honest

for saddening times for realith

//lyrics
i'd say anything to make me feel better about myself
you think i need your help?
you think i need
the constant reminders about how im nothing to you
and what i mean to you
and its f*cking hard
nothing will change if you play that card
you think you're so smart
you think that you're brighter than me
you think that you're higher than me
i take no interest in all the bs acquiring me
ive never felt so hated
their laughing at me and i hate it
this is a test of my patience
find a way to make it make sense
they just want to make me
worry im working on myself but
surely i don't want to, go back to that

prod me

nothing

expression

Pretty Girl . [cityboymoe] .

so used to it
so erase that doubt that you have in your mind
you can do it
yeah
yea you can do it
yeah
yea you can do it
im chasing
falling apart im broken
leave it to you to save me
know i cant save myself
but im so used to it
so erase that doubt that you have in your mind
you can do it
yeah
yea you can do it
yeah
yea you can do it
im chasing
falling apart im broken
leave it to you to save me
know i cant save myself
myself

used to it

i am not the world

help with finding flows and melodies and arraging from tev and @theenigma_xo thank u bros
thanks to my sister for helping me with writing lyrics

play it off, play it off
always keeping me waiting
baby make it make sense
facing, to the pavement
then you go
every time i come around
every time i come around
you go, you go, you go

and i can't keep on
running to you
when i see myself in you
all on your face are ghosts
my skin and bones all go
under your teeth and bury me
there's nothing left for us

too drunk to shut my mouth
so cold is all i felt
just to remind myself
i should free up my mind
too drunk to shut my mouth
so cold is all i felt
just to remind myself
i should free up my mind

just tear me all apart
save something that you could adore
take the feeling off my heart
cuz i don't wanna hurt anymore

too drunk to shut my mouth
so cold is all i felt
just to remind myself
i should free up my mind
too drunk to shut my mouth
so cold is all i felt
just to remind myself
i should free up my mind

just tear me all apart
save something that you could adore
take the feeling off my heart
cuz i don't wanna hurt anymore

switch sides

leon