never cared abt my life
i never fucking did
ya u threw me in the water
ya u threw me in that ditch
tired of the broken promises im tired of that bitch
saying u wanted me but ik u never fucking did
dk waht u did to me
idk what u did
ya u castin hella spells on me i think that u a witch
and im crying on ur shoulder look at me like im a kid
ur reminiscing on the past and now ur thinking abt him

i stole this beat and you can cry abt it prod jacko

See Me

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you get my body filled of greed

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

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counting lies

if u really was smart then u would’ve stayed with me 
now you gotta live the rest of your life in misery
imma make you disappear like a fucking mystery 
cut your body parts up girl you ain’t shit to me 
I gave you the key and you threw it away 
now imma fucking kill you let your body decay
I miss the time when I would play Fortnite all day 
now all I ever think about is blowing my brains 
dumb bitch I told you that you should’ve stayed      
imma kill you before you kill me first 
I fucking miss you that’s why I wrote this verse 
I fucking hate you your loves a fucking curse
imma fucking kill you then imma jump in that hearse

you left now look at you

stimpy made the Original (cover art by hunter)

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creepy loser og version

Twelve tracks. One story. Endless lessons.
This is the complete remaster of Mic Master Lyon’s twin 2020 Hindsight EPs—now unified under the evolved vision of Xen-Lyon.

Written in a time of lockdown, loss, and inner war, these songs became testimonies—fragments of a young prince walking through fire, betrayal, heartbreak, and awakening. Now, with every verse cleaned up and every beat reborn, this LP stands not just as a look back... but as a foundation for the empire being built.

🔱 This is what survival sounds like.
💎 This is pain, poetry, and prophecy.

Tracklist & Themes:

1. All I’ve Lost – The first tear. Isolation, heartbreak, and the question: “Was it all for nothing?”

2. Friend Zone – Young love and emotional confusion through the lens of loyalty and one-sided truth.

3. My Letter – A suicide note turned into a letter to friends and family.. a spiritual letter to the beyond, asking for peace and closure.

4. Slowly Dying – Addiction, numbness, and the haunting echo of what’s been left unsaid. R.I.P

5. Tell You The Truth – Unfiltered honesty in the aftermath of manipulation and self-sabotage.

6. Wasteland – A reflection on broken foundations and fractured trust, a vow to escape.

7. Harsh Road – A call to the forgotten. A voice for the voiceless on society’s roughest paths.

8. Back In The Day – Nostalgia laced with sorrow. A love letter to innocence and lost time.

9. Never The Same – Betrayal, rage, and the moment you decide to walk away for good.

10.Home Alone – The gut-wrenching silence after abandonment. Broken bonds and burning bridges.

11. If I Fall – Vulnerability as strength. An open journal of addiction, mental health, and choosing music over madness.

12. Showdown – The final evolution. Chessboard wisdom, spiritual armor, and the truth: Protect your king.

💿 Remastered by Xenarith B3ATZ (Byron Hand)
🎙️ Written & Performed by Mic Master Lyon / Xen-Lyon (Byron Hand)

This isn’t just a remaster—it’s a resurrection.
If you’ve ever battled with your demons, lost your way, or cried in silence…
this LP was made for you.
This is the truth, told in hindsight.

#XenLyon #2020Hindsight #RemasteredLP #MicMasterLyon #XenarithB3ATZ #UKRap #ConsciousRap #RealMusic #SpokenPain #StreetPoetry #MentalHealthRap #EmotionalBars #PrinceOfTheJungle #OriginStory #SoundCloudRelease #ByronHand

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