damn bro i really feel this one :( i love you dude this is beautiful

Songs that use Idealism beats

my darks (prod lo jettra)

you said you hate me what the fuck do you mean ?
i'm taking that glock i point that shit to my spleen
i'm getting fucked up i be burnin that green
might take back my blade i love it when i bleed

you said you'd shoot me but you ain't in the mix
u were suckin dicks now u act like the shit
you act like the king but you just a bitch
you be on snap just faking being rich

i'm boutta make it bitch i aint got no doubt
i was down in hell but i guess that i'm up now
you don't know the sacrifices it took to leave my home town

i been through the worst yeah i'm still in the dirt
i hear the same words i hear the same curse
it's hard to learn cuz all that shit hurts
it's hard to trust so i dive in them drugs

roll me a blunt bitch i aint got no love
say you're my friend you leave me in the dust
write me a love letter but that shit was rushed
you've taken my heart and now that shit's crushed

you're still talking shit hit me up with some facts
life is the worst i could never relax
love trust and friendship left me with some scars
i said horrible shit and i can't take it back

in the dust (princ3)

Prod jijabeats

Mix by Ztope 



Beat used for non profit

🛋 help me find my place ✨

prod. by zion

rotten w/ zion

ghosts.

enlightened (prod. branwen)

Lyrics:
do the same shit every fucking day
everything sucks damn I hate my life 
do the same thing everyday every night 
sleep school work it’s a sequence 
these people are so damn annoyin
all these fuckers talk and do without knowin
the consequences of their words and actions 
they all wanna be something they ain’t preachin

Sequence (emptychest)

LYRICS 🖤
Cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

You’re so cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

You’re so cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

In my head 
I’m stuck in a maze
Crawl out my bed
To face the days
You’re miles away
My innovation
Blind by the rays
I flew too close to

Falling down this rabbit hole
Lost inside this borderland
Blurred eye focus lens  
Wash my sins
With all my fear
Burry me with all my failures 
Burry me with all my prayers

Cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

You’re so cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

Darling we could
Watch the world burn
In your eyes I
See life after

Cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

You’re so cold
So why don’t you go
And cry me a river

Cold
In my head
Stuck in a maze
Cold
In my head
Cry me a river

C.M.A.R.

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Idealism 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Beats Cuts: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Akame ga Kill
Lyrics:
[Verse]
Broken environments 
Fucked up and crying tears 
Why I wanna die
Can't find my own betterment 
This is just a sentiment 
I lose it 

Give me my divine creation 
I'm never the one hating 
All the love their faking 
Got me raging 
I was fading out 
Now I'm away in an early grave

[Bridge]
Losing track of my mind
(in an early grave)
Losing track of my time
I don't know why I'm on the grind still
Cause I'm losing my appeal 
To the people that I wanna be with

[Chorus]
I can't even find a grip
Of you still here
Wish I could be there for you
Even though I'm lost
I'm so lost
Without you here

[Outro]
With no one by your side 
You fall down and die
I'm sorry
But that's just how I feel 
Right now
Right now

Lost (Prod. Idealism)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Idealism 
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows
Artwork from: Clannad After Story(Anime)

[Verse]
Broken and alone 
Without no one to call home
Try to call my phone 
But I know you've lost hope
Holding back tears try not to choke
Fuck I can't even hit a note 
Feels like I fell off a boat
Now I'm Drowning in the sea 
I won't be okay if u leave 
Look In my eyes 
You'll see who I am inside 
The more I think about it
The more I begin to sink
I'm confused about everything 
Consumed with the fact I might lose you
If only u could see how much we need u
How much we need u

[Chorus]
Broken and alone 
(If only you could see)
(How much I fucking need you bro)
Without no one to call home
(how much I'm hurting, Knowing your considering it)
Try to call my phone 
But I know you've lost hope
(Take time but please don't end your life)
Holding back tears try not to choke
Fuck I can't even hit a note 
(I can't bare the thought of you not being here no more)
Fells like I fell off a boat
(I feel like a terrible friend)
Now I'm Drowning in the sea 
Look In my eyes 
I won't be okay if u leave
(I'm sorry) 

[Outro]
Holding back tears on a better day
I don't know what you need from me
I don't understand why I'm still here
Even if you leave I won't forget you

I Won't Be Okay, If You Leave (Prod. Idealism)

Crack

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

this song is completely non profit

produced by @idealismus

lyrics:

blowing on pack
slept three hours flat
how the fuck that possible
that i cant go to bed

if im smoking more i swear i should be getting rest
its fuck up (for real it is shits crazy)

i dont think its the only thing i feel in my chest
got some old emotions buried deep inside my breathes
i can feel them burn me when i exhale my lungs
id confront them but i cant cause i forget where theyre from

hurt you
i dont mean to hurt you
but i dont treat sympathy as a virtue
im too involved in my own selfish mind
even though i forget who i am half the time

as i grow i tend to grow out of line
making time just so i can keep taking my time

no one really has the time to worry bout relationship
but everyone is doing it and no ones really saying it

tinder picking choosing
then delete it for a little bit
u know u like the ego boost
of people swiping right on it

but i do too
and im like you
i cry too
and friday night
im high like you
christmas break
im drunk like you
bad work day
slumped like you
im scared like you
not fair that you
shit on me when im 
just like you

i feel things too
i just make tunes and
the musics cool but
im just you

we are one of the same i know

im u (prod. idealism)

produced by idealism

lyrics:

man we really out here
damn its chilly out
get ahead of myself
always end up down here

round here
no one give a fuck about your feelings
youre numbers
no one get to know you think about it your nothing

i move forward hard head
its scary any day u could wind up dead
i put my money in the bank
if there was no saving me id save a little change
help the family with the pain
that was before my current angle on my brain
that was before i got too busy for the pain
way before when everyday would feel the same

feel like everybody like me more
real life friends would ask me what im crying for
said they said i need the sadness just to feel the force 
making garbage i dont like so you would like me more

is not the way it works
i put my feelings first
i put em in the words
persuasion never works
opinions rarely hurt
bitch ill die before i spin another persons thought into the works

okok alright alright
blueberry packed in the pipe
rain sounds coming from the night
damn

this track is completely non-profit

side street (prod. idealism)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

draft 001 (prod. idealism)

苦しみ (Prod. Idealism)

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

I Won't Be Okay, If You Leave (Prod. Idealism)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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