Featuring: @auby4rc
Written by: Kurama SD & auby
Produced by: nevrfall
Mixed by: NOKERB & auby
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Why do I even try 
I'm boutta fucking cry
I just sigh 
I wish I was better
But I never will be
Hard to see clearly with 
all these tears 
In your eyes 
In your eyes
In your eyes

[Chorus: auby]
I don't wanna make this hard for you
Doing all the things I couldn't do
Feeling all this stress 
It weighs me down 
There's no one here 
Just me right now
Take it out of my hands 
I could float away 
No one here understands 
I don't wanna stay 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
Waking up still fucked 
Cause of my head
Dreams getting way too much 
Nightmares are too dark
My luck ran out
I'm done 
That's just how it goes 
Spent too much time in my lows
That's just how it goes 

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Why do I try
Despite everything 
Fucked up in my life 
I don't know why 

[Chorus: auby]
I don't wanna make this hard for you
Doing all the things I couldn't do
Feeling all this stress 
It weighs me down 
There's no one here 
Just me right now
Take it out of my hands 
I could float away 
No one here understands 
I don't wanna stay 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Why do I even try 
I'm boutta fucking cry 
I just sigh

Why Do I Even Try w/ auby (Prod. nevrfall)

lyricz
Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

Confidence aint the highest
But boy im feeling the flyest
Best fit here, these motherfuckers aint trying
Designer mixed with the thrift find, double downed to the riptide,
Boy you falling on slipslide, rearrange ur thoughts see the flipside
With a womens 19th century watch see my wrist shrine
You might think u fly, but u aint coming close this time

Running through a field, saddle me up a horse
I be at max caliber srt4 of course
Or a dodge neon, i dont want a porsche
My drip cause a flood, yeah u might an oar

Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

GLASSHALFFULL [prod.  ETERNETY x inuyasha]

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves
https://soundcloud.com/7hersx

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

the time I spent with you is still considered priceless
but my mind has been forming an existential crisis
words that she wrote with her ds stylus
but those memories to you are just considered sightless 

forget warmness frozen inside my heart
it's cold and i feel soulless from everything I start

i remember I had you in the picture 
but like i cut you off i grabbed my scissors
try to forget my memories when with her
no matter what I would never forgive her

just bring me down until my last breathe
step inside my castle you won't realize who you been with
so girl you can't come home there's nothing left
you're so indescisive and i do not like it

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

I Miss You

AkiraDoves & JoshIGuess - I Miss You (Thersx)

prod. @alivetonight

amazing prod and vocalist <3

lyrics: (shoutout to @kurama_sd for putting my lyrics in the description)

[Verse]
This isn't what I signed up for 
I act like I'm fine 
But inside I'm losing my mind
Hello there
I'm a lonely soul 
With no where to go
I don't know my own future 
What am I doing here I don't know 
I thought I had everything I want
But I still feel empty 
I still feel sad 
I try to rest at night 
But I fail at like everything I do
And I just can't get out of my head 
Not even for one moment 
(Not even for one moment)

[Outro]
And No one knows 
and no one knows 
and no one will ever know 
All I have is my songs
(All i have is my song-)

this isn't what i signed up for :( (prod. alivetonight)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

baby don't leave
you own me 
you own me

i keep seeing shapes in the corner of my room now
i don't feel okay, im not a bitch so i won't back down
girl we're young
girl we're young
yeah i know 
but im fucked
in the head
my vision slowed
when i walk in, no one ever fucking knows
day n night
everynight 
im dying slow
i don't mind
smoke a blunt
watch me choke 
alright,rewind
i need you home
blue eyes
my arms
tight rope

bitch im never going back
i can't even smoke a pack
anxiety fucks my head
keep thinking i'll have a heart attack

i can't even drink so im dying with no comfort 
she don't wanna link so im dying in my converse 
pick me up, let me in, take me home
i hate this view i call my own

baby don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

i don't even know whats fucking real
i can't even tell whats fuckin real
shell of who i once was
im just a shell of who i once was
i won't sip it till i see the seal
i will pop that pill if it's real
i am just a shell of who i once was
i don't even know who i once was 


when will this feeling fucking end?
they don't even notice what i said
if you point the gun i won't run
if you point the gun i won't run
i don't even care anymore
i just throw up on the rug then i sleep on the floor so
bed sweats every night when i wake up 
im soaking in the sheets with my own blood

baby 
don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

You own me :( (Prod.stillvanishing)

Gamma Ray - HeyLee Manzeron (Prod. Clav) PHEONIX COMPETITION

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

Why Do I Even Try w/ auby (Prod. nevrfall)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)