feat & prod by @quannnic

-lyrics-

and they bring me back
and it’s the worst of me (x2)
I would take it back
that I left my dreams (x2)
why’d you break my heart?
left in the dark, caught me off guard
so I try and I try my best 
to look good from the rest 

I don’t think I ever have to try
being here for me, do you think I’d hear a lie?
I’m suddenly the bad guy…
where I’ve missed my chance
don’t hold my hand 
so we cry, regrets
when I feel this way
I can’t feel okay
and I feel so lost
when I talk to her nothing feels off
you're the only one, you’re only one I’d fall
for us I’ll do it again and again, again 
cause I won’t forget 

got to remind you
when i decide to 
i always fuck up
cuz im never enough
and that body i saw
was it never alive
just seeing signs
was it all just a lie
one sided dice
continuous fights
all from one side
for the rest of your life
roll it again and again and again
cannot get out and it will never end

so we cry, regrets
when I feel this way
I can’t feel okay
and I feel so lost
when I talk to her nothing feels off
you’re the only one, you’re only one I’d fall
for us I’ll do it again and again, again 
cause I won’t forget

idle

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Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

the bastard

lyrics:
i dont wanna wake up now its way too hard to get up
why dont you just say sum now, i waited so long to hear it
but you don't got a clue what you've done so its all good to move on
it could be a day since then, i'd still say that its too long
living out your liveliest dreams dont let your heart go to waste
so many damn things in my mind so hard to put it in a place
stuck inside the same damn dream i see the same damn face
and i got real life dreams i let them all go to waste
tell it all but i still feel like they're onto me
every single walk i avoid myself like honestly
go and take it off i could never live without my peace
try and get it done i just get it done by all my means
try to catch myself but you know that i always fall
i do every single thing around the place and i still lost
help is what i need cant even stand on my own two feet
i been off of things cant even hear that they're calling me

i cant even look up now my heads too hard to keep up
i spent all my good allowance on nothing that i needed 
so when i see myself again, ive got my life to keep up
try to go hiding now but all the people see us
can i even see the stars or all they all burnt up
can you even see my farce or is it all worthless
you know that i did everything and it was all for us
i cant even see myself upon the gaze of my trust
hollywood dreaming fuck my friends and family
how you live your life thinking that you owe somebody things
bleedin in these walls you dont wanna see nobody's peace
stuck inside my mind every single bad thought is a breeze
kill me off tell me that im horrible to please
you can grip my heart every time you do you always squeeze
you dont care at all you just do these things and then repeat
everything is cold every single thing will make me freeze

bleed (irby)

@saffilikesotters 
@yametsu (hook)
@staggyucrazy 
@thrmls 
@traxee

prod @01kon





you;'re mom

monsters (saffi, yametsu, staggy, thrml, traxee, (01kon)

YEAH UR WORDS CUT DEEPER THAN A BLADE WHEN U TALK..

thx to @srrygate for the ft <3
also thx 2 vola and issa :)
✦hope y'all enjoy this one, song is gonna be on all streaming sites in the next couple days & make sure to check out the amv on demon's youtube channel! love y'all <3✦

lyrics
--------
i been feeling like i might die
all these thoughts they kill me inside
change myself, i gotta try to
or else it will always be you

it's been always you
yeah u always come through
u will never be moved
right here, by my side with me
right here from my side with me
i don't think u'll ever leave
she said ''u're here, trapped with me''
i feel like you'll always be

u told me to move
no this shit can't be true
i just wanted to be with you
but now im on my own
writing all these lonely songs
walking down this lonely road
i don't think you understand
the way you fucked me over is..

so frustrating
baby i can't take it!
all these eyes are on me
i get no one's understanding
not for a second
said ''you need to face it''
baby u won't get it
all the shit u did
it hurt me

yeah ur words cut deeper
than a blade when u talk
baby your words got me so upset
i fade in it all
i've been trapped in these same chains
for damn months
i've been putting up with your shit
i think i got enough

@srrygate
yea I think I had enough
Drugs gone, had it tuff
I pop a perky with the triss
So why you think you innocent
I learned my lesson
cause friends are never given
Yea you should just shut up shut up
Yea you should just 
shut up

Text call
while im going through withdraws
Forgive me, dear lord I tried
Im washed up
Im dead inside
Im down to die
And im falling down fast
yea Im falling down

i been feeling like i might die
all these thoughts they kill me inside
change myself, i gotta try to
or else it will always be you

it's been always you
yeah u always come through
u will never be moved
right here, by my side with me
right here from my side with me
i don't think u'll ever leave
she said ''u're here, trapped with me''
i feel like you'll always be

u told me to move
no this shit can't be true
i just wanted to be with you
but now im on my own
writing all these lonely songs
walking down this lonely road
i don't think you understand
the way you fucked me over is..

this shit can't be true
i don't think you understand
but now im on my own
down this lonely road

ONLY ONE

AMV HERE! <3

ONLY ONE w/SRRYGATE (branwen + rvrhiv)

produced by me

lyrics:
nowhere for me to go
why am i back in ur home
so much for taking it slow
i move quick so fast they would never even know
bong rips and i rip it again
test me, start fillin with led
does that really happen? don't know it depends
do i need some traction to start getting friends
no more distractions and leaving it all on the fence
ahead of everyone that i've been talking to i can't connect

fuck a breathe in, breathe out
i'm bouta sink in, no drought
one eye closed keep one on u now
i think i'm wanting u now

it's best to say goodbye to everyone i love
better now before i'm gone
please don't stick around too long
i do my best, still callin SOS
got an invitation it's so hard to accept
can't show up the first time i bank on a rain check
everything inflicted on me started out painless
put less work now i'm getting paid less
i'd learn way more if i wasn't brainless
don't give a fuck what they wanna say next
say next

rain check

stuck at the table (christmas dinner) p. crona

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

@55depths
1 year anniversary re-prod/remaster

prod. me

lyrics:
slow down on the gas
before you leave me in the past
face down on the floor
remember nothing from before

don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)
don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)

toss and turn inside my bed
my demons live inside my head
waiting for their chance to strike
i guess it's you and me tonight
i guess it's you and me tonight
i guess it's you and me tonight

i've been staying up too late these days
(think i'll go insane)
i wish my mind would go to sleep
(if nothing stays the same)

slow down on the gas
before you leave me in the past
face down on the floor
remember nothing from before

don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)
don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)

slow down on the gas
before you leave me in the past
face down on the floor
remember nothing from before

don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)
don't say it, you know i hate it
don't say it, you know i hate it
(remember nothing from before)

slow down

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4BbExVT4k1LCuznNie2iJL?si=8c19ad3891d04240

validation ft @rans0m 
prod @01kon + @p-guda

And I ain't ever felt this way before
Everything just piles on my brain
It pours it rains it pours
You take some more
My brain is sore 
and I

Can't keep on giving
I ain't really been okay in like a minute
And you ask if I love you
But that's a given
Do you feel the same?
Who are we kidding

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

She do whatever it takes
So I'm stuck here talking
And she mess with my head
Like I'm another option

Like I'm another man
Am I not a part of the plan?
I guess it's not that shocking

@rans0m
You treat me like a mess mess
Never clean your shit up
I can't do no right only wrong im a sinner
I won't make it far always losing not a winner
Sit back and watch the stars in your eyes
Watch them shimmer

Left or right?
I don't know where to go
Take my hand show the place the place they call home
Left or right?
I don't know where to go

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

validation ft rans0m (01kon + guda)

This song was written and produced to encourage listeners to have a nice mood after a heartbreak.

Heartbreaks will never cease

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer
incubating.

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

slow down

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