putmethroughhell w/ bixby & sace6 (noahmadethiss)

sorry for the long wait
prod me and @johnnyfriend
guitar by ayoley
w/ @1endie

lyrics:

(sample)
listening to all the things you can't hear and not bothering
together where someday we're apart

(intro)
walking dead
down the halls of my house
whatever's in my head not mixing well
ready set
think I gotta go now
remember what I said you can find me

(hook)
in hell
find me in hell hell hell hell hell
put under a spell that helps me really feel shit
she said she could tell all the demons that I deal with
x2

(endie verse)
and I keep finding answers to questions I never asked
maybe it's for the best I never see you again
lately it seems like you been stuck up in the past
and I don't appreciate it
Deny without hesitation oh
in the backseat trynna keep a tempo
keepin my cool while I'm wathcing the wind blow
where you been I been so low just take my hand
and I don't care where we end up
i just wanna take it slow
cause it seems to be all the I know

(hook)
in hell
find me in hell hell hell hell hell
put under a spell that helps me really feel shit
she said she could tell all the demons that I deal with
x3

click

hell (ft. endie)

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article https://lyricallemonade.com/p/looking-hovis


lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

Produced by Bhertuy & Yeezo

Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

stream :)

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

(p. rodmadeit & endie )

lyrics:
tell me what you waiting for
only time can tell
so you don't have to say no more
baby watch your step
do not want to fall again
down to the floor
the stars turned dull
but I just can't let them go away
I know why
and im sorry I just couldn't
end it off this way
you don't know me
not the old me anymore
you don't know me
you don't know me at all
I know why
and now you're waiting for the day
you can tell me im wrong
I KNOW WHY

criticized by the internet
and ill take it
cause their numbers are worth
way more than they should be
and honestly
I cannot breathe right now
tell me what the fuck you want me to be
why you coming at my throat
like you wanting me dead, why now
I'll burn out
I'll come back just to take you down
fess up
told me that you knew what you were doing
but im head up
wish I fucking knew what I was doing
but I've held up
out of damn luck
with this re: love
came back in my life
but I didn't know this was set up

know us
just don't let me grow up
I'll watch the leaves as they fall
know you'll just oppose
hold up

promise you'll forget who you were before

li.sten.to/gladimoveru
ig: ripavah

lyrics:
I'm a mess up, pure disaster
She said she love me but I'm thinking she an actor
But now I'm better, cause I'm not with her
Everyday I woke up it's a pure disaster

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

I'm so messed up
I was lost in the fake love

Glad that I'm over you now
Every single time when you're name comes up, I'm fucked up, hate it when you're around
Caffeine fueled, I'm a fool I'm just tryna blow up maybe go a couple more rounds
Give me one second, just hear my sound, used to fuck up convos that made me drown

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

avah

glad i'm over u

other platforms

glad i'm over u (mcx)

lexapro w/ unkept

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

prod me and @johnnyfriend

lyrics -
(you)

(intro)
You make me numb
Forget what I been through
But now I run
From myself inside my room
same fucking view
Lost trust in you
It fell through
What do I do when it's me and the moon?

(hook)
Think that I could fake my death
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end
Cause what if i fake my death?
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end

(verse)
Sleep with one eye closed never forget
Only time until I spiral over the edge
While they're checking on my vitals, is this the end?
Delete the lyrics and the title, start over again

It's just a dead end road
That's the story that was sold
One way ticket would you go? (you x5)
One shot ko and that's all I know

(hook)
Think that I could fake my death
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end
Cause what if i fake my death?
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end

(you x1000)

dead end

produced by highsky beats: https://www.youtube.com/@highskybeats/videos

featuring Owskie: 
https://soundcloud.com/omar-aguilera-15
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0k09T3Crt7wBZaPdX61eNF

hell (ft. endie)

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