this town

nah im trippin💀

(Lyrics)
ive been losing a grip on your heart
she pulls me close in just to push me far
not the way I remember it what more can I do
I was trippin on the petty shit I couldn't forget about you

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

I'm not tired of being alone, just alone and tired 
it's like every time I sleep I forget my timer 
sometimes I just kinda wish that I wouldn't wake up
take a dip now put me six feet in the mud
now I can't even breathe 
I let her get to me
you know you aint shit to me
saw your post on instagram 
and with you your new man
ill pretend I don't care
but it's eating me alive

cause like how could you just turn so quick
you're like the lights on my wall you just went and flipped the switch 
wish that I could do it better wish that I could flip the script 
I just wanted you to care but you really don't give a shit about me
all you wanna do is doubt me
every time every time you just shout at me
it's getting cloudy see
I'm not allowed to be
who I was in the first place

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

trip

hater in the making

@recyclexbin
@northeastlights

future victim [p. recycleBin + northeast lights]

im corny but its alrite
@ploua
@claudesdiary

i cant feel like i do anything right 
its just been so long and I still cant even think right 
would you do anything like hit me up just one time 
cause u dont even respond got me feeling like the bad guy
i swear im not the bad guy 
you moved on and thats fine
honestly i say it to myself but just to feel fine
i still cry every night about you
i cant keep making songs about you 
everything reminds me about you
i just hope you know im about to
fall back in with someone I
dont care about but thats fine
ill fill the void this time

throw me into a landfill
its really over you made your stand
its not fair, and in time my heart will fade away
by then, i still think we were meant to be
i wish I meant something to you
so i would choose to be with you, again
I cant take it, ill survive and be the one who can
ill move on and you should know

lost it all but in my defense
im not capable of defining what you meant
you can say i miss you it wont solve any issues
i need you right hereererererere
you can live inside my nightmares
so whyd i have to fuck it up
all these days that i waste i cant make it now (cant make it now)
just hit me back when you need me and ill be right there
i love you so much and you just didnt care

continuation +ploua, claude (king theta)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@blackwinterwells
@bleakboi

track 2 off of:
"si tu veux"
produced by bleaky and i<3
a glance at the concept of being cheated on.

ty wells for joining me on this(:

lyrics:
(dth)
oh can you see
the wake i left behind
drowned for a second
and if it weren't for me
you wouldn't have wasted all ur time
but you seem fine

with ur friends
at ur house
do ur thing
around town
but i'm not gonna ask
where you were at last
cause i read every word
and you know that i've heard
breach of trust in her eyes
and her phone off tonight

so fuck ur thoughts
and fuck ur feelings
who would have known you could be so deceiving
this ocean blue like your eyes
gaze asunder
i didn't know that you'd
be with another

(wells)
it's okay
i'm not mad
well if i am
that's too bad
cause i'm not letting you in
you don't get another chance
and it's fine that i let you
stronger than i was
and i tried to protect you
now i'm covered in blood

it's not mine
it's not urs
but next time i can't be certain
fine you were right
that doesn't stop this from hurting
another mistake
oh great that's just what i hoped for
i'll leave through the back door
i won't say a word

so fuck ur thoughts
and fuck ur feelings
who would have known you could be so deceiving
this ocean blue like ur eyes
gaze asunder
i didn't know that you'd
be with another


(dth)
oh can you see
the wake i left behind
drowned for a second

fuck ur thoughts w/ blackwinterwells (deathright + bleaky)

new one with @rosesleeves

STREAM: https://open.spotify.com/track/0ci5mmdL3GMDyoQIdUUGq9?si=a7041541e6cb42e4

lyrics:

Yeah I said fuck you and fuck this I quit on the spot
Finally I do what I want

Yeah I do, I do
Yeah I do, I do

Yeah I'm speeding past the red lights
Yeah ignoring all the stop signs
It's either do or die, or you get left behind
Wish I was sixteen forever
Yeah I'm folding under pressure
I just wish I was better

Yeah I'm speeding past the red lights
Yeah ignoring all the stop signs
It's either do or die, or you get left behind
Wish I was sixteen forever
Yeah I'm folding under pressure
I just wish I was better

Push to start, it got no keys
Two eighty on the dash, fuck the police
Talk about the old me
Bro what the fuck? You don't even fucking know me

Why is nothing getting better
I'm just tryna grow past this so I wrote you a letter
Never wanna see you again you make me fed up
Tell me keep your head up
What do you think I've been doing
Melting under pressure

And everything's so loud when I'm all by myself
I been doing what I can to be someone else
I shoulda known you never gave a fuck 'bout how I felt
Yeah you just take and take until there's nothing left
Until there's nothing left

Yeah I'm speeding past the red lights
Yeah ignoring all the stop signs
It's either do or die, or you get left behind
Wish I was sixteen forever
Yeah I'm folding under pressure
I just wish I was better

Yeah I'm speeding past the red lights
Yeah ignoring all the stop signs
It's either do or die, or you get left behind
Wish I was sixteen forever
Yeah I'm folding under pressure
I just wish I was better

Speeding past the red lights
Past the red lights
Speeding past the red lights
Past the red lights

do or die ft. Rosesleeves

produced by @p-guda x @ilikecatsuknow

featuring @kryst3n

lyrics:
(kryst3n)
and i know
i'll never compare but i tried
thought ur heart was where i could reside
thought ur there for me but u lied 
u can kill me it's eye for an eye
cuz i was eating u up alive
wasn't there a lot but i tried
and if u ask me ur living a lie

(claude)
i just give more
what is this for?
u stay on the high ground i've been done with this war
i'll pretend u never left me sore
located my hideout then i start to miss more
always been a bitch, whore
u might see me hanging from the ceiling somewhere in the store
(x2)

high ground ft. kryst3n (guda x 1win.rare)

YEAH UR WORDS CUT DEEPER THAN A BLADE WHEN U TALK..

thx to @srrygate for the ft <3
also thx 2 vola and issa :)
✦hope y'all enjoy this one, song is gonna be on all streaming sites in the next couple days & make sure to check out the amv on demon's youtube channel! love y'all <3✦

lyrics
--------
i been feeling like i might die
all these thoughts they kill me inside
change myself, i gotta try to
or else it will always be you

it's been always you
yeah u always come through
u will never be moved
right here, by my side with me
right here from my side with me
i don't think u'll ever leave
she said ''u're here, trapped with me''
i feel like you'll always be

u told me to move
no this shit can't be true
i just wanted to be with you
but now im on my own
writing all these lonely songs
walking down this lonely road
i don't think you understand
the way you fucked me over is..

so frustrating
baby i can't take it!
all these eyes are on me
i get no one's understanding
not for a second
said ''you need to face it''
baby u won't get it
all the shit u did
it hurt me

yeah ur words cut deeper
than a blade when u talk
baby your words got me so upset
i fade in it all
i've been trapped in these same chains
for damn months
i've been putting up with your shit
i think i got enough

@srrygate
yea I think I had enough
Drugs gone, had it tuff
I pop a perky with the triss
So why you think you innocent
I learned my lesson
cause friends are never given
Yea you should just shut up shut up
Yea you should just 
shut up

Text call
while im going through withdraws
Forgive me, dear lord I tried
Im washed up
Im dead inside
Im down to die
And im falling down fast
yea Im falling down

i been feeling like i might die
all these thoughts they kill me inside
change myself, i gotta try to
or else it will always be you

it's been always you
yeah u always come through
u will never be moved
right here, by my side with me
right here from my side with me
i don't think u'll ever leave
she said ''u're here, trapped with me''
i feel like you'll always be

u told me to move
no this shit can't be true
i just wanted to be with you
but now im on my own
writing all these lonely songs
walking down this lonely road
i don't think you understand
the way you fucked me over is..

this shit can't be true
i don't think you understand
but now im on my own
down this lonely road

ONLY ONE

AMV HERE! <3

ONLY ONE w/SRRYGATE (branwen + rvrhiv)

@55depths
@bleedteam
prod. offsen1 + nihil
mix: deathy and friends

𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔲𝔡 𝔢𝔵𝔠𝔩𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔳𝔢

feats in order:
@dthxrgt
@bleakboi
@softbite666
@1anesthesia
@etaiso
@slaughter-tone-records
@demon-dog7
@nickp3tro
@dzodigital
@nokerbforever
@ayeokah
@ri4h
@ose1y
@traxee
@kidpesto
@aurasrevenge
@silentcxbin

F4ST P4SS!! 55depths x bleed team & friends (offsen1 + nihil)

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

@55depths
1 year anniversary re-prod/remaster

prod. me

lyrics:
slow down on the gas
before you leave me in the past
face down on the floor
remember nothing from before

don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)
don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)

toss and turn inside my bed
my demons live inside my head
waiting for their chance to strike
i guess it's you and me tonight
i guess it's you and me tonight
i guess it's you and me tonight

i've been staying up too late these days
(think i'll go insane)
i wish my mind would go to sleep
(if nothing stays the same)

slow down on the gas
before you leave me in the past
face down on the floor
remember nothing from before

don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)
don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)

slow down on the gas
before you leave me in the past
face down on the floor
remember nothing from before

don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)
don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)

slow down

disc @kryst3n
@kryst4n
proud member of @forgort
also proud member of @starsfallen

trip

kryst3n

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