like i dont got nowhere to be
i dont got doors anymore cuz my parents do not trust me
and now i can hear the whole house
& it’s getting harder to sleep

yea but i get it i broke all my vows
never told you what this was about
it comes from the heart i dont gotta shout
just listen to words that come out my mouth

i know your not proud
but what should i do
it tears me apart you look in my eyes and dont got a clue
happy on the outside 
but sufferin in
i always wondered what it feels like on the other side of this

look at me like I failed 
maybe its cuz i did
and mom im sorry that i bailed
i really wish i didn’t
i know you think we feel different
but really often its the same
Ik i need a lot of shiftin
I know i need to feel shame
honestly i got a sickness

never grew up in the trenches
but i was out hoppin the fences 
knew what is bad and 
knew where the best is
its hard to tefrain
Im sorry im tempted
ill never go back i dont feel the same
My life is dependin
i get tbrough pain 
by lookin above
i dont need drugs i just need god
hes riddled with love

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
did i say 16
matterfact meant to say 13
when i was 13 my brother had hand me my first spliff

i Thought it was great i filled up my plate
then it went wrong i sat at the pond 
and hit out the bong 
made a mistake
might be late 
way to late to go on
i wanted to stop i wnated to drop all the feelings i caught
but they all caught ahold of me
“i couldnt do it”- bologna  
you cant just stick to it partially gotta get rid of all of it
gotta make sure its gone
gotta make sure its out
dont need no bong
touchin my mouth

letter to my loved ones (yunnygoldz)

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

Vails x Skele x The Sound Clown (Kind Regards)
🦋Production: The Sound Clown
🦋Lyrics: Vails x Skele 
🦋Master: Skele 

Follow Skele on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/Gkgq4L8i4pRS7331A
Follow the sound clown on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/irtrJoKbCneiMjECA

Lyrics: 

(Vails)
Ohhh Won’t you send me you regards now 
I’m a better off
You’ve gone laid down all your cards now
You thought I bluffed?
Tried to come off you  for ages 
It never happend 
I went out and burnt the pages
Your diaries empty 
Now the memories are tainted
don’t let go
Of this last breathe that we gone share 
can’t cope to fold 
Oh My life’s a fuckin  nightmare 
You’re in control 
Please won’t you put all of the strings down
So I can mold a better life on my own

(Skele)
You know how bad it hurts…
You sit back, do your worst…
No I won’t bare to cry
I’ll wait for saving…

G-Grip hold of the knife, I hold it so tight 
My knuckles through water, praying I see u tonight 
There’s a leak on my life, I let out a soft side
I want you to be holding me as I die 

(Vails)
Ohhh Won’t you send me you regards now 
I’m a better off
You’ve gone laid down all your cards now
You thought I bluffed?
Tried to come off you  for ages 
It never happend 
I went out and burnt the pages
Your diaries empty 
Now the memories are tainted
don’t let go
Of this last breathe that we gone share 
can’t cope to fold 
Oh My life’s a fuckin  nightmare 
You’re in control 
Please won’t you put all of the strings down
So I can mold a better life on my own

(Skele)
Won’t you send me your regards now
gone laid down all your cards now 
You thought I bluffed 
tried to come off u for ages 
Don’t let go 

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Kind Regards w/ Skele  (Prod. The Sound Clown)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

p nova chance
co-prod me

im sick of the arguing
repeat myself loads
i cannot see myself in your shoes
i gave my heart to love you the most
what do i get in return i think nothing
you are just another you the same
but you keep repeating in my brain
nothing really satisifies
but no one really gets me like you do

you are bad for me
you are bad
i say blasphemy
hate to see you sad
nothing seems to be the way i want
telling you everytime you're the one i love
i want nothing but your love
i want nothing but your love
wanna feel something
like damn you
she said "what you wanting" 
girl i tried to tell you

ive been feeling total shit
im way out of touch
when your in a good mood
you say "come my way love"
if you wanted my heart i can give it to you
if you wanted my love you can get it too
but you want none of that
thinking bout the times
that we shared with each other
damn i nearly cried
im so confused with myself
ive been singing lullabies to myself

and oh
falling for the wrong one

im sick of the arguing
repeat myself loads
i cannot see myself in your shoe
i gave my heart to love you the most
what do i get in return i think nothing
you are just another you the same
but you keep repeating in my brain
nothing really satisifies
but no one really gets me like you do

like you do
(you are bad for me)
like you do
(oh your bad for me)
like you do
(oh your bad for me)

lullabies

miserygarden collective
“🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈” safe space <3
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